Uhm…yea. This isn’t gonna be very graphic (I think. I mean, I wrote it, so it can’t be all that bad, considering…myself), so I’m guessing it’d be good for a first time lemon reader. It took me SO long to write this, because I kept thinking, “I’m insane…why am I doing this?” and almost stopped. Lol. It’s an “insert chapter” for chapter 6, “Keep Holding On”, so you might wanna go back and read that to refresh your memory. Um, with that said…here we go?

October

“I should let you get back to sleep now-” but he was cut off when she grabbed his hand.

“Please,” Carina begged with her eyes and voice, “Stay just a little bit longer…” Ed smiled down at her.

I can’t run anymore, I fall before you
Here I am; I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am
Take me home, I'm through fighting it
Broken; Lifeless; I give up
You're my only strength.
Without you, I can't go on. Anymore. Ever again.
I can't run anymore; I give myself to you
I'm sorry…I'm sorry…
In all my bitterness, I ignored all that's real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes
I'm too alive- And you're too strong
I can't lie anymore; I fall down before you
I'm sorry…I'm sorry…
Constantly ignoring the pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep-
I'll never stray again My only hope (All the times I've tried to run)
My only peace (To walk away from you)
My only joy, my only strength (I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power, my only life (And love is where I am)
My only love.

“You sure you want to do this?” he asked her.

“I don’t want to have any regrets if I die tomorrow,” came the answer.

“Alright then,” he said, lying down on top of her, so that her breasts were pressed up against his chest. He started out just kissing her mouth; she kissed him back. Their tongues slipped by each other; their teeth gnashed against each other. His hand snuck up her shirt, feeling every rib that jutted out as it made it’s way up. He made slow circles on her breast with his finger, feeling the nipple harden as their tongues danced.

That just made him lose it. He moved his mouth down her neck, feeling her every moan of pleasure. His tongue tickled her ear for a moment before returning to her neck, then daring to go lower. As he brought his mouth lower, he unbuttoned her shirt, then felt her arch her back as another moan escaped her lips.

God, she was thin.

After a few minutes on each, his mouth moved from her breasts back up to her lips as they hungrily kissed again. As they were doing so, he started moving his body back and forth, up and down hers. Her body began moving in time with his, rhythmically. They moved faster and faster, moaning and sighing against the other’s lips while they passionately made-out at the same time. His mouth left hers to move down to her breasts again. As they moved back and forth, she caught his jacket and began to unbutton it, halting their movements. When she was done unbuttoning it, he slid it off his shoulders, along with the t-shirt he had been wearing underneath as she took her shirt the rest of the way off. Their pants came off just as easily.

“You’re sure?” he asked one last time, and she gave an affirmative nod.

There was no going back now. It was easy enough for him to slide into her, but she was biting back tears. Well, it was her first time, after all. Come to think of it, the same went for him as well. Still, they had no problem figuring out what to do. Again, he asked her if she wanted to stop, but again, she said no. They moved their bodies in rhythm again, going slow at first, then picking up speed as they got more comfortable. They kissed each other everywhere imaginable on the upper body as they went along.

After a while- how long had it been now? The Sun should be rising soon- they slowed down again, breathless. They laid in each others arms for a bit, no longer moving, almost sleeping, until Ed realized that if he stayed much longer they’d find him there, and bolted upright.

Carina gasped as she realized this too. “I-I’m so sorry. You’d better hurry and get dressed and go.”

He first helped her into her own clothes before slipping into his. “I’ll see you later, then,” he said, standing by the door wither her. He lingered there; he didn’t want to go. This woman…

“Y-yeah,” she said, averting her eyes. He then took her hands in his and when she looked up, he kissed her on the cheek. She looked at the smiling man for a moment with wide eyes, then as tears began to fill them, she wrapped her arms around his middle and buried her head in his chest. He put his hands around her waist, feeling her shoulders shake, and whispered in her ear.

“I'll get you out of here, and after that, nothing will be able to keep me from your side.”

It’s finally and officially finished!! Yay!! I wonder if, after I put this up, I should delete it from my computer so my parents don’t see it……lol. Can you tell that I’ve never had sex? I hope it was good, though. And FYI, it wasn’t like wham, bam, thank you ma’am (thanks, Nuss lol), because yeah, they DO like each other, and they ARE both of age. I think she’s, like, a year younger than him. So thanks to everyone who read, and PLEASE review!! 3 I should have another story going on soon, until then, check out “FMA Advice column” and “Clash of T3h Animes” for some fun!