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Title: Tears
Author: Funny Love Girl
Fictional Rating: Teen
Category: Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go!
Genre: Drama/Angst
Disclaimer: I do not own Super Robot Monkey Team Hyper Force Go!
Summary: Mandarin seats alone thinking of the past. He sees hat all he has as a true friend are tears.
Author’s Note: I was depress today. So this is me relaxing and trying to get my emotions to calm down. Hope you guys enjoy it!
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Tears are my only true friend lately. Running down my heated half dead face, it cools me down. When no one around it relaxes me. It also the only thing that keeps me going.
I am sitting on a bench watching bystanders. Children run when they see me, the curious ones come so close until their mothers or fathers pull them away saying “Stay away from that traitor sweetie, he not a good man.”, and little children who throw rocks and stick and say they’re as brave as the monkey team.
A sigh escapes my pale lips. I really don’t blame them. I am a monster who betray his only living friends to join the most evilest man in the whole galaxy. Each and every last one of them are lucky to have each other. I especially feel a sting of jealousy for Chiro. He the most perfect role as leader of my old team.
Chiro. The hairless brat was the first thing my team could get a hand at. No matter what he seems to perfect. He doesn’t have a personality in my mind. He seems like a recreation of me, except he doesn’t want power. I still can’t believe they use a human boy to be their leader. They must be truly desperate.
I watch a passing couple holding hands. Both lost in each other eyes. Like me and Nova use to be.
Nova was my first and last lover. She always stood by my side even after the cold incident. She is so foolish believing in people can change. I never forget the look of lost when I left and was set to the prison. Her words shall always haunt me.
“Mandarin why? I loved you, I trusted you with my heart, and you betray me! I never want to see your scum of a face ever! Good riddance of the monster you became!”
I never really love her. Actually there was not much emotions in our relationship. We kiss and make up. It was a complete lie. I remember how Sprx’s face look like he watch someone be murder after we kiss.
Sprx never actually care about me. Whenever I was in danger it seemed he wanted to just watch my misery. He said, “Your perfect, have the most beautiful woman in the world and yet you seek power. Come on you can’t be that power hungry! I would kill for something like that!”
“Then take her,” I repeated the exact words I had told him. No matter what happens to me I only have one friend, tears. They help me when I feel alone. No matter how scary I look they shall always carelessly massage my cheek. Even after a painful punch they will go down my cheeks and relax me. I wish tears were real living creatures. I would love to thank them.
A taste the salt water on my tongue. Damnit, I am crying again. Skeleton King has warned me many times that it will only be enemy.
Skeleton King isn’t my master, he isn’t even a friend. He a complete abusing walking skeleton. I wish he dies. I can handle controlling Shuggazoom without the bag of bones besides me. The only problem is I signed a death contract by just talking to him. He could kill me if he wanted to, but I am also the only thing that has any information about the team. Pathetic, I am pathetic. I remember I had sink so low that I bowed down to him and sulked. I might as well just kissed him half dead feet.
No matter what I do everyone hates me. Except the tears that stay by my side. I really need to get out of this arrange deaf I put myself in and try, at least try, to get back to my old team. It a mission even Antauri couldn’t finish.
Antauri he was my best friend, before I left. He was always by my side, nodding his head once or twice. He came to me whenever problems and dilemmas happen. Frankly speaking, I wish I never betrayed him the most. I loved him as much as I loved the rest of them, before I left. When I left Antauri didn’t even look at me. My heart felt so cold after, tears had threaten to fall when it happen.
He wasn’t the same after that. He was more open to people after I left. He was more commanding. I never seen him look, so much like me… I never want him to look like the monster who betray his friends. We have one thing that not in common. He doesn’t want control he wants peace and harmony.
Ugh, a world of peace shall never happen. Especially the way humans hearts are so easily destroy and replaced with hatred and rage. Wouldn’t it just be simple to just be evil, the universe would simply be plagued with darkness with pain and misery. Like it was suppose to be. There will be no more optimism characters like Otto. Just pessimism characters like me.
Otto the little green fool. I can never stay that mad at him however. He seems so innocent, sweet and, I dare say, cute. I left that little childish monkey with those fools. Leaving the team he the mostly frighten look on his face. Even now he just as foolish as before. Failing to see behind the mask of characters.
I sigh, it something I wish I had. To be fooled as easily and be as cheerful as that adorable fool. No matter what, I would feel rather upset if I hurt him. Even when I have a devious smile on my face inside I am crying for what I done.
“Blah, idiot! Don’t be such a fool like your brothers, the little slut and the hairless monkey,” I shouted to frustrated to keep the tears from coming down. The cool water calm the stress building up on my face.
A mother hugged her child and pull him away covering his ear at the mention of slut. She scowled at me and walked away.
“Whatever you pathetic bitch!” I shouted, to frustrated to keep my temper down.
Why did I do that? I am being as bad temper as Nova. I need to really stop being such a bastard if I want to be reunited by my brothers. Especially Gibson and Antauri if they heard me now they never want to see my face again.
Gibson the genius was weak and antisocial giving him a perfect role as a evil henchman. I even ask if he wanted to join my side, eager since I thought he jump to it. However the problem was he was making friends with Otto and Antauri. He declined my offer saying, “It would be illogical for me to be evil.” I really expected him to jump at the idea first. I guess even I make mistakes.
And here I am in the park, alone, on a bench, the crisp leaves on the oddly shaped trees are falling and what worst is the clouds are becoming darker.
“Life truly and unruly sucks,” I stated.
A tear drop fell onto the soft grass.
“But at least I have my tears.”
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Author’s Notes: Eh, my first Angst story. I am not sure if I should be proud or upset. I mean look what I accomplish thinking about how tears relax me. Blah does a object that suppose to mean depression make you relax? Just a statement I wanted to bring up. Well, see you later.