|My Ten Ways
Author: Elise Davidson PM
Both Janitor and JD have ways of looking at each other. Written for NighthawkMoonshadow :JanitorJD:Rated: Fiction T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 2,867 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 11 - Published: 09-09-07 - Status: Complete - id: 3777239
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My Ten Ways
Title:My Infinite Frustration
Spoilers:None that I can think of
Author's Notes:Still, as always, for Jay with credits as well. I can only hope that she likes.
My Infinite Frustration
It is so weird how I can want him, even after he's tortured me with wet floors, with pennies and with chemicals.
I still want him, and it is exacerbating to me so hard that I can't even being to understand it. I just keep going.
It's odd that I still hope at all with this person, mostly because god knows how much I've blown him off to begin with. Come on, would you wear the shorts his wife had made you so you could match?
I think not!
It's still strange though, how much I want this eccentric person, how much I need to fight him.
Maybe that's the crux of it is that it's sheer insanity that keeps me walking towards the yellow sign. Christ, maybe it's some astronomical anomaly that I can't explain…
And still, I only have so much patience. But my patience is wearing thin, and I am sick of the frustration and tired of being scared to say how I feel.
My weird eccentricity is going to be the death of me. My odd frustration has turned both of us into some insane, needy fight of wills.
In the end, I'm not sure I should risk it because I don't know who's going to win.
The exacerbation of my situation will be the end of me, I'm sure. But I still want that yellow sign that tells me….
It keeps me sane.
Author's Notes:Again, this is a huge gift for Jay, who has so graciously beta'd for me before and has also been such a great friend to me as well. I hope she enjoys!