A/N: my second fanfic I’m happy.. And I’m happy for those reviews I got on my last one: Never Make You Cry.

Disclaimer: I don’t own Naruto at all! If I did, Hinata was in love with Sasuke (or Gaara) XD

And the song Tears Don’t Fall belongs to the band Bullet for my Valentine

Text is song

Tears Don’t Fall

Let’s go!

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping

The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading away

Would she hear me, if I called her name?

Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

I can’t go home. I am afraid to face you; face my own wife.

You will welcome me with open arms and a bright smile… and I will smile back. You will ask how my mission went, as you make tea to me, and I… I will lie.

I will lie my ass out of my pants.

There’s alwayd something different going wrong

The path I walk is in the wrong direction

There’s always someone fucking hanging on

Can anybody help me make things better?

I don’t know how it started.

Maybe it was that day on the training field, where we began talking. Maybe the bar afterwards, where we got a bit too drunk.

I don’t know…I just know, that when I woke up, it wasn’t in my own house, wasn’t in my own bed and it was absolutely not YOU, who lay beside me.

I hurried home and told my first lie to you. Said I slept at Naruto’s; you just smiled.

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

I stand here again, in the kitchen, looking after my own home, after you. I often think about, how you will react if you knew the truth, but deep down I already know.

You would cry, cry and just cry. You wouldn’t shot or scream at me, it isn’t in your nature to do that. But I actually wish you would do just that; it wouldn’t hurt as much, as seeing you cry.

And that’s why I can’t go home.

I hear footsteps behind me, and the sound of sheets against the floor. I don’t turn around, because it isn’t you.

And I already know who it is.

The moments died, I hear no screaming

The visions left inside me are slowly fading away

Would she hear me, if I called her name?

Would she hold me, if she knew me shame?

There’s always something different going wrong

The path I walk is in the wrong direction

There’s always someone fucking holding on

Can anybody help me make things better?

I’m on my way home after all; home to tell you the truth and beg for forgiveness. My path grows faster and I’m running.

I need to be home; need to hold you in my arms, whisper sweet nonsense in you ear and kiss your soft lips.

I need you!

You tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Something’s wrong! I can sense it, as I stand outside the house.

The first thing is the darkness inside. When you’re alone home, you always have light in one or two rooms. And when I step inside, is there too quiet. Not a good sign.

I found you on the sofa in the daily room.

I don’t want to believe what I see, but I have to.

I cried a lot that night.

This battered room I’ve seen before

The broken bones they heal no more, no more

With my last breath I’m choking

Will this ever end I’m hoping

My world is over one more time

Let’s go!

Pills, the doctors say the next morning. Pills what was killed you, took you away from me.

Another lie.

I know what took you away from this world. It was me, and me alone. Your letter is in me pocket, your last good bye.

Naruto doesn’t even shout of me, just looking with wet eyes and red cheeks. I think I look like that too.

Would she hear me, if I called her name?

Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

I’m home again… and alone. And this time it is forever!

Our pictures stand on the bookshelf. I take my favourite down and dry it of with the back of my hand.

You’re smiling and the purple summer dress hangs perfectly over your body. I stand in the background with an annoyed look on my face, as always.

A wet drop lands on the glass and I’m crying again. I can’t understand you’re gone forever this time. That I can’t see your pretty face lighting up, and your lavender eyes laying soft on my face.

I want you back, my beloved Hinata-chan.

There’s always something different going wrong

The path I walk is in the wrong direction

There’s always someone fucking hanging on

Can anybody help me make things better?

As I run away from Konoha and my home, your words are in my head. You knew about me and Sakura, your best friend, but you avoided it. Thought it would go over. But as time went and I never came to you to say sorry, you felt yourself fading away. You felt you was going to loose me. And you couldn’t bear it. So you didn’t see any other way, then taking your own life. Selfish, as your wrote, but you hoped I could be happy know.

How can I be happy when you’re not around?

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

I love you, Hinata-chan. I always will.

Better!

I hope we will meet again, where I can make up, for all those bad things I did to you. And I hope you will forgive me.

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me

Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Soo… how was it? Bad? Good? Tell me, tell me! Press the little button, please! XD

The idea to this story came when I heard the song. I thought it could me fun and a bit sad to write