Unimportant

Misa loved L.

She truly, truly did.

She just wanted him to always want her...

She loved how he would hold her so tightly and warmly, like she was going to leave forever if he let go. She loved how he would kiss her, his sweet lips so warm and soft against her own, despite the bitter desperation that worked it's way into his every action... And she loved how he would make love to her, as if she was the last thing he could hold onto in this cold, dark world...

He would treat her so carefully and sweetly. So softly... He wanted her to be with him forever. He wanted her to love him as much as he loved her...

Misa loved L, but she knew that she couldn't be with him because she knew that if she was with him, then his desperation for her would be gone, and she would be unimportant once more...