Author’s Notes:I wrote this fic during one of my classes today, I was suppose to be taking notes, haha. Anyway, I was in a sort of angry mood so I wrote this up, it's about Rin and Haru, and it'll be kind of like a gift to those who've been waiting for the next chapter of "Insomnia". I'm sorry I haven't posted the next chapter in that, but I keep messing up and re-typing it and I end up putting too much details, then I end up not putting enough. So hopefully I'll post another chapter soon. Meanwhile, enjoy my new oneshot "Addicted". Please leave a lovely review on your way out? Thanks.

Disclaimer: Obviously I don’t own Fruits Basket nor do I own any of the characters. Just using them for a little twist of my own. They all belong to the wonderful Natsuki Takaya.

Fruits Basket

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By Kaiya

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Something inside of me kept burning. I felt hurt, I felt depressed, and I felt the need to kill for some reason. All the bastards at my school kept bugging me. It's been two years since the Zodiac Curse was lifted. My life has been out of balance. Everything has been difficult I haven't seen Rin ever since she told me she hated me. What's wrong with her? I mean, one day we're in an embrace and the next, she hates me.

What is the after affects of the curse? Who knows, but I feel horrible. I've been going into my Black Haru phase more often. I've been punching mirrors and making my fists bleed lately. Rin...Why the hell do you hate me so? Why is my mind going crazy over you? Why? Why do you keep haunting my mind?! I punched my room wall and felt the stinging of tears rush down my cheeks.

"Where are you now?" I whispered to myself. The window was beginning to get soaked as the rain started to fall. I remembered the times I spent with Rin.

My Rin...

I still remember the silkiness of her dark hair. So soft upon my cold hands. I still remember the softness of her delicate skin. So gentle against my palms as I stroked her arms, the nights we spent together. There was definently something between us those long nights we made love. Something burning in my heart when I kissed her.

And yet she acts as if I'm nothing to her. Why can't I stop thinking of her? I keep longing fo her lips to touch mine once again. I want to hold her in my arms, I want to stroke her hair again. The lightning flashed and it was followed by a deep roar of thunder. Rin's dark eyes came to mind.

"I never want to see you again. I hate you.."

Her words echoed in my mind. Damn it. She hates me and yet...

I love her...

I'm addicted to her...

I need her...

Without her, I'm nothing...

Suddenly, a deep dark emotional pressure started to weigh heavy on my heart. I go outside and walk through the pouring rain. I walked until the darkness fell. Then I saw her walking alone. It was Rin. She looked up and spotted me. I walked up to her and looked her in the eyes.

"Rin..." I quietly whispered.

"Stay away from me, I told you I don't need you anymore." She hissed.

"That's a complete lie, Rin, and you know it. Stop pretending you hate me...I can't stop thinking of you...I want you back." I took her gently in my arms and held her fragile soaking body.

"Why? Why do you hate me?" I gently asked.

"We are from different worlds, Haru. I can't be with someone I don't love, don't you understand that?!" Rin pushed me away and backed off, glaring at me.

Suddenly, that need to kill again came to me. I couldn't control myself, my Black Haru was emerging.

"Fine, well you know fucking what?! I hate you too! I hate you for making me want you so much. I hate you for making me love you! You ruined my life! But you won't let me be with you and I hate you for that too. I need you, Rin, but now that I know I can never have you again, I'll erase the memories of you!"

With that, I grabbed her arm hard and pulled her closer to me.

"Ugh! Haru STOP! You're hurting me!" She yelled.

"Good, because you've hurt me more than you'll ever know." I lifted her chin, forcing her to look at me. Then I took my hand to her neck and squeezed her throat.

I drowned out her screams by pushing my lips against hers. Tears started to flow from her eyes, I could taste them as I violently kissed her. I started to bite her lip in anger, wanting her to feel the pain I felt. But physical pain is nothing to what I've felt because of her. I could taste her sweet blood.

She struggled and struggled as I suffocated her with my own hand. Then her body went limp. I let her go, causing her body to fall to her ground with a thud and a splash in a puddle. Then my mind cleared, my anger was gone. What the hell did I just do?! Rin wasn't breathing anymore. Yet her tears continued to fall from her open eyes. A voice in the back of my mind started to speak.

She deserved to die...She didn't love you...

"NO! She didn't deserve to die!" I yelled back.

Then why did you just kill her?

"No...I didn't do this...I love her..."

No...You didn't love her. You had an addiction, and like most addictions, you wanted to get rid of that addiction. You wanted to erase the memories of Rin...So you killed her because you didn't want anyone else to have her...

"Damn you! Stay out of my HEAD!" I could feel myself going insane. I stared at her body and felt the tears coming. Slowly but gently, I lifted her body into my arms and carried her in the falling rain.

I came upon the lake, little droplets of rain splashing upon the water. I sighed and looked at my reflection. Then I looked at Rin. I closed her eyes, she looked as if she were sleeping.

"I'm sorry...I love you..." I gently kissed her lips and lowered her into the lake. Then I stepped in and lowered my head under the water. My mind became a blur and soon, the oxygen in my lungs grew smaller and smaller. Then...Everything went black...I wasn't afraid to die. As long as I was with Rin...

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