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Category: Naruto
Genre: General
Character: A Sasuke fangirl
Pairings: SasuFangirl
Ratings: K+ or T (T to be safe)
Summary: You say we're stupid, you throw us insult, but have you ever thought of it from a fangirl's view? I think not. (A short piece of truth and realism. Please read because I'd like to know what you think afterwards.)
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto. All copyrights reserved for Kishimoto and the respective distributors.
Notes/Warnings: This is purely my opinion and is in no way harming or blaming anyone. Please do not flame me or write long letters to me about how I’m wrong in any sort of way. I just wanted to write about why I think people shouldn’t bash fangirls all the time. Leave now if this story might offend you.
From a Fangirl’s View
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I am a fangirl and I’m proud of it. More specifically, I’m a Sasuke fangirl. Now I know what everyone whose reading this is thinking. ‘Oh my god! Another stupid, pathetic, vain, ugly fangirl’, right? Now if you tell me I’m wrong, you probably are lying. The main question I have is why? Why must people base and judge me? I may be like the rest of the fangirls in the world, but inside, I’m my own person.
But, why don’t I say I’m a Sasuke fangirl instead of just fangirl? Well because I’m the same as any other fangirl, for Sasuke or not. Why criticize me about being a Sasukefangirl when there are others out there as well? I’m sure there are plenty of Naruto fangirls or Neji fangirls. Or maybe even Shikamaru or Itachi fangirls right? Why single us Sasuke fangirls out? Are we any different or worse than you? I think not.
A fangirl is more than just some petty, random girl who is in ‘love’ with someone for “stupid and vain” reasons. There is more to us than meets the eye. What is the different between a fangirl and someone who really likes the same person? We’re just like them; we want to get to know Sasuke. We want Sasuke to love us. Is that so wrong? We may not do things that you agree with, but what else are we suppose to do? We’re never given the chance to prove ourselves. We are thrown down every time by insults and curses, when in truth, are you flamers or bashers better then us? You say we “love” something for stupid reasons like “Ahh! Sasuke is so hot!” but you first criticize us for being stupid when in turn, you do the same. For example, such excuses as in “Sasuke is gay and emo!” So first you’re a criticize us and then become a hypocrite. Yeah, that’s so much better.
Now, although we do say “Sasuke is hot!” it’s what we think. And yes, maybe some of us may only like Sasuke for that reason, but the majority of the population has more reasons than you think. We’re not completely stupid you know… Why do we love Sasuke? Because we respect and adore him, is that so wrong? If it is, then please tell me why. Although I’ve always reached and pined for him, he’s never within my grasp. Now when someone comes along and gets closer to him, isn’t it normal for us to feel threatened and hurt, when we so desperately try to reach out for him and in return, we get backstabbed by our own? Isn’t it normal for anyone to get jealous when the person we like is getting even farther away from us?
What will I have to cling onto when I fall? My hope that one day, I might be a little closer to Sasuke. This may seem farfetched, but everyone, including you, needs something or someone to cling onto when you fall. Whether it’s a dream or a person, that shred of hope is what keeps you going. Although I may seem vain and idiotic, I’m a person with feelings, just like you. I’m a person with hopes and dreams, feeling and memories, just like you. In retrospect, we fangirls are just like you “non-fangirls”. Then again, if you say you’re not a fangirl or, in certain cases, fanboy, then you’re lying to me and yourself. We each respect and love someone or something, whether it’s real or not does not matter. It’s the same, all of us are different yet the same.
What’s wrong with liking someone because their hot or something? I mean it’s not like you can say you never judged or based someone on their looks because you’re lying. Maybe people hate us because we’re truthful, and not afraid to say what we mean. But, that’s not the point, for I’ll never know why people misjudge us all the time. Now, as I was saying, if you’ve never ever judged someone based on “vain” things then maybe you’re some holy god, I don’t know. I mean yes, fangirls started off liking Sasuke, or whatever your case may be, because he had looks, charm, intelligence, etc, but isn’t that the way everyone starts off like someone? I mean no one can say the liked someone right off the bat because of their personality. Then, throughout time, we or should I say I, started digging deeper for Sasuke. Why do I like him, is there one answer to that? I don’t think so. Maybe it’s for the reason that he always keeps me guessing and isn’t afraid to stick out. Unlike me, I’ve always felt safer in a crowed, that’s why we ‘fangirls’ stick together.
Now we may have started off liking Sasuke for external reasons, but true Sasuke fangirls went deeper. I do care about him, and I want to get to know him, if I was given the chance. But, it’s hard when you have no connection to him and are competing for even a glace against many others. We may not stand out, but we truly care for Sasuke. That’s why we pine for Sasuke. Seeing him hurt makes me sad, seeing him happy (although rarely) makes me happy. Maybe it’s not true love, but everyone can care about someone deeply right? Why do we always compliment him and hold up ‘We Love Sasuke’ sign? We want to make him feel loved, so that one day, maybe, he will feel loved. Maybe we have to reach out in different ways, and we’re trying. Seeing him lonely is both what makes us reach out and makes us draw back.
We’ve all figured out that we get on Sasuke’s nerve often; chasing him around like that, but we’re just trying our best. It’s all we can do. But, I think that somewhere deep inside of him, we do make him feel loved, even if it’s a little. But, knowing just that, I can say that I’m proud of myself. There is only someone with such little connection to Sasuke other than his ‘fan group’ that one can do. But, if we can all pool together and make the one we care about the most feel a little bit better, then maybe, just maybe, we can feel as if we weren’t useless to him. We’re only human, and we’re only ourselves. People can throw anything at us, comments, insults, curses, etc, but we’ll never back down. Because to us, your words mean nothing. We don’t care what you think of us, as long as we make ourselves and the person we respect and adore feel, just a little bit, loved. I don’t care what you may say to me because I know who I am; a Sasuke fangirl. And you know what? I’m damn proud of it too.
This is what I think, and whether or not you agree is up to you. All I’m saying is from a fangirl’s view.
-From a Fangirl’s View-
-Kristine X3-