Without you:

It's cold here without you; I don't know how much more I can stand. I am tired of pretending, you don't love me the way I need you too, and there's nothing I can do.

I've watched you, as you lay naked in our bed. Asleep and tangled in the sheets, you looked so peaceful so I never woke you. I never told you that I love you.

What is wrong with me have I gone too far, Will these bounds that bind you break apart? Is it all the same, will you continue to play our game? Will you take the blame or must I crawl? So tell me what's wrong with me, to make you leave.

I wonder if you know just how far I will go? I just don't understand anything anymore. Why are you so desperate to leave our world? Why would you let an intruder in, allow some little girl to claim you, chain you, pull you away…. from me. And I am scared? Scared of everything. Scared of this love that I know will cause you to reject me. I am terrified really.

Still I'll take this fall and fade as it falls to hell. Is this the end the end of all my fears the end of everything? Is this love for real or just a narcastic play?

Now your saying that you would never hurt me but how am I supposed to believe when all I've known is this fear. What would you do if I kissed you? Would you awaken, succumb to my suggestions or would you push me away?

Close your eyes it will only take a second. I will find a way to keep you. I will find a way to make you stay. Or am I only deluding myself again?

So tell me Hikaru, what is wrong with me? Have I gone to far? Will this bounds that bind us break apart? Is it all the same, will you play this game. Will you take the blame or must I crawl. So tell me what's wrong with me? Is there any hope at all, that you will stay?