I can’t lie and say I don’t love him... I do.

I won’t pretend to be over him when I am not.

I won’t wallow in self pity... I won’t pretend I’m the only one left broken hearted.

I’ll fight to find him... And I won’t pretend it’s only for Seireitei’s sake.

I know I love him... I can’t pretend I don’t.

I can’t... won’t... lie like he did.

I love him.

I’m just not quite sure I know whom it is I love.

He left behind a legacy of lies. Maybe I can find the truth in them.