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Author of 5 Stories |
Alright, I can say what you want me to,
Alright, I can do all the things you do,
Alright, I'll make it all up for you,
I'm still in love with you;
I'm still in love with you…
Heart-Stars
Yuna
When I realize:
That you're serious about this…
Breathing comes with bolts of panic and pain.
What are you doing? Stand up!
I wish you'd sent me this heartbreak in the mail...
A marriage, your marriage?
Very funny… but it's not a joke.
You're so serious…about her.
But: I have stood by your side…always…
Always there for you.
You never noticed, and...
I must be a fool to have loved you so silently.
Adrianna
Hey, guess what? I don’t love you.
I’m sorry if it’s inconvenient…
But you’ll understand this one day: that really…I just don’t want to hold you back.
If you don’t like that one, I have a million other excuses
I’ve been practicing them in my bathroom mirror.
Hey, come on, say something… anything?
Look, you’re making this really awkward, I don’t know how to explain...
Yeah sure, a few months from now you’ll see the wedding announcement in the paper,
and a friend of a friend will mention how I got knocked up while we were still together.
Don’t worry though, because when you call with tears in your throat,
I’ll promise it isn’t yours.
Tidus
Yeah, okay…
I realize it’s about… an hour until your plane is suppose to leave.
Okay, alright. I realize I’m being selfish, I am only thinking about myself…
You’ll try to hate me for this…but I just can’t move.
You see this ring?
Fuck this ring.
Fuck her.
Fuck you for your unreasonable expectations!
...
Shit, look, I’m sorry. I don’t mean it. I don’t mean to be an asshole.
I’d be there if I could. But I can’t…I just can’t. Yeah,
I guess I know you'll try not to forgive me.
If I were really your friend… I’d be there with you now… with everyone saying goodbye
You’ll probably blame this on yourself; you always do.
And then I imagine you’ll cry too…
But you’ll meet someone else, new friends.
It’ll be good for you to get away from this lonely city of familiar faces
Yuna
I sit in a cold seat
Watching happy people and unwashed tiles,
The ticking of TV monitors.
Tired, irate, bored, lonely.
My plane's been delayed: you could still probably make it.
But I know you're not going to show up.
You have your own problems to deal with; I get it.
But for just this once, I wish you could make the effort.
Maybe I need you. Maybe I’m scared.
It’s a scary thing, you know? Missing you…
I don’t know when, or if I ever want to come back.
Tidus
I’ve given up;
I’m in no position to be anything for you.
You’re a good person… and I love you. It’s just that my heart is...
It’s currently malfunctioning.
I think… that’s the best way I can explain it.
So try to understand.
I wish you were here for me.
I don’t know why I’m never there for you.
Adrianna
Does it hurt, now that you know I lied, that I don’t love you?
Because you’re so use to being loved.
This is for the best.
You should have never asked
I should have never said yes.
~This is a prologue.
The story is written in prose, not verses.
R&R