Author Note: Hiya everyone! Long time no see! This is my first try at writing poetry and though its choppy and lame, I cant help but think I didn't do a half bad job! I really love writing poetry and will definitely write more of these really soon because they don’t take me long! I'll be taking requests for poems(bleach only) if anyone is interested, PM me! This poem revolves around how Kira felt before and After Gin left. Its abit depressing but hey, that’s just the way life is. I love these two so much that writing this poem was really fun so I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it! Happy reading to you all!

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Poem Name: Do you know how it feels?

Summary: Do you know how it feels; To be a scapegoat to your pain?; Do you know how it feels; To be the one to take your blame?

Characters/Pairings: Izuru Kira and Gin Ichimaru

Length: 528 words (wow this is really short! Sorry guys)

Warnings: lots of angst and mentions of suicide.

Dedications: To Ulat Bulu, an admirable and inspirable Fanfiction author, please, if you haven't, go check out her stories.

Disclaimer: Sadly I will rant about how I do not own Bleach!! I know we are all very disappointed cries If I did own Bleach, Kira would have a bigger part and a better voice actor D:

Do You Know How It Feels?

Do you know how it feels

To be battered and Broken?

Do you know how it feels

To be tossed like a token?

Do you know how it feels

To taste my sweet pain?

Do you know how it feels

To shed tears in the rain?

Do you know how it feels

When your life is a wreck?

Do you know how it feels

With a knife at your neck?

Part of me doubts

You understand how I feel

Part of me knows

Your feelings are not real

I wish I could change it

Wish I could erase it

Wish I could deny It

Wish I could fight IT

But its futile to hide it

I once thought I should end it

Decided I would kill it

Decided I would face it

Decided to destroy these feelings

These feelings of pain

So now I sit here

Wondering and waiting

So now I'm dead here

Giving into the tainting

I'm Waiting and Crying

I'm Laughing and Sighing

I'm screaming and dying

Because throughout this denying

I knew you were lying

So I'll ask this once more…

Try to settle the score

Try to open the door

Do you know how it feels

To be a scapegoat to your pain?

Do you know how it feels

To be the one to take your blame?

Do you know how it feels

To think hurt and joy are the very same?

Do you know how it feels?

Do you remember my name?

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Well that was it! Everything about Kira and Gin makes me feel so sad that I just had to write something. Like said earlier, if you have a bleach pairing that you would like me to write a poem about then feel free to ask. Hope you liked it, as short and immature as it was. Sorry that the beat and rhyming was abit off but I'm still getting better at writing poems, they are a challenge!