Prompt: slashthedrabble's #78- David Bowie song titles. Also for fanfic100's # 034-Not Enough prompt.

Beta: Thanks to squid for the beta.

Elizabeth has never once said anything and why should she? Teyla is under her command, after all.

A part of Elizabeth wished to be like Sheppard. Always taking risks—including the risking court-marshaled if Caldwell were to discover John's relationship with McKay.

Sheppard would never allow his relationship with McKay to affect his ability when he was on duty. That's another thing she envied about Sheppard, his ability to separate his working-life from his personal-life.

But she wasn't John. And, unlike John, she had to think of the repercussions, which is why she would never date anyone under her command.