Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto

This is my new NaruHina fic! I know I'm starting a lot of new stories but the ideas keep coming! Besides I can multi-task. So here is a fic about Hinata and Naruto's love but Naruto's going through changes that have to do with the Kyuubi...(They're becoming one!) and Naruto has a secret in his past. A secret sin that connects to Hinata.
This WILL TURN INTO A DARK FIC!!

Summary: Hinata's loved Naruto since early childhood. Now that they're together can she handle being the lover of a boy who's turning more and more into a blood thirsty demon? And will she be able to handle the sin, or the 'mistake' of his past?

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:Blood Lust:

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Rated M for Language Violence (lots of blood later on) and Later Lemon

Main Couple: Naruto and Hinata

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I fear who I am becoming,
I fear that I'm losing the struggle within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength, it is fading
I have to give in

It's the fear,
The fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won, they will come to life
Have to save,
Save my beloved,
There is no escape
Because my fate is horror and doom

-It's the Fear-
-By: Within Temptation-

:Chapter One: Kitaku:
Return (act of returning to ones home)

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"Hey Hinata!" shouted Kiba as he walked up to her. Hinata greeted him with a smile. "Did you hear? Naruto just came back from training," Kiba claimed.

Hinata's cheeks flushed at the mere mention of the young blonds name, "he...he's back?"

Kiba nodded. Naruto had went with Kakashi, Yamato, Sasuke and Sai on a trip to the mountains to train. Hinata had promised herself she'd greet him when he came back this time. But she was starting to get nervous.

"W-when did he get back...?" she asked as she began fiddling with her two pointer fingers.

"Hm...last night I think," Kiba said tapping his lips in thought, "ah...Shino! Hey you weren't early today!"

"Did you miss me...?" Shino asked looking over at his two teammates who didn't know how to react to that.

"Uh...sure...so Hinata are you gonna go and see Naruto with us? I heard he's in the hospital from using up to much of his chakra," Kiba stated.

'They forgot about me...' Shino thought.

"Eh? The...hospital?" Hinata asked with widened eyes filled with worry.

"Yeah...hm...maybe we should go and visit him?" Kiba thought out loud.

"Yes...maybe this time he'll remember me..." Shino muttered.

"Well Hinata? You coming too?" Kiba asked as he and Shino began walking in the direction of the hospital.

'I...I have to be strong...' Hinata thought as she breathed out trying to calm her racing heart. She hasn't even seen him yet and already she was feeling faint.

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"Come on Hinata! It's not toxic! Hurry up and open the door!" Kiba shouted.

They've been standing outside of Naruto's room for almost fifteen minutes and Kiba was getting fed up. Hinata had said she would open the door but her hand remained a mere inch away from the door knob. Making no move to grab onto it.

"I...I will...!" Hinata insisted as her hand inched forward.

"Jesus Christ I'll do it!" Kiba shouted but Shino blocked his way.

"Be patient..."

'I can do this...! It's not like this is the first time I've seen him in the hospital...Alright...on the count of three...One...two...thr-'

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!"

Before Hinata could even finish counting she heard Naruto scream from inside the room. Gasping she grabbed the doorknob and ran in the room almost tripping forward. She looked up to see Sakura about ready to strangle him. Yamato and Kakashi held her back and Sasuke and Sai leaned against the wall with their arms crossed.

"Naruto you baka! You PERVERT!! I can't believe you just grabbed my chest!!" Sakura shouted out fuming.

"Heh heh..." Naruto laughed nervously with a sheepish smile, "sorry Sakura-chan...my hand...slipped."

"And just so happened to cup my breast?!" Sakura raised her fist but Yamato grabbed her wrist before she could strike.

"Pfft, what's the big deal? It's not like you have anything there to grab," Sai snorted.

Sakura turned to Sai and gave him a death glare but Sai only shrugged.

"What? I'm only stating the simple fact."

"SHUT UP!!" Sakura was about to charge, whether Kakashi or Yamato were holding onto her or not when she saw Hinata standing in the doorway, "oh hey Hinata!"

Yamato and Kakashi sighed as their grip on her loosened when they felt her calm down a bit.

"She sure changed her tune quick..." Sai turned to Sasuke, "how did you ever put up with those two?"

Sasuke just shrugged. He still didn't like Sai much but he could cooperate with him during missions so no one really cared. But Naruto and Sakura were still his comrades and his best friends and he didn't like it when Sai mocked them. Even though Sai rarely did. He's been in a bad mood lately and no one could figure out why.

"Hinata! Long time no see!" Naruto smiled as he shouted out.

Hinata's blush deepened, 'Naruto-kun...he...he's looking right at me...!'

"Na-Naruto-ku-"

"Hey Naruto! It's been awhile!" Hinata yelped when Kiba and Shino came up from behind her. She had forgotten they were there. All she saw when she opened the door was Naruto.

"Yeah I guess it has..."

"How are you feeling?"

"I'm perfectly fine!" Naruto claimed as he stretched out his limbs. Sitting up he climbed out of bed and stood straight up, "so how have you guys been?" he asked as he walked over to them. But before he even got to them Hinata's eyes rolled to the back of her head as her legs gave out and she fainted.

"Ah! Hinata!" Naruto called out as he went to catch her but didn't make it in time.

'Ah...Naruto-kun...'

"Hinata! Get her on the bed!" Sakura instructed. Naruto picked her up in his arms bridal style and carried her to the bed. Sakura lifted up the sheets as Kiba slapped his forehead.

"Aw man...Hinata why always with Naruto?"

Naruto laid Hinata on the bed as Sakura pulled the covers over her.

"Well now that we've all said hello...we have to go see Hokage-sama and inform her of the result of your training. Since she made it clear before we left she wanted to know," Kakashi said.

"But shouldn't we wait until Hinata wakes up?" Sakura asked.

"Don't worry she'll be fine," Kiba reassured.

"She just came here to welcome Naruto home back home," Shino stated.

Naruto pointed at himself and tilted his head, "me?"

Shino sighed and shook his head, "you really are blind..."

"Hey, what's that supposed to mean Shino?!" Naruto asked defensively.

"Nothing...you better get going or they'll leave you behind..."

"Huh?" Naruto looked back to see his teammates had already left, "argh! They ditched me!" he shouted as he hopped out the window.

Once he left Hinata stirred on the bed burying her face in the pillow that smelled of Naruto whose scent remained. Her eyes fluttered open and she looked around the room.

"Naruto-kun...?" she called out softly.

"He just left. You were just a second too late," Kiba chuckled.

Hinata sighed as she stared down, "I never got to welcome him home properly..."

"You'll get your chance. He probably won't have any missions for awhile since he just got back," Kiba stated.

Hinata nodded, 'Naruto-kun...I hope I get to see him again soon...next time...I'll have the courage and I won't faint...!'

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"Aw man! If Kakashi-sensei hadn't of interfered I would have beat your ass!" Naruto shouted pointing to Sasuke. They were all reminiscing about their time training int he mountains.

"I think you've got it back wards dobe," Sasuke smirked.

"Whatever...I'm leaving," Sai said as he walked off.

"What's with him?" Naruto asked looking at Sakura who only shrugged.

"Well we're done for today right? I'm going home too," Sasuke said as he shoved his hands deep in his pockets and walked off. Sakura trailed after him calling out his name as they walked down the street together.

Naruto smiled sadly as he watched the two. Since he got Sasuke back he's been happy. But Sakura still loved him and this time...Sasuke didn't push her away like he used to. He didn't pay much attention to her either but it was a step up from how he used to treat her. Thinking about them together made him sad.

He still loved his Sakura-chan...

"Naruto-kun?!" Hinata gasped out from behind him as she turned the corner to see him standing there. She was walking home from the hospital and wasn't ready to see him again.

"Hinata...hey what's-ah!" Naruto stepped forward when Hinata's face flushed and she lost consciousness once again. The last thing she saw was Naruto running at her as she hit the ground.

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"Nn..." Hinata slowly opened her eyes and immediately gasped when she realized she was leaning against Naruto. Her head was resting on his shoulder and they were sitting in the grass together leaning against a tree.

Naruto looked over at her when he felt her body tense.

"Hey Hinata...sorry...back there I missed catching you...again."

Hinata blushed as she jerked away from him, "i-it's okay!"

Naruto smiled softly as he looked forward, "you have to promise not to tell anyone about this place."

"Huh?" Hinata looked forward and was memorized by the beautiful sea. They were on a small grassy cliff and just ten feet ahead of them was the sea. 'It's beautiful...'

"I come here when I want to be alone...Or just to think. I come here every night just to stare out. A place where no one would be able to find me..." Naruto explained.

"But...then why did you bring me here...?" Hinata asked.

Naruto shrugged, "I didn't want to leave you on the ground, and I don't fully remember where you live...and I wanted to come here."

"O-oh...I...won't tell anyone..."

"Thanks Hinata! I knew I could count on you! You're always so nice!" Naruto smiled at her.

Hinata breathed out as she stared into his deep blue eyes. They were so beautiful...even more so than the sea to her. For looking in his eyes was like looking into a sea free from pollution and toxic waste. They were clear...and pure.

'How does he do this to me...?' Hinata asked as she subconsciously leaned closer to him. Her eyes never left his and she felt as though she were being pulled to him by some kind of strong force.

"Hinata? Are you okay?" Naruto asked but then winced. An all too familiar voice booming in his mind.

"This one's still pure...why not have a little fun with her ne?"

'Gah...stupid fox...shut up...shut up...!' Naruto thought as he grabbed his head and closed his eyes. Trying to force the Kyuubi's voice from his mind.

"N...Naruto-kun?"

"Ah...wha...oh right! I'll walk you home! It's already dark out!" Naruto said as he got up offering her his hand. He successfully forced the Kyuubi's voice out of his mind. He was driving him insane.

"You don't have to..."Hinata blushed again.

Naruto shook his head before nodding to his hand urging her to take it. Hinata gulped before reaching up and grabbing his hand. Yelping she was jerked up wards. She was limp at first as though she forgot how to stand and clung to Naruto's hand and arm holding it close to her chest.

Letting out a small chuckle Naruto looked at her with innocent eyes. Smiling sheepishly at him she slowly let go of his hand but didn't take her eye off his.

"Hm? What is it? Do I have dirt on my face or something?" Naruto asked tilting his head to the side and looking at her cutely. Hinata shook her head. Her gaze still held his. She couldn't look away even if she wanted to. His eyes were so beautiful. She ached to be able to touch him. Stroke his cheek, wrap her arms around him and feel his warmth.

"Alright lets go! Er...lead the way?" Naruto asked still not fully remembering where she lived. Hinata nodded and they took off in the direction of her home.

They walked in silence. Naruto looked up at the stars. Playing connect the dots.

While Hinata would glance up at him from time to time when she thought he wasn't looking. Admiring his features. She couldn't understand why more girls didn't like him. He was the best kind of man in her eyes. Extremely loyal, dedicated, strong, in more ways than one, friendly, cute, affectionate, not one to stray...she loved him so much.

Looking down at herself Hinata noticed how she's developed and became self conscious. Remembering Sakura yelling at him for touching her. She wondered if he would ever touch her like that. Or if she wasn't worth it. Sighing she looked down with a depressed expression.

"What's wrong?" Naruto asked leaning down and looked up at her.

Gasping she almost fell back but he grabbed her wrist preventing it.

"Ha! Caught you this time!" he laughed.

"Um...uh...I'm..." Hinata was at a loss for words. She stood up straight when Naruto tugged on her a bit and looked up at him falling in love with him over and over again. With each word and look he gave her she reminded of all the reasons she loved him so much. Why he was so special in her eyes.

"Hm?" Naruto tilted his head cutely as he looked at her with his big deep blue eyes that stood out and lit up in the night.

"Ah...N...Naruto-kun...I...never got to welcome you home properly..." Hinata said in a low whisper. Naruto shook his hands in front of him.

"Don't worry about it! You must not be feeling well today...you fainted twice...but then...you always faint when I see you. Cept when we go on missions together. Is Hinata-chan sick?"

Hinata's face flushed with how he said her name and it took everything she had to stay conscious. "N-no...I'm not sick...It's just...every time I see you..."

"I make you sick?"

"No!" Hinata said right away not wanting him to think such things. "Well...maybe...a certain...kind of sick..." Hinata mumbled her cheeks turning a darker red.

"Certain kind? What do you mean?" Naruto asked not getting what she was saying.

Gulping she began fiddling with her two pointer fingers again; showing she was getting nervous, "I mean...I...Naruto-kun...I really...really..."

"Hinata."

Hinata gasped as she looked behind Naruto. Who was now standing in front of her waiting for her response, to see her father, Hiashi.

"F-father...?" Hinata looked at him with worried eyes.

"Where have you been? Do you have any idea what time it is? Neji went out looking for you," Hiashi said with narrowed eyes.

"Sorry...it was my fault...I make Hinata a certain kind of sick so she fainted..." Naruto said looking down in shame.

Hinata sighed...he still didn't get it. She was love sick.

"I'm sorry father...would you like me to go and find Neji?"

"No. Just get inside."

Nodding Hinata walked past Naruto with her head down.

"Uh..bye Hinata!" Naruto called out receiving a cold glare from her father when he turned to go back inside with her. Naruto shuddered from the gaze as he watched them walk away.

For some reason watching Hinata leave...he felt lonely. He liked having her with him.

Shaking his head violently he watched them turn the corner before he too turned around and walked home. Thinking about his night and wondering what this feeling he was getting was...

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I've been in the mood to read NaruHina! Now I have a question...should I make Kiba and Shino lovers in this? I'm highly considering it. I'm a bit sad cause I haven't done any yaoi things lately since I deleted my SasuNaru yaoi cause I support their brother bond now and it began feeling like incest. Even if they're not blood related they're still bro's in my eyes! So I want a yaoi couple in this story and I was wondering if it should be Kiba and Shino...Much NaruHina fluff/lime in the next chapter! Since Hina already loves him and he a pervert I don't have to take FOREVER to build up friendship. They've already been pals for 3 years.

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