I no Beccy has already used this song in a songfic but I am using it to :P. It's called "Broken" from the movie Broken Bridges, it’s by Lindsey Haun, it brilliant, really moving, search it on YouTube, it's amazingly powerful & moving. Hope you like it, it's my first ever songfic so be nice:D Plz R&R. Thanx Abi xx

Surprise ending,

I'm sitting here, I can't hold it in anymore, i'm in love. But not the kind of love you'd expect. Not love like I no it. This is love that you keep bottled up inside, love that no-one else knows about. Unlovable love.

Wake up to a sunny day
Not a cloud up in the sky,
Then it starts to rain

My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around.
So open and exposed.
I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble.

Everyday at work I see her, I work with her. I watch her, her beautiful, petite figure, walking around busily, bossing people around. Then I go home to nothing, I sit there, maybe watch some TV, eat, most of the time I drink. I drink to take the pain away. The pain of loving someone, who will never love you. It's breaking my flipping heart. And I hate it.

When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin’ but you cant hold on anymore.

Every tear falls down for a reason.

Don't you stop believing in your self.

When you're broken.

The next morning, I’ll have a banging hangover. I'll be sick. I'll feel like I’ve been hit over the head, with a hammer. But I won't care. Not anymore. There’s nothing in this world that makes me feel better, I just hide the pain. Of loving someone.

Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin’ through.

Don't let it beat you up.

Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are.

I thought I knew love; I was with Tess (A/N spit) for five years, yet that wasn’t true love. Not how she saw it. She didn’t want me; she wanted excitement & adrenaline, not a proper relationship. I had nothing to live for. A job in the met? A day working with Phil Hunter & Stuart Turner’s bickering? It’s not much really.

No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking...yeeeaaaahhh

I sit here. Broken. Into a million little pieces. For everyone to see. I can’t hold this any longer. I love her, and damn right I’m going to tell her that, if it’s the last thing I do in Sun Hill.

When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore.

Every tear falls down for a reason.

Don't you stop believing in yourself.

When you're broken.

I told. She listened. She told me she didn’t love me, how she was in love with Phil Hunter. Can’t say I blame her, she is straight after all.

Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place!

I went home. I broke down, I opened the bottle of gin, I drank & I drank. I spent the night on the floor in the lounge.

When you’re broken in a million little pieces and you’re tryin' but you cant hold on anymore.
Every tear falls down for a reason.
Don’t you stop Believing in your self.

I woke up a stronger woman. A person who was broken, a person who’s life had no point.

When you're broken.

I moved on. Now I’m happy again. I’m single, yes, but I’m happy. Me & Sam are still friends, great friends, she’s getting married to Phil, and I’m her bridesmaid. I shut Phil & Stuart up. Told them their bickering was doing everyone’s head in, especially Sam’s, Phil shut up right away. I’m gonna live life how it is, not drown my sorrows cos I love someone who don’t love me back.