Chapter 34

Part 1

Jackie had just gotten over the hustle,and bustle of the Christmas holiday she cleaned the back yard after the big wedding celebration that happened on new Years Day.

Jackie sat in her living room by herself she rubbed her fat stomach she was pregnant again she couldn't believe it she miscarried with her son Vincent.

She was very happy she was married to the man who she loved since she was 20 years old. Her world was perfect or was it.

She was sitting on the couch watching NCIS she wanted so bad to star on the show or at least meet the man who played Gibbs Mark Harmon she had a major crush on Mark for a long ever since she first saw him in his movie And Never Let her Go.

To Jackie Mark Harmon was the living end he had very nice end too. Even Jackie's mother said " He is very good looking."

Everytime she watched NCIS she would say the lines that Mark said or pretend to do the head slaps he did.

Mark was a cutie for sure Jackie's husband knew about the crush,and he didn't care because Jackie would always be faithful.

Jackie's daughter's Hope,and Hayden even agreed with her mum about Mark.

Her eyes never left the TV screen whenever Mark came on the screen Jackie shut the whole world out.

Hayden "Mum you're watching NCIS again." Jackie "So what's you're point I'm fat,and board NCIS is the best damn TV show ever care to join me Hayden?"

Hayden "Sure"

Jackie "Mark is a dream boat."

Hayden "Yes he is he's packing a nice booty too."

Jackie "That's my girl."

Peter "Oh boy look at those two Ron their watching NCIS again."

Ron "Jackie really loves that show just last week she head slapped me because I told her she was gorgeous." Peter "That was cause for a head slap?"

Ron "Jackie thinks she's fat, and ugly once she gets a thought in her head that's that."

Peter "Her family always putting her didn't help earthier they made her feel like shit,and even now she remembers."

Ron "I wasn't no help earthier I always brushed what Jackie said under the carpet until the day I witnessed her get hit in the face then I stopped believing other people." Peter "You saw Jackie get hit in the face?" Ron "Yes I did."

Ron began to tell Peter the story.

Ron's Flashback

Jackie "Good morning Ron did you sleep well?" Ron "Yes I did how about you?" Jackie "Yes I did."

Joe "Get away from Ron he just woke up I don't think he wants to barf this early in the morning." Ron "That's enough Joe don't you think you hurt Jackie enough?"

Jackie "He'll never be done hurting me he knows that I love you he also knows that we don't get to spend any time together he knows you're with me,and he can't stand it his dick might fall off if he'd give you peace so we could be together."

Ron "Come on Jackie let's go have fun." Jackie "Ow."

Ron "You – son – of a – bitch you ever hit her again I swear our friendship is over oh wait it's over now I'm so sorry I didn't believe you Jackie."

Jackie "It's alright you stuck up for me I love you." Ron "I love you too."

End Of Ron's Flashback

Ron "I haven't spook to her stepfather in years I didn't like watching Jackie get hit her poor face she had black eye for 2 months." Peter "She's lucky to have you in her life."

Ron "Jackie Is my life if anything ever happened to her I'd be lost like we both were before." Peter "What do you mean by before?" Ron "Jackie miscarried with our very first baby." Peter "Oh my god how?"Ron "I was visiting her when she lived in Pennsylvania when it happened she wanted a baby for a long time,and my first night with her we didn't use a condom."

Ron continued to tell Peter the story

Ron's Flashback 2

Ron "Oh my god Jackie what's wrong." Jackie "Ron honey I don't feel so good."

Ron "Come on let's go to the hospital hang on tight."

Jackie "I'll be alright I just need rest,and vomit again look out honey." ( Jackie ran to the bathroom almost tripping over her own two feet) Ron "You sound awful sweetie are you sure you don't want to go the hospital?"

Jackie "Ron I'm sure you go do you're own thing Betty is going to come keep me company." Ron "Alright I'll call you to see how you're doing." Jackie "Alright."

Betty "Hey Jackie you look awful." Jackie "I think it's the stomach flu." Betty "I brought you this." Jackie "A pregnancy test it wouldn't hurt."

Betty "I'm here for you."

Jackie "Holy Fuck a duck!"

Betty "What's wrong Jackie?" Jackie "I'm pregnant Betty this can't be happening."

Ron "What can't be happening?" Jackie "The energy crisis."

Ron "You're lying what's really wrong?" Jackie "I'm we're Pregnant." Ron "Really?"

Jackie "Yes are you mad?"

Ron "I'm really happy for you for us oh Jackie a baby." Jackie "Yeah a little baby that will be part of both of us."

Ron "I love you." Jackie "I love you too."

Ron telling the story to Peter

Ron "Jackie was three,and a 1/2 months pregnant we were going to have a girl I was still visiting her when she miscarried."

Part 2 Of Ron's Flashback 2

Ron "Hello gorgeous."

Jackie "Hello handsome my honey I'm fine oh no it's you're boss I'll meet you upstairs once I eat."

Ron "Alright I love you." Jackie "I love you too."

Ron Telling Peter The story by now Ron was crying.

Ron "Jackie crawled up the stairs the blood that stained her shirt was a dark red,sticky she was screaming,and crying."

Part 3 Of Ron's Flashback

Jackie "Ahhhh Ron help me the baby honey it hurts he pushed me down the stairs in the kitchen."

Ron "Who pushed you Jackie Jackie can you hear me?"

End Of Flashback 2

Ron "Jackie's stepfather pushed her down the stairs she stayed in the hospital for a couple days our first baby died from the force of the fall."

Peter "Oh my god Ron I'm so sorry." Ron "Thank you Peter Jackie means so much to me she's my life without her there is nothing she used to tell me that."

Peter " Jackie is a special woman." Ron "Yes she is."

Hayden "Mum?" Jackie "Yes?" Hayden "Do you plan on sitting on the couch forever."

Jackie "Hayden I'm only being careful I don't want to lose this baby." Hayden "Mum you'll be fine so will the baby now you go take a shower or bath I'll start dinner."

Jackie "Alright."

Jackie headed upstairs she turned the tub on put some bubble bath in the water then she turned on her CD player she climbed into the tub, and rested in the warm water she enjoyed her bath.

The song Do You of Me played next Jackie sang the song as she bathed.

Dreams within the still of night
On wings of hope take flight inside of me
There upon some distant shore
We want for nothing more than what will be
And you and I, here we are
I wonder as we've come this far...
If I could only read your mind
Tell me the answer I would find
Do you dream of me?
And when you're smiling in your sleep
Beyond the promises we keep
Do you dream of me?

Love has found a magic space
A deep and hidden place where time stands still
Now I hold you in my arms
You know you hold my heart and always will

And you and I, here we are
And it's a wonder that we've come this far.

And after all that we've been through
You've leaned on me, I've leaned on you
Do you dream of me?
And when you're smiling in your sleep
Beyond the promises we keep
Do you dream of me?

If I could only read your mind
Tell me the answer I would find
Do you dream of me?
And when you're smiling in your sleep
Beyond the promises we keep
Do you dream of me?
And after all that we've been through
You've leaned on me, I've leaned on you.
Do you dream of me?

Ron "Yes I do." Jackie "Ron did you sneak into the bathroom while I was singing?" Ron "Yes I did lean forward I'll wash you're back."

Jackie "Okay." Ron "How are you feeling?"

Jackie "I'm feeling fine the baby is strong." Ron "I noticed Hayden is cooking dinner."Jackie "Hayden is worried about me Ron."

Ron "I know she is so what do you think Brady,and Hope are up to?" Jackie "I think they're sleeping minus the sleep."

Ron "I bet they're enjoying they're honeymoon I know I enjoyed mine."

Jackie "If memory serves me right we almost didn't get married remember we called off the engagement for a while well are first engagement."

Ron "We did do that didn't we?" Jackie "Yes we did we had no other choice you're boss wouldn't let you."

Ron "We are married now,and we're happy that's all that matters." Jackie "Join me in the tub Ron it's big enough for two." Ron "Sure."

Ron climbed into the tub with Jackie then they kissed Jackie enjoyed kissing Ron she didn't want to stop,and this time there was no one there to stop her from having the man she loves so much close to her except Hayden.

Hayden "Mum, dad dinner!"

Jackie "Well let's get downstairs." Ron "Do we have to?" Jackie "Yes We do there is always later."

Ron "True that."

Jackie,and Ron got dressed on their way downstairs they ran into Rita she was on her way downstairs too.

Jackie's family ate dinner Ron,and Hayden did the dishes while Jackie sat back down the couch,and continued to watch NCIS Rita joined Jackie on the couch Jackie rested her head on Rita's shoulder.

She fell asleep Ron carried Jackie upstairs,they went to bed the next day Ron went to work at the Brady Pub covering for Jackie because she was 5 months pregnant,and running around would most likely bring on early labor.

Jackie went out to the garage she was looking for a box of her old baby stuff she wanted to go down memory lane to compare herself with now,and then.

She picked up the box it was tad to heavy but she carried it into the house,and started carrying it upstairs she thought she was at the landing,went to to step up whenever she lost her footing,and fell down the stairs.

Jackie "Fuck Ow!"

Hayden "Mum oh no Grandma,Peter!" Peter "What's wrong Hayden oh my god hang on Jackie." Rita "Is she alright?"

Peter "She's bleeding a lot."

Hayden "I'll call dad right now." Jackie "Hurry Hayden I need you're dad it hurts like a son -of a- bitch."

Hayden got her cell phone,and called her dad she was crying she didn't want lose her mum or new baby brother or sister.

Hayden "Dad it's me Hayden."

Ron "Hayden sweetie what's wrong you sound like you're crying?"

Hayden "Dad it's mum she fell down the stairs,and she's bleeding a lot she needs you dad can you get away?"

Ron "I'm on my way just try to keep you're mum calm."

Hayden "I'll try dad."

Hayden,and Ron hung up their phones then Ron left the Pub Caroline over heard she told Ron to go.

Hayden "Mum dad's on his way." Jackie "Thank god."

Ron "What the hell happened?" Jackie "I tried carrying a heavy box upstairs,and I lost that battle for sure." Ron "You should have waited for me."

Jackie "I know but I wanted to see if I could carry the box,and now I'm paying for it."

Ron "Is the baby alright Peter?" Peter "No I'm so sorry Jackie you lost the baby."

Jackie "All of you go away leave me the hell alone."

Ron "Come on Jackie don't push us away." Hayden "Dad let mum have her space she feels like it's her fault."

Everyone left the house to give Jackie some time to herself she just lost the new baby she felt awful for treating her family mean but she was heartbroken.

Jackie went upstairs to take a shower once she saw the blood go down the drain she realized that she did loose the baby.

Jackie got out the shower got dressed laid down,and fell asleep she cried the whole night through.

Ron,Rita,Hayden,and Peter returned to the house around midnight. Ron went upstairs, and crawled into bed Jackie he wanted to hold her but he didn't want to upset her anymore then she was.

Jackie rolled over,and held Ron close to her body he closed the space between them,then he fell asleep.

The next day while Ron was at the Brady Pub Jackie was packing her suitcases she was planning a trip she was going to take drive to California she would visit all the sets,and maybe get to meet the NCIS cast.

Hayden "Mum what are you doing?" Ron "Jackie what's with the suitcases are we going somewhere?" Jackie "I'm going somewhere not we."

Ron "You're not in you're right mind travel anywhere."

Jackie "That's what you think."

Hayden "Mum you just lost the new baby yesterday do you really think it's wise for you to drive to wherever you're going?" Jackie "I have a clear enough head I need to get away Hayden I need time to recover." Ron "Reconsider I don't want you driving to far you could have another car accident."

Jackie "I can't I lost to much I need this I'll be back in a couple of days maybe even a week or two I'll call you when I get to California I promise." Ron "Drive safely."

Jackie "I will I love you."

Ron "I love you too."

Jackie waved bye to Hayden then she headed of on road trip one that would earthier clear her head,or change her life forever.

While she stopped for gas she called of old friends of her's The Camdens she said she was on her way to California,then she said she wanted to stop,and visit them Annie said yes.

Jackie said great then she got into her car,and continued to drive when she arrived at The Camden house she saw the oldest daughter Mary standing on the porch.

Mary "Jackie is that you?"

Jackie "Yes it's me Mary how are you?" Mary "I'm fine come on in mum,and dad have been looking forward to you're visit since you called."

Jackie "Thank you wow this house changed a bit."

Mary "No it hasn't."

Ruthie "Jackie hey you look great." Jackie "Thank you Ruthie." Ruthie "Can I get you something to drink?"

Jackie "Thank you Ruthie."

Matt "What's all the hub bub down here Jackie I haven't seen you in so long how are you?"

Jackie "I've been good I'm going to be a grandma." Mary "Wow congratulations." Jackie "Thank you." Simon "Jackie no way."

Jackie "Yes way Simon."

Lucy "Jackie you look great."

Jackie "Hi Lucy." Eric "Jackie I can't believe it it's really you." Jackie "Hi Eric." Sam,and David Together "Jackie."

Jackie "Hi boys you got big."

Annie "Hi Jackie." Jackie "Hi Annie." Annie "How have you been?"

Jackie "I've been good I'm going to be grandma,and yesterday something bad happened to me so I decided to leave a for couple days or even a week or two."

Lucy "What happened to you that would make you to decide to take a road trip?"

Jackie "I miscarried I was 5 months pregnant so I decided to get away for while,and try to wrap my head around things."

Ruthie "I'm so sorry."

Jackie "Thank you Ruthie."

Matt "So where are you headed ?"

Jackie "I thought I head to Hollywood,and walk around on the sets,maybe even get a chance to meet one of the hottest male actor's alive Mark Harmon."

Annie "Sounds like fun do you have a place to stay?"

Jackie "I was going to get a hotel room." Eric "We won't hear of it you'll stay with us." Jackie "Thank you Eric but you already have a full house." Simon "At least let us get you dissent room." Jackie "Thank you Simon that's very sweet of you." Simon "You're welcome."

Simon called all the hotel's in Hollywood,and found Jackie the perfect one Simon gave Jackie the address then she hugged everyone bye then she left.

She arrived at the hotel that evening she carried her bags, checked in, got her room key, and headed to her room once she reached her room she took a shower,and laid down she had a big day ahead of her the next day she hoped she could meet her favorite actor Mark Harmon.

The Next day Jackie got up,got dressed drove to where all the sets were she looked at them while her car then she bought a pass,and a booklet of where all the sets were.

Jackie "Wow this is so awesome I wish Hayden could see the sets this the perfect way to get you're head clear Ow damn it." Sean "Are you alright?" Jackie "I'm fine I just hurt my ankle."

Sean "Come with me so you can sit down,and be comfortable."

Jackie "Thank you so much whoa this is the set one of my all time favorite TV show NCIS." Sean "Yes it is." Jackie "Wow there's Michael, Cote, Pauley, David, Brian,and you're Sean who plays Tim McGee." Sean "Yes I am,and there's Mark who plays Gibbs." Jackie "Wow oh my name is Jackie,and it's nice to meet you Sean."

Sean "It's nice to meet you to here have seat rest you're ankle."Michael "What's going on over here?" Sean "This is Jackie she's a fan of our show she hurt her ankle while looking at the other sets." Jackie "Hi Michael it's nice to meet you." Michael "It's nice to meet you too you Jackie." David "Hello my dear I'm David,and you are?" Jackie "I'm Jackie it's nice to meet the man who plays Dr. Donald Ducky Mallard."

Sean "She's a very big fan of our show she hurt her ankle while looking at the other sets."

Pauley "Aw you got hurt hi I'm Pauley you must be Jackie."

Jackie "Yes I am hi Pauley."

Brian "You should rest you're ankle Jackie."

Jackie "Does it look that bad Brian?" Cote "Yes you should be more careful." Jackie "It was just my luck Cote."

Jackie kept looking at Mark who looked at her for a few minutes smiled at her then got back to work on reading his script or whatever he was doing.

Michael "She seems to be taken by Mark." Cote "She is watching him." David "It seems to me that Jackie has a crush on Mark by how she's looking at him." Pauley "She's digging Mark for sure." Sean "Yes she is."

Jackie "I always had a crush on Mark ever since I saw him in his movie And Never Let her Go Mark is truly handsome I know both of us are married,and we have children but that doesn't mean I'm just going to stop having a crush on him excuse me for one second hello hi Hayden I miss you too sorry I didn't call baby I was tired you won't believe what set I'm on." Hayden "Mum what set is it?" Jackie "NCIS."

Hayden "Ahhhh mum you are so lucky." Jackie "I met all the cast except Mark he keeps looking at me though I'm glad I hurt my ankle."

Hayden "Have fun mum get autographs for me." Jackie "I will bye Hayden love you."

Hayden "Love you too mum bye." Sean "Who was that Jackie?" Jackie "That was my daughter Hayden."

Michael "She was calling to check on you huh?" Jackie "Yes she's like her father."

Jackie looked at Mark again she wanted so bad just to hop over to where Mark was,and meet him but she knew she wouldn't get to.

Jackie "Well it was nice meeting all of you I'm going head back to my hotel."

Jackie went to get up,she almost fell over that's when Michael grabbed her,and held her up.

Michael "You're not going anywhere sit back down rest you're ankle some more." Jackie "If you say so Michael thank you so much all of you can two of you guys drive me back to my hotel here is the address."

Sean "Sure I'll drive you there." Michael"And I'll follow you guys,then I can give Sean a ride back here."

Jackie "Thank you both my car is out in the parking lot."

Jackie gave Mark one last look then Sean,and Michael helped her to her car. Sean drove Jackie back to her hotel she went to her room then Michael, and Sean headed back to the NCIS set.

David "Is Jackie alright?"

Sean "She's fine now."

Cote "That's good."

Mark "Who was that young woman?" Michael "That was Jackie a fan of our show, and someone who adores you a lot."

David "She has a crush on you Mark." Mark "Oh does she?"

Sean "Yes she does here is the name of the hotel,her room number,and the address I think she'd like to meet you."

Mark "Alright I'll go see her she's very beautiful don't you think boys?" Sean "Yes she is."

Mark got into his car,and drove to Jackie's hotel when he got there he checked the room number,took the elevator to the floor where her room was.

Jackie was sitting on the couch in her room watching an episode of NCIS it was one her favorite episodes Child's Play it was end where everyone was Ducky's for Thanksgiving.

The part where Gibbs shows up with the rolls,then Abby pours him some wine then Ducky says his toast,then Abby says to all goodnight then it goes black,and white on Gibbs.

Jackie sat there wishing she had a man just like Gibbs or Gibbs himself but Jackie's wishes never came true.

As Jackie sat on the couch there was knock on the door Jackie got up,hobbled to the door,then she opened it.

Mark "May I come in?"

Jackie "Of course please come in sit down." Mark "I heard from a little bird that you're a very big fan of our show,and that you have a crush on me." Jackie "I bet that little bird was one of you're cast mates."Mark "Yes it was so long have you had this crush on me?"

Jackie "Since I saw you in you're movie And Never Let her Go I thought you were sexy,then I developed a crush on you then the first time I saw NCIS I knew who you were,and my crush grew even stronger." Mark "I see so you're crush you have me is stronger right now as I'm standing in front of you?" Jackie "Yes it is my pulse is racing." Mark "Let me see oh you're pulse is racing."

Jackie "I'm so sorry Mark I shouldn't be fawning over you like this you're married,so am I,we are both parents I should just admire you on TV,and have my crush on you."

Mark "I don't mind I like it." Jackie "What will Pam do if she finds out I don't want to ruin you're happy marriage?"

Mark "I don't care Jackie I watched you looking at me while you were on the set the only reason I didn't get up,and come meet you was I wanted to wait to until you weren't surrounded by the rest of the cast."

Jackie "Mark you are so handsome you play the part of Gibbs so well you make me feel for Gibbs."

Mark "I'm glad I make you feel Gibbs I also want you to feel for me right now."

Jackie "I always feel for you Mark I love you shit."

Mark "It's alright."

Jackie "Are you sure?"

Mark "Yes I'm sure."

Jackie leaned forward,and kissed Mark she pulled back to make sure it was alright once she got a nod from Mark they kept kissing.

They landed on the bed,and began to kiss even more Jackie smiled at Mark the next few hours were a bleer.

When Jackie woke up she was in the arms of Mark the man she had a crush on for a long time.

Then she noticed that their clothes were scartted Jackie remembered what happened she smiled.

Jackie rolled over on top of Mark she couldn't resit laying on top of him then she kissed him,and pulled back Mark pulled her down on top of him.

Jackie "Mark thank you for coming to see me."

Mark "You're welcome can I tell you something?"

Jackie "Sure." Mark "I love you too." Jackie "Oh Mark what are we going to about our spouses?" Mark "I don't know when do you plan on leaving?"

Jackie "Tomorrow possibly." Mark "Can I come,and visit you?"

Jackie "Yes you can my husband works at Brady Pub, and my daughter Hope is on her honeymoon so the house is empty."

Mark "Great."

Jackie "Here is my address in Salem." Mark "I better go I have to be on the set you're welcome to come with me." Jackie "I'd love to."

Jackie,and Mark got dressed,Mark drove to the set,Jackie sat down in Mark's chair,and watched them rehearse.

After the rehearsals Mark walked up to Jackie,and started talking to her the other members of the cast saw the contention that the two had they smiled then they frowned because they the two could never be together.

Jackie "Mark we are being watched." Mark "Why don't put on a show for them." Jackie "I love how you think."

Jackie pulled Mark closer to her then they began to kiss she moved her hands to his butt,and gave it a little squeeze.

Michael "Come up for air."

Cote "Shut up Michael."

David "I see you two are in love." Jackie "Yes we are but we can't do anything about it." Mark "I wish we could."

Jackie "Excuse me for a minute Hello Hayden what's going on oh gezz you're dad burned dinner okay Hayden go to the Brady Pub,tell Caroline she'll take care of dinner I'll be home tomorrow probably I'm to busy enjoying myself I love you Hayden bye."

Jackie hung up her cell phone,and sat back down Mark walked up to Jackie,stroked her cheek,kissed her lips,and held her.

Jackie wanted to hold Mark close to her forever Mark whipped tears from Jackie's eyes.

Jackie "I don't want to leave you Mark." Mark "Stay longer then." Jackie "I can't."

Mark "Then we are going to spend the night together come on."

Mark drove back to Jackie's hotel the first thing Mark did was lock the door,then he took the phone of the hook.

He walked up to Jackie,began to unbutton her blouse Jackie's chest started heaving Jackie leaned forward,and kissed Mark.

Mark kissed her back he unhooked her bra without Jackie knowing it she removed his shirt,and pants they were both naked,and facing eachother.

Mark picked Jackie up,laid her down on the bed,got on top of her, then he made love to her Jackie was enjoying having Mark inside her.

Once they finished Mark Held Jackie close to his body Jackie truly didn't want to leave Mark but she knew she had to Mark began to rub Jackie again she held onto him tightly.

Mark "Stay with me Jackie."

Jackie "I'll stay a couple more days besides I needed to get away." Mark "Why would you need to get away." Jackie "I miscarried with my 4 baby,and I couldn't bare to be at home." Mark "I'm so sorry I'm here for you now I got you."

Jackie "Boy do you ever."

Mark Held Jackie close to his body he would never let her go but he knew he'd have to It came time for Jackie to go back home Mark told Jackie he would come visit.

Jackie smiled,then she got into her car,and began her trip back to Salem on her way back to Salem Jackie listened to her favorite song by Kerrie Roberts

This waking nightmare lingers
when will the mirror stop telling lies
I don't know where I've been
or where I'm going
But I can't do it alone
I'm reaching out

(chorus)
Rescue me
Show me who I am
'Cause I can't believe
This is how the story ends
Fight for me
If it's not too late
Help me breathe again
No, this can't be how the story ends
I'm wrapped up and waiting for you
I've lost so much more then I'll ever know
The past, the truth forgotten
find me now
Before I lose it all
I'm crying out
(chorus)
Rescue me
Show me who I am
'Cause I can't believe
This is how the story ends
fight for me
if it's not too late
help me breathe again
no, this can't be how the story ends
haa-haa-haa-haa-haaa x6
(chorus)
Rescue me
Show me who i am
'Cause I can't believe(I can't believe)
This is how the story ends
Fight for me
If it's not too late(not too late)
Help me breathe again
No, this can't be how the story ends

When she arrived at her house everyone was asleep Jackie went out onto the porch she sat down to think she fell asleep in a chair.

Hayden found her mum asleep on the chair she covered her up.

The next morning Jackie woke up, took a shower,and got dressed then she left for the pub.

Jackie got back to work as soon she got there she stalked the booze,served the food,and drinks.

Caroline noticed how hard Jackie was working she could also see how sad Jackie was.

Caroline "You should slow down Jackie before you run out of energy." Jackie "No Caroline I'm fine I need to keep busy." Grandpa Shawn "Caroline's right child you've been through a lot lately."

Jackie "I know you both are right but I want to work when Ron comes in to cover for me I'll go home."

Roman "I'll have a beer hello Jackie." Jackie "Hello Roman." Roman "I heard you just got back from California did you have fun?Jackie "Yes I did."

Jackie got Roman a beer then her cell phone rang Jackie checked the number smiled then she got back to work.

Ron "I'm here Jackie you go home right now,and get some rest." Jackie "If you think that's best Ron." Ron "I do you look tired." Jackie "I am."

Jackie grabbed her stuff,then she left she went for a walk through Horton square when she found a quite spot she redield the number on her cell.

"Hello I miss you so much spending time with you was very nice how is the show going that's good I love you too I gotta go see you soon bye."

Jackie breathed a sigh of relief then she went to Java to get some coffee,then she sat down down at table in the Horton Square she was sad she missed Mark she texted him.

She told him that she was thinking of their last night together then she told him she loved him.

Mark texted her back,and told her he loved her too Jackie got up,and drove home she threw her stuff down the chair, kicked her shoes off, turned the TV on, laid down the couch,and fell asleep watching Madonna's movie Dick Tracy.

Hayden "Aw Peter look at my mum she must be really tired."

Peter "Cover her up Hayden." Hayden "Alright she needs her sleep." Peter "So do you young lady you're are close to you're due date."

Hayden "You're right plus we are leaving to go back to Philadelphia tomorrow." Peter "Come on let's get some sleep."

Hayden,and Peter went upstairs to their room so they could sleep the next day woke up stiff as a board she went upstairs to her,and Ron's room,took a shower then she decided to go shopping,and have lunch.

Marlena "Jackie how are you?"

Jackie "I'm fine Marlena I was just thinking about someone."

Marlena "Who were you thinking about?" Jackie "Just a friend who I kinda sorta have feelings for."

Marlena "Kinda Sorta?"

Jackie "Alright I do have feelings for him in fact I love him."

Marlena "Where does you're friend live?"

Jackie "California." Marlena "I see Jackie why don't you come back to the penthouse with me,and we can talk there." Jackie Alright oh no."

Marlena "What's wrong?"

Jackie "Sami just happened to show up I'm sure she heard everything I said."

Sami "I did so you're in love with someone else Ron will love to know that." Jackie "Sami the someone else that I love is a friend so it's a friendly kind of love." Sami "Right well I'm sure my mum will tell me all the juicy details of you're tryst." Marlena "Samantha Jean Brady!"

Jackie "Go away Sami before I plow you in the mouth again." Mark "I'll help her."

Jackie "Mark ! You came to visit me YAY." Mark "Hello again Jackie I missed you."

Jackie "I missed you too I'm glad you came but what about NCIS?"

Mark "Everyone took some time off." Jackie "Oh YAY you're here with me." Marlena "Mark from NCIS is you're friend you have feelings for?" Jackie "Yes he is." Sami "Hi I'm Sami Brady."

Jackie "Sami he's married so stop trying to get him into bed with you alright."

Sami "What are you saying Jackie he can sleep with you but not me?"

Jackie "I never said we slept together." Sami "So there's a chance for me then?" Jackie "No there's not Sami you had animal sex with Ej Will caught now you're with Lucas so do us all favor pick a man,ride him,and get the hell out of my face Sami."

Sami "No I won't." Mark "Yes you will because Jackie is getting pretty mad."

Jackie's temper got the best of her again she walked right up to Sami,and punched her as hard as she could again in the face.

Sami "Mum did you see that?" Marlena "See what Sami?"

Jackie "Marlena is the offer to come to you're penthouse to talk still open?" Marlena "Yes it is." Jackie "Will you join me Mark?" Mark "Yes I will." Jackie "Great come on."

Marlena,Jackie,and Mark all headed to Marlena and John's penthouse so they could talk Sami followed them she was listening to the door.

Marlena "Please sit down both of you?" Jackie "Thank you Marlena." Marlena "Now tell me all about what happened between you two during you're trip away."

Jackie "Well I hurt my ankle on one of the other sets one of Mark's co-stars Sean found he took me to the set of NCIS so I could rest my ankle."

Mark "Jackie kept on watching me read over my script while she was talking to the rest of the cast."

Jackie "Mark came to visit me at my hotel room."

Mark "Jackie,and I slept together a couple of times."

Jackie "We fell in love but we know we can never be together but that's not going change my feelings for Mark I'll keep my crush on him." Marlena "Mark How do you feel about Jackie having a crush on you,and being in love with you?" Mark "I feel good about it Marlena if may call you Marlena I love this young woman,and she loves me."

Jackie "Yes I do Mar. It's hard for me but I already jumped into this with both feet I'm ready to deal with the consequences when the time comes." Mark "So am I."

Marlena "Jackie I can see you love Mark but you also love Ron,and you have two daughters with Ron." Jackie "I'm torn Marlena what can I do." Marlena "Follow you're heart." Jackie "Thank you Marlena." Marlena "You're welcome Jackie."

Mark gave Jackie a hug she wrapped her arms around Mark she knew her feelings for Mark shouldn't be what they were but she didn't care.

As the talking continued Sami over heard everything that was said she left,then she headed to Jackie,and Ron's house when she got there she ran inside not even bothering to knock she told Ron what she over heard Ron got into his car,and drove to Horton square then he headed to Marlena, and John's Penthouse.

Ron "Tell me it's not true Jackie." Jackie "Sami blabbed that bitch." Ron "Did you sleep with Mark?" Jackie "Yes I did I betrayed you twice I'm so sorry I know you hate me." Ron "I don't hate you I love you Jackie you were upset about losing the new baby so you slept with you're favorite actor I forgave you once I can forgive you again." Sami "You're just going to forgive her she betrayed you Ron?"

Jackie "Sami unlike all the men you jerked around on a leash my husband is very forgiving."

Sami "Who did I jerk around on a leash?"

Marlena "I'll make some coffee this might take a some time." Mark "I'll help you Marlena." Jackie "Let's see Austin, Lucas, Ej, Rafe, Ej, Lucas you Samantha Jean Brady are a to put it bluntly are a whore I know all of Salem inducing you're son Will agrees with me on that subject." Sami "And what are you Miss sleeps with anything that has a pulse."

Jackie "Sami I made mistakes I'll admit it but Ron has forgiven me you on the other hand Oh Lucas I love you so much I want to start over with you but first I'll sleep with Ej then if you want sloppy seconds then you,and I can start over."

Sami slapped Jackie in the face Ron ran to Jackie when he reached her he held off,and pushed Sami to the ground.

Ron "Sami you ever hit Jackie again I swear I'll have you arrested for slapping my wife do you understand me?" Jackie "She can't take hearing the truth about herself Ron Rafe was right to divorce this cheating whore the poor guy he needs someone to love." Ron "You haven't heard then he,and Nicole are having a baby." Jackie "That's wonderful Rafe kicks Sami to the crib,and finds someone great to be with." Sami "Rafe didn't kick me to the crib." Jackie "Sami it looks like you got run over by a bus now why don't you go screw over Lucas like you have many times before."

Ron held Jackie close when Marlena,and Mark brought the coffee into the living room Mark, and Ron shook hands they talked about everything including NCIS.

Jackie smiled she had finally meet one of her favorite actors it all seemed like a dream one she never wanted to wake up from Mark went back to California Jackie, and Mark stayed friends they continued to visit eachother Mark even stayed friends with Ron.

Hey everyone it's me first off I'd like to say thank you to all the new reviewers,Secondly I do not own Mark, Sean, Cote, Pauley, Michael, Brian, or David I just added them I would like to meet them all someday even though that would never happen,and Thirdly I know Mark Harmon and I will never meet.

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