okay this is my first fanfic so give me a break.

Disclaimer: I don't own twilight, new moon, or eclipse. I don't own the song either.

I just got back from Jake's house. I didn't fall off my motorcycle today So we're making progress with riding. I hear His voice less and less now. Now the hole in my chest is ripping. I grab my i-Pod listening to it helps.

Hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now - I've finally moved on
It's not so bad - I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I've survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain - I'm free again

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath - to forget

That's exactly how I feel. My heart breaks when it beats and when I think about Him.

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night

There's no need to worry, I'm really all right

I've never looked back as a matter of fact.

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath - to forget

It only hurts when I breathe

Mmm, no, I've never looked back -
as a matter of fact

And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath - to forget

Hurts when I'm breathing
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe

By the end of the song the tears are flowing freely. I miss Him so much. I realized that I love Edward. And the pain begins.

so how is it? no flames please!

xoAndrea :)