Murder, a term of art if not a term of deception. Murder does not require either spite or premeditation. Mercy killing can be murder, so can a killing where the intent is conceived on the instant-- [AsuKira, KiraShinn

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A/N: I thank those who still read this story. Thank you for your continuous support.

Disclaimer: I don’t own this anime, If I would…I wouldn’t write this story.

Warning: This is a tragic story, that means that certain characters die or do horrible things to the rest. This story is certainly not lighthearted, you have been warned.

Chapter Title:

-Judging a book by its cover-

Kira stopped crying although some tears left his eyes. Heine turned quiet and was just holding on to the brunette.

“Heine” Kira muffled in Heine’s chest.

Heine moved up and slowly let go of the younger man, he grabbed Kira’s shoulders and pushed him softly away so he had a clear view on the man’s face. He cocked his head to one side and raised an eyebrow. Wanting to hear more of the man.

“Heine, I am sorry” Kira whispered and looked away, he shivered a bit.

“Kira, you don’t have to apologize for anything” Heine replied nicely.

“Heine…..you d-don’t understand!! You don’t know anything” Kira said desperately.

Heine grinned and caressed Kira’s cheek, he grabbed Kira’s chin and pulled him up. “What don’t I understand Kira??”.

Kira couldn’t look at those leaf green eyes anymore. They reminded him of Athrun, only Athrun’s eyes were darker. Those eyes, they were so hypnotizing. He was drowning into it. He let his eyes move further towards Heine’s lips. They where curled up in a smile. So sly, so thin, so sexy……..

Athrun’s lips where like that too. Athrun………..

He felt how he moved forward, moving into that face, that face that called him. Those lips that he wanted. He needs some comfort. He wanted to be hold, to be kissed. In less that a few seconds his lips met that of Heine.

What am I doing?? This is wrong….but I need him right now, I need Athrun…. Wait now Shinn. No, who do I need????

But he couldn’t stop. He moved himself up on Heine. Heine wrapped his arms around Kira and pulled him closer towards him. At some point Heine grabbed Kira’s wrists and pushed him down, still holding Kira’s wrists above his head. Kira couldn’t care less, he needed it. He needed it to be loved.

Athrun or Shinn even Heine was good to fulfill his needs.

Heine ran his tongue over Kira’s bottom lip asking for entrance and Kira granted it him. “Kira…” Heine moaned.

Kira moaned in Heine’s mouth, while they were lying on the ground. Heine pulled away and looked over at Kira. Kira eyes were foggy, sweat drops were slightly sliding over his face. His lips were curled up into a seductive smile.

I can’t do this. I am just using him. But…if he really wants. No, I have Miguel. I love Miguel…..but a lil fun game isn’t doing anyone any harm….no is it???

“Kira” Heine whispered. And moved down towards Kira’s ear and ran his tongue over the sensitive shell of Kira’s ear making the boy suck in breath.

“H-Heine…more….please more. Let me forget! L-let me forget the pain” Kira whispered.

Heine smirked. “ I will let you forget”.

Kira felt that he could cry. “ TAKE ME HEINE!!!!”.

Heine rubbed his hips against that of Kira, earning a moan from the younger man. Smirking slyly, Heine looked down at the boy. He slipped his hands in Kira’s dark locks and twirled his fingers around it. Their faces were millimeters from touching and Kira could feel Heine’s hot breath on his face. He closed his eyes, he wanted to be taken…………….He felt so aroused…………..

Moaning, Kira lapped at Heine’s bottom lip, he sucked it into his mouth and nibbled on it, hearing the muffled groan and feeling how Heine was bucking up was enough for Kira to smile to himself. Kira was sucking it for minutes and at last he released it with a sigh escaping from his mouth.

“Did you like that” Kira whispered and stared into the bright eyes.

Heine responded with another kiss and let his hands drift down and unbuttoned Kira’s shirt. When he felt that the shirt was loose, he let his hands roam the soft skin.

Kira arched his back at the feeling of those skilled hands. He felt how Heine went lower to his pants. He felt already hard and felt the hard member of Heine pressing into him.

RING!!!!!!!!!!!

Heine and Kira both looked up shocked. They were both panting and sweating from their foreplay.

“W-Who is that??” Heine groaned.

Kira tried to sit up, but his legs refused.

RING!!!!!!!!

“I am going to get it” Heine said and tried to make himself look decent. His hair was a messy pool of orange locks, his shirt was ruffled up and he was slightly sweating.

Finally Kira got the strength to stand up and tried also to look decent.

Quickly he walked to the toilet and let some water splash on his face. He watched himself in the mirror. His was blushing madly; his eyes were full of lust. What he done?? Could he ever forgive himself??

RING!!!!!

“I am coming, I am coming, sheesh!” Heine said rather annoyed.

He opened the door but there was nobody there. He scratched his head and then looked down to the ground. He saw a white envelope with something red on it. He kneeled down and grabbed it. There was no address on it, who could it have send it???

Still surprised he walked inside. “Kira, there is an envelope here for you, but I don’t know from who”.

Kira who recovered himself from the earlier action walked towards him. “O, yeah?? Open it and see”.

Heine nodded and opened it. He let his eyes roam over the paper at a certain point his eyes grew wide of shock.

“Heine?” Kira asked worried.

“Kira, this envelope it’s from Athrun” Heine answered while still looking shocked.

Kira couldn’t believe his ears, he grabbed the envelope and starting reading.

Kira,

It doesn’t matter now where I am. What only matter is what you should know?

Kira I know what you did, why did you that??

Don’t act now like you don’t know it!! I know that you know that I know!!! So don’t play games with the people around you. I heard what happened with Shinn, and I feel sorry. I already paid him my last respect if you know what I mean.

What I don’t understand from you is that you claim to be hurt, but that you make out with any other boy near you. What is it with you???

Now you’re asking yourself how can I know that and write this letter that quickly, that’s easy I have my own ways. You got to watch your back Kira, the person who killed Shinn can always kill you.

Or aren’t you that scared?? Better said, why should you be scared eh?

Read my diary and maybe you will now more about all the events. Why not, the one I wrote on: 7 September.

Good luck with hiding things you know. Because my love for you is over……..

Athrun.

Kira was shaking uncontrollably. Did Athrun know?? How could Athrun know??? He heard Heine talking in the background.

“Kira! I am leaving, sorry, Miguel called and I am sorry to leave you in this situation” Heine whispered.

Kira nodded, he need some time alone.

Heine looked away and seemed to feel uncomfortable. But then he made up his mind and cupped Kira’s chin. He placed a soft kiss on his lips and smiled at him.

“Bye Kira” He whispered and walked the door out.

Kira was startled. “Heine”.

A few minutes past and he searched for Athrun’s notebook, when he found it he searched for the date.

Friday 7 September C.E 75,

I can’t believe it. What is he planning to do?? I can’t write his name down because if I do I will come in danger.

I thought that they were made for each other. Well….not really made….but you know what I mean.

At this moment my knife is placed next to me on the table. If I need it I am going to use it, if it means that at that way I am going to protect, I will kill.

Heine.

Heine knows more then he lets show. Maybe even Miguel too, but I am not sure about him though…..

Heine however seems to be no harm to anyone, but as you know: Don’t judge a book by its cover.

And in Heine’s case, it’s true……………………………….

A/N: ehem…..that was almost a lemon…sorry XD

Really, who do you think that killed Shinn?? It has to be one of the characters that passed the revue till now, now isn’t it? I love the suspense, LOL.

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