Title: Fix You Up.
Pairing: Paige/Alex
Summary: Discussing life's best moments, and regrets lead to kissing. And more.
Other: This story has slight implications of sex, but there's no huge description or anything.
Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi, Tegan and Sara, or Paramore.

this is Alex's POV. she speaks first.

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"Paige?"
"Mhmmm?" We were both lying down on our bed, her fiddling with the tips of my hair, while I, had my arms tightly around her body.
"Do you ever think about if we never met? You know, if I never went to Degrassi? I wouldn't have met you, and I would probably just hang around my old house, doing odd jobs, and smoking pot."
"Really?" She turned to look at me, studying my face.
"Yeah. Hey, remember the time when we actually did smoke pot? And you got high and giggly in front of that college person?"
"Yup. Probably one of the biggest regrets of my life."
"And your other regrets?"
"Going upstairs with Dean that night." I could feel her stiffen, beneath my arms. I looked up to her face, the face I'd woken up to for the last four years. Her eyes immediately filled with tears, and I could see that she desperately tried not to let them out.
"It's alright. It's all over now." I soothed her, whispering softly. She had had these moments before; remembering painful events in her past, making her feel weak and helpless. "It's in the past, it's alright."
"Yeah. I know. I should move on. Forget about him. But I can never figure out why he would do that. It didn't even have to be me. It could've been anyone. It could've been you Alex. But it was me." Her head leaned against my shoulder.
"Believe me, you didn't deserve it. No one does." I smiled at her, brushing imaginary hair out of her face. She smiled weakly, and thanked me.
I grinned; "So. What about the best moments of your life?"
"Hmm. Let's see. I have to think about this..."
"You have to think...? Oh God. Are you serious?"
"Just give me a minute or two. What are yours?"
"I'll tell you, but you have to promise me not to steal my best moments." I looked at her, admiring her.
She considered the thought for a moment, cocking her head to one side. "Fine."

"Okay. I've got three best moments.
One: That night when you sang me to sleep.
Two: Our first night together.
Three: Our first date." I nodded in confirmation.
"Oh. Wait. Wait. Four best moments. Best moment #4: When I fucking met Paramore. That day was so awesome. Remember? I met Hayley, and then Zac, and then..."
She looked at me as if I was joking. "You have such crappy best moments."
"What?"
"That night when I sang you to sleep? That was stupid. I suck at singing. I didn't even know you were awake then. Our first night together. Okay. That's not crappy. At all. But...our first date? God. That was embarassing."
I frowned. "Fine then. What about your moments?"
"Hmmm. One: The night of the Degrassi dance. I loved that. I love you." She paused, and kissed me on the nose. I smiled, then watched her lips as they moved, elaborating about her first best moment. But all I could think about at that minute, was how much I wanted to kiss her.
"Two: Our fir..." I had closed the gap between us, our lips touching a little at first, then more passionately. We were still lying down on the bed, my arms still around her, but now, I had pushed on top of her. After a few minutes, I felt her hands near the belt in my jeans.

An hour later, we lay together in our clothes-covered bed, under the duvet. I felt her fingers stroking my bare back, as I kissed her lightly on the neck. Our legs were entwined in each others, and we both definitely did not feel like moving.
"So...The rest of your best moments?"
"Screw my first best moment. My new best moment is officially the past hour." She grinned at me, and seconds later, I could feel her lips on mine again, our bodies inching closer together, feeling the warmth of each other.

This love is all I have to give.

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yes. that was alot of speech. but yeah. review please? thank yous.oh. and this is a oneshot alright: