Sara’s mine … I feel wonderful thinking at this … oh man , now I realize . All those things made me forget something very important : I’m gonna be a daddy ! But do I know how to take care of a baby ? Can I be a father ? How’s the kid going to look like ?

Yeah , first of all , the divorce . I need to talk to Grissom about the divorce . When ? Tomorrow will be best . Hope he’s not going to snap at me after he sees me . But he has to accept it . This is faith … right ? Damn , why was I so weak , if I wouldn’t have passed out after we found her , nothing of this will be true . Man , this is all my fault . What should I say to Grissom ? I don’t know what Sara said to him … she told her we are together ? Yeah , she did . Okay . So Grissom knows Sara wants to divorce him to be with me and he also found out he’s not the father of the baby . Now why won’t he agree with the divorce ? Why is he trying to male our lives a living hell ? Okay , so he loves Sara . So ? I love her too . Yeah , but he’s her husband until they break up … but the baby is mine . So … Sara loves . Another point for me .

Man this is horrible . Sara’s packing her things . She’s with Grissom at their … his house . My house is ours . But … wait a minute … those two are there alone ? No no … nothing is going to happen . Nothing . She loves me too much , right ? I don’t even know what to think . I should have went with her . But now is too late … she’ll be fine .

Well , after they divorce we will get married … and our baby will come into a big happy family .

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“Sara ? Why are you taking your things ? What’s wrong ?” Grissom asked .

“What’s wrong ? I told you what’s wrong , Gil ! I told you . And you said that you won’t agree to sign the divorce papers , so I’m leaving . You may stop me from marring the man I love , but you cannot make me stop loving him or not living with him . ” she put the second suitcase and opened the closet to take her things off .

“But are you sure that’s his baby ? I mean , there is a big possibility that the kid could be mine .”

“No , my baby is not yours ! Is Greg’s you understand , Greg’s not yours ? So stop thinking at this kid , please . He or she is not yours and I do not you to have parental rights on her !”

“You know , people is going to talk about this , about having a kid with a man while you were married with another one … if you’ll stay with me , no one will ever know about it . I will give you the life you want , I’ll do anything for you , anything ! ” he was sad “I love you so much , Sara try to think that I love you and you have some feelings for me ! You said yes when I asked you to be mine . ”

“Yes , but I do not love you . I thought I did , I thought I loved you , but I never did . I’m so sorry for being so rude , but I do not love you , I do not see you as a person to spend my life with . That person is him , Gil , the father of my baby . He’s the guy I want to be together with . Of course I care for , you you’re like my father , but not a lover . ”

“You’re leaving ? You’re leaving me … I love you Sara , there really is nothing I can do to change your mind , to bring you back to me ? ” he took her hands in his .

She pulled her hands free and looked in his eyes .”No , I’m sorry … I do not want to be with you because of pity . You know that . You’d regret it later .” she breathed “I will leave now ”

“No , do not leave …. Please do not leave ! I love you !”

“No , you don’t love me . Go find someone that loved you and love her back . You cannot love me … it’s not possible . You must find someone to love you . You are a good man . ”

“Sara … ” he looked at her with wet eyes “I love you and I see I cannot make you love me . But someone said once : If you love someone , you have to set them free . So here” he took a pen “is my signature . I just wish you a happy life with Greg , but do not forget I’ll be always waiting for you . I’ll always love you . ”

“Gil … ” she was crying like a small child “you’re an wonderful person . ”

She took her bags and left the house crying .

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Sara just opened the door and I go to help her with the suitcases . She jumps in my arms and kisses me . She’s crying , but I do not know the reason . Why is my girlfriend crying?

“Sara , honey , what’s wrong ? Are you feeling okay ? What happened ?” she just stares into my eyes , looking at me with teary eyes and she hugs me . She holds me in her arms and she doesn’t want to let me go . Tears are falling incessantly from her brown eyes and she doesn’t answer my question . She just continue to hug me .

“Sara talk to me ! ”

“Greg … ” she whispers “I love you so much honey , I love you so much ! ”

I’m a little surprised actually . I knew she loves me , but still , why is she weeping ?

“Why are you crying ?”

“We can get married , Greg .” she pulls a paper out of her pocket and shows me . “he agreed to divorce . We can be together now ”

“So , how did you convince him ?”

“I don’t want to tell you now … don’t ask me . Live with the fact that we can be happy together forever with our baby in our house ” she jumps in my arms .

“And still you were crying because …”

“Because I love you so much … that’s why”

She is lying , but I really don’t care . Having her in my arms with me is all that I want . And I don’t care what our colleagues are going to say also . This is our life , not theirs .

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And the wedding was one of the most beautiful ever . We had about 100 invitees , and Sara looked amazing . Like an angel in her white dress , the angel that I love . And I was not bad looking also . Everyone said we were the best pairing ever .

Nick , Warrick , Catherine , Sofia , Brass were at our wedding . And we sent an invitation to Grissom even though I thought he’ll never accept . .But Sara said he’s going to be there . So there he was , her ex husband . He said he’ll kill me if I’ll make her unhappy . I was surprised by everything . He gave her a gift and waved to the baby .

He wished us a happy life together . And I hugged him in that moment .

And now in their honeymoon we are in Miami on the beach . Sara’s drinking a cocktail while I am swimming in the sea . I love to swim , Sara loves too but with the additional weight this has become hard for her . Very hard , considering she in pregnant with twins in seven months . We are going to have twins … a boy and a girl . This is the life we wanted . The only life we wanted and the one we gained after so many tears and sufferance . A life together .

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This is the end … I hate endings , I am not good at endings so please do not hate me ! And thanks for all your review and please review this story too . You’ll make someone happy !