Title: No
Rating: R
Summary: This is a Degrassi slash fic. Marco and Dylan's "closure" sex gets a little rough. Takes place after Moonlight Desires.
Disclaimer: Don't own 'em. Don't own the song lyrics either.
A/N: Sequel to my fic Stillness (not posted at due to NC-17 content). Lyrics are by Shakira and from her beautiful song No.

No, don't try to apologize
Don't play the game of persistence
Excuses existed before you did

Dylan grabs my wrist and restrains my hands above my head. He presses his body against mine in order to pin me to the door and I ask myself why I had to attack him and give him just cause to touch me like this. His touch sickens my heart yet still manages to entice my body. I hate him, I hate him, I hate him...

No, don't look at me like you did before,
Don't talk in plural
Rhetoric is your most lethal weapon

"Marco, please," Dylan begs. The pain in his voice only enrages me more. What right does he have to feel pain? He is to blame for this break up- not me.

"Let go of me!" I shriek into his face and I am satisfied when he rewards me with a flinch.

"I don't know if I can," he croaks. The double meaning makes it's way into my heart and I can barely surpress the sob that tries to rise out of me.

I'm going to ask you not to come back ever again
I feel that you are still hurting me here,
Inside

I shake my head. "You already have."

He shakes his head back at me defiantly and before I know it his lips are planted roughly against mine. He taste like cherry coke. Dylan doesn't like cherry coke. Thoughts of the taste in his mouth coming from another man make the furry rise within me again and I find myself biting his lower lip so hard that I taste blood. Dylan lets go of my hands and steps away from me in shock as he raises a hand to his face.

His blue eyes swim with dis-belief. I don't know why but the look on his face causes me to start laughing- laughing so un-controllably that I find myself doubling over with watery eyes. After a few seconds Dylan looks like he can't take much more of the insanity and he grabs both of my upper arms, roughly. He shakes me roughly as well. "What the hell is wrong with you?" He demands of me.

"You!" I spit back at him. "I've never loved and hated someone so much at the same time you bastard!"

And that at your age you should know well
What it's like to break someone's heart like this

Before I know what I'm doing I'm pulling him down by his shirt collar and taking his lips in mine again. This time when I bite I do it slightly gentler and he moans against my lips. It doesn't take long for him to toss me onto my bed and once he has me where he wants me he proceeds to pulling off my clothes quickly. We begin our love making like armagedon is coming and our time is running out; but the end of the world is not really what we are racing against, we are racing against the ending of us.

No, one can't live with so much venom
The hope your love gives me
No one else gave me
I swear, I'm not lying

He is not gentle with me, not even remotely. He bites, and scratches, and grips just the way I want him to. The pain morphs into pleasure and for a few blissful moments in time my intense heart ache becomes numbed. I don't realise until he's inside of me that I am crying and have been crying since we began. "Don't stop," I moan. On the inside I am thinking don't ever stop- keep going, keep hurting me, keep pleasuring me, keep our bodies enter locked forever.

No, one can't live with so much venom
One shouldn't devote the soul
To collecting attempts
Rage weighs more than cement

It ends though, because it has to, and when he pulls away I feel a part of me leaving my body with him.

I'm going to ask you not to come back ever again
I feel that you still can hurt me here,
Inside

He dresses, his back facing me while I sob. When he finally turns around he turns to give me one kiss on the for head. Just one kiss, then he is gone and I am left with nothing but my heart ache and the marks he has left upon my skin.

And that at your age you should know well
What it's like to break someone's heart like this

I contemplate showering before I go to sleep, but I can't bring myself to wash the stench of him from me. I just lay back and hope that some day this pain inside will subside.

No, one can't live with so much venom
The hope your love gave me
No one else gave me
I swear, I'm not lying

No, one can't die with so much venom
One shouldn't devote the soul
To collecting attempts
Rage weighs more than cement

No, one can't live with so much venom

No, one can't live with so much venom

No

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