SS: I've been bored (and lazy) lately, so I decided to write two short yaoi YGX fan fics. Here's one of them... I use the Japanese names so if you get confused, check out janime DOT info!

Disclaimer/Note: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh GX. (If I did, I'd infest it with yaoi!!!) NO FLAMES or I'll file ABUSE! Ignore any grammer or spelling errors that were missed. Thank you.

DON'T LIKE YAOI? DON'T READ!

If Only You Could...

If only you could feel how I feel.

Each and every day my heart aches because I cannot tell you. I cannot let myself accept this love. If I were to tell you, it’d be awkward, wouldn’t it? You’d turn your head the other way and ignore me for good. That’s right, isn’t it?

If only you could know what I know.

You will never listen to me, will you? You and your idiot mind tell yourself to ignore my words. No, not all, but most I can say that much. Why can’t you just perk up your ears and listen? I’ve been keeping something to myself about you. These feelings deep inside. Come on! Listen up, moron!

If only you could hurt like I hurt.

You’ll never know the true meaning of pain until you’re put in my shoes, darling. You think you’ve got it made with your skill and spunky attitude. Hell, I’d kick your ass if I had the heart. Alas, your stupidity and cute smile stop me.

If only you could sleep like I sleep.

Every night I have dreams of you. It’s scary just remembering. Am I that obsessed with you? I’d like to think not, but apparently I’m wrong. Hey, you talk to me in these dreams. Do you know what you’ve said right to my face?

If only you could hear what I hear.

Your voice. I can’t get that annoying thing out of my head. I swear, you put a spell on me or something. Every time you’re near I hear it piercing through my ears. What’s worse? When you’re away, I can still hear it as if you’re right there.

If only you could see what I see.

Do you know that whenever I look at duel monster cards I see your face? How pathetic is that? Your reflection on the water, on a tv, in the bathroom mirror, everywhere! Why don’t you just get out of my head?! I can’t take it!

If only you could suffer like I suffer.

My privates ache with displeasure. It’s true, it’s you I want. I want to strip you down. I want you to touch me and me to touch you. I want our lips to lock together and our tongues to clash. I want to be inside of your tender body…

If only you could surrender like I surrender.

Aren’t you going to give in? Come now, you know you can’t resist. The temptation is strong, it's true. Hand over that body of yours and be your clueless self. It’d be nice to torture you since you’d have no idea what was exactly happening.

If only I could smile like you smile…

Perhaps my thoughts are too harsh. After everything, your smile is what makes me happy deep down. You’re the sunshine on my cloudy days. You’re the comfort when I’m in pain. And lastly, you’re the one I think that I need the most in the world.

Judai.

Judai: R-really?! I can't tell!

SS: -sweat drops and slaps forehead- Manjyome, Judai. It's Manjyome.

Judai: Ohhhh!! Now all we need are reviews! -smiles- Please review, everyone!!