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A Loving Fist
Author of 5 Stories

Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Yuna & Tidus - Reviews: 144 - Updated: 09-19-09 - Published: 06-23-07 - id:3612555

Alright, I can say what you want me to,

Alright, I can do all the things you do,
Alright, I'll make it all up for you,

I'm still in love with you;
I'm still in love with you…
Heart-Stars

Yuna

When I realize:

That you're serious about this…

Breathing comes with bolts of panic and pain.

What are you doing? Stand up!

I wish you'd sent me this heartbreak in the mail...

A marriage, your marriage?

Very funny… but it's not a joke.

You're so serious…about her.

But: I have stood by your side…always

Always there for you.

You never noticed, and...

I must be a fool to have loved you so silently.

Adrianna

Hey, guess what? I don’t love you.

I’m sorry if it’s inconvenient…

But you’ll understand this one day: that really…I just don’t want to hold you back.

If you don’t like that one, I have a million other excuses

I’ve been practicing them in my bathroom mirror.

Hey, come on, say something… anything?

Look, you’re making this really awkward, I don’t know how to explain...

Yeah sure, a few months from now you’ll see the wedding announcement in the paper,

and a friend of a friend will mention how I got knocked up while we were still together.

Don’t worry though, because when you call with tears in your throat,

I’ll promise it isn’t yours.

Tidus

Yeah, okay…

I realize it’s about… an hour until your plane is suppose to leave.

Okay, alright. I realize I’m being selfish, I am only thinking about myself…

You’ll try to hate me for this…but I just can’t move.

You see this ring?

Fuck this ring.

Fuck her.

Fuck you for your unreasonable expectations!

...

Shit, look, I’m sorry. I don’t mean it. I don’t mean to be an asshole.

I’d be there if I could. But I can’t…I just can’t. Yeah,

I guess I know you'll try not to forgive me.

If I were really your friend… I’d be there with you now… with everyone saying goodbye

You’ll probably blame this on yourself; you always do.

And then I imagine you’ll cry too…

But you’ll meet someone else, new friends.

It’ll be good for you to get away from this lonely city of familiar faces

Yuna

I sit in a cold seat

Watching happy people and unwashed tiles,

The ticking of TV monitors.

Tired, irate, bored, lonely.

My plane's been delayed: you could still probably make it.

But I know you're not going to show up.

You have your own problems to deal with; I get it.

But for just this once, I wish you could make the effort.

Maybe I need you. Maybe I’m scared.

It’s a scary thing, you know? Missing you…

I don’t know when, or if I ever want to come back.

Tidus

I’ve given up;

I’m in no position to be anything for you.

You’re a good person… and I love you. It’s just that my heart is...

It’s currently malfunctioning.

I think… that’s the best way I can explain it.

So try to understand.

I wish you were here for me.

I don’t know why I’m never there for you.

Adrianna

Does it hurt, now that you know I lied, that I don’t love you?

Because you’re so use to being loved.

This is for the best.

You should have never asked

I should have never said yes.


~This is a prologue.

The story is written in prose, not verses.

R&R



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