Flower child,

How in the hell did you bribe him? James is my best friend; he wouldn't just betray me like tha- never mind. He just showed my five things he stole from my room. Way to go. I'm going to murder him, and then when he's dead I'll put Imperius on him and make him snog the Minister of Magic. Or perhaps your mom, think she'd like that, Evans?

Too lazy? Lily Evans too lazy? Has the world ended and I just don't know it yet? Unless I'm in hell...yeah, most likely in hell. Oh well, give my thanks to the big man up there, Lils. You know, the guy in white, got Charlie's angels or something? Good, goth, goat...god! That’s the guy! Oh, and I'd be careful of that cat. It bites...

But anyways, I'll see you later, Lily! How many days do we have now? I've lost track...James says hi, by the way. Oh, and I realize you've been talking to Regulus lately. Malikai has not been happy he's been intercepted. When you talk to him again, tell him I said hi. He thinks the world's against him. It's the only thing he and the world see eye to eye on. See ya!

Sirius

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Mud--Lily,

...thank you. This really does mean a lot to me. And I am sorry (No matter how much it kills me to admit it), I'm just going through some shit right now, you know? I feel like no matter which way I turn, people are always going to be pushing me in the opposite direction. I know it’s hard to believe, but it was once me in Sirius's shadow, not the other way around.

Maybe I'm examining things to closely, maybe I need to step back and look at the bigger picture! ...though it certainly burned years ago...Or, perhaps I'm just being emotional, maybe I'm finally letting my feelings show in stead of keeping them locked. Or I just forgot to take my medication, shit!

The walls are closing in around me, and I see this little red centaur prancing out of my reach. I keep calling for help, but it doesn't listen. Red, blue, red, blue, pink! Hehe, pink, Evans! Can you see it? It’s flying away!

Oh Merlin, perhaps I'm schizophrenic! Or emo...yeah, emo...no, definitely schizo. No, emo, schizo, emo, schizo!

Evans, I'm begging you, what the fuck is the matter with me!? Is it stress? I'm losing my edge, Lily. I'm talking to a muggle born whom I don't even really know. I'm completely out of character, I don't just go screaming things like dancing ponies...the hell is wrong with me?

Oh, wait...SIRIUS! That insignificant bigoted arse! He put something in my pumpkin juice last week, that’s why I'm freaking out! Oh brother, I could do without your face, and without your neck, and your hands, and your limbs, and, to save myself the trouble of mentioning the points in detail, I could do without you altogether. Egotistical bastard.

Change of plans, Evans, I'm not nuts. And I still view you as scum. Ta-ta my lovely. And if I've said anything to insult you, I've tried my utmost, believe me.

Regulus

(A/N: Gah, Regulus is such an ass in this one, sorry for the quick change. Not many letters left I don’t think, around 1 more from each of them I think…then Hogwarts would start up again…just wanted to say thank you so much for the reviews, and thanks for being so patient, it means a lot to us! Lily is up next! - Iamme)