Author: FutureAuthoress PM
Oneshot From Sandy's POV point of view She's been in denial all these years...will she finally come to her senses? Will she realize the truth...that she's in love?Rated: Fiction K - English - Romance/Drama - Words: 500 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 09-14-07 - Status: Complete - id: 3783819
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I can't believe I was able to write this, or that I even thought to write it! I've been thinking about doing some oneshot stories for a while...but they were mostly little plots...not actually a letter from a character's mind. Anyway, here's the world from Sandy's point of view.
I don't have feelings for him.
I don't hear his voice inside my head at night when I sleep. I never dream of his laughter, or the way that he smiles. I never imagine us together, thinking of just how wonderful it would be.
With that decided, why do I feel a special connection to him? How come when I do see his face, or hear his voice, I get butterflies in my stomach? Why do my hands shake? My mind blacks out, I can't seem to think straight, or even talk right. But I don't have special feelings for him.
But that doesn't explain why I feel the sudden urge to smile when I think about him, the way I sometimes daydream about our karate matches, or about letting him beat me so he has a reason to smile. Neptune knows I love that smile...
And that laugh...so sweet and innocent...the way his deep-sea blue eyes sparkle when he talks about his friends or family...oh those eyes...
I have to stop thinking this way. It used to be mild...just a side thought when I was watering my plants or exercising.
But not anymore.
I'm going to have to admit it...someday.
I'm going to have to admit that I do dream of his laughter, and that every moment of the day my mind if filled with thoughts of his smile, wishing that he would say that his feelings were the same. I know I have a special connection to him, and that it's not just coincidence that I feel all fuzzy and warm inside when he's close.
I used to tell myself that, you know. That these feelings were all just an accident. I used to lie to myself, every time I would consider these feelings, saying that I was just tired, or that I just had too much else on my mind.
But it kept happening. My mind wanders back to him all the time now, wondering what he's thinking, hoping that one day, he'll come to me, and tell me that he has the same strong affections.
I can't deny it. I've spent all these years denying it. That time is over. I have to face facts.
I'm in love with SpongeBob SquarePants.
I LOVE writing stuff like this! If you'd like me to write something like this for any of the other SpongeBob characters, just tell me! MAN I could do this all day...hope you enjoyed!