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Alone

disclaimer: I do not own, I mean if did harry would have married draco and be his very girly sub lover.

Summary: after one fateful incident secret’s are revealed that leave’s Harry with no one but his guilt.

Warning’s: slash, sub harry, dom draco, sub draco (once), Mpreg, suicide, abuse, and major angst, with a major dose of happy ending. (Oh and it skip’s around a bit but it will clear up)

It’s all your fault Harry Potter.

(Astronomy class)

Harry sat in his astronomy class listening to professor Trelawny explain the advantage’s of some huge crystal ball and the looking class. He listened intently as she had selected two people from the room to come have a look see.

“Um, Blaise Zabini and Harry Potter.” she called aloud for the two to stand at the same mirror, which they did. Harry glanced at Blaise who gave Harry a sad look and shook his head. Harry raised a brow at the look in confusion.

“Okay, Harry, you first.” professor Trelawny said. Harry nodded and faced the mirror. He gazed in the mirror with a trance like look. He watched as the mirror swirled image’s and then stopped playing a sequence. Harry watched it play out in horror but couldn’t look away.

Looking Glass

The image that formed was of Harry and Draco in a hidden room. They were wrapped in sheet’s.

“Harry, I don’t think we should do this. I mean you godfather just...” the image Draco was saying breathing heavily but was cut off with a slap and then a kiss. Draco whimpered but stayed quite.

“Draco, I need this. You said you wanted to cheer me up and that you love me, right? Then be quiet and enjoy this. I mean this is what you want right.” the image Harry said with an empty voice.

Draco whimpered and let Harry do as he pleased. Then the mirror swirled and stopped. This time it was Blaise’s turn to witness that which they are connected.

End Harry image and turn to Blaise

the image swirled and stopped. There standing in on the edge of the balcony on the astronomy tower stood Draco with an empty soulless look the wind whipping around him.

“Dray, what are you doing?” came the reply from the image Blaise. Draco turned and looked at him blankly.

“I am thinking of my lullaby.” came the empty broken word’s. Blaise moved slowly but stopped and Draco’s whimper and flinch.

“Draco?” Blaise asked softly. Draco turned to him, his eye’s were dead and empty. He smiled softly yet sadly.

“Do you have a lullaby Blaise?” Draco asked slightly. Blaise nodded his head, then spoke.

“Come on Dray let’s get you to bed.” Blaise said softly holding out his hand. Draco stared at hand and then looked at Blaise his eye’s full of suffering.

“Are you sure you don’t want to use me, like Harry, Luscious, and Voldermort?” draco asked with a slightly manic tone. Blaise looked shocked.

“What do you mean Dray?” he asked slowly. Draco turned away from him, head looking to the sky.

“He just used me like a doll. I thought Harry loved me for that moment.” draco said then paused. He shook his head and continued. “He just wanted to use me to. Everyone said he was nice, the savior, they said he was kind, but not to me. I don’t deserve it. Since third year I told him im sorry and I love him. He tell’s me to crawl into a ditch and die. I thought he had returned my feeling’s when I told him that if he needed me I’ll be there to help him with his grief, and he took me to a secret room and he, he used me.” Draco sobbed.

“Dray..” Blaise started but was cut off by Draco who turned to him with a manic look.

“I am so lost Blaise. They look at me and see Death Eater. They don’t know what they do to me. Harry used me for sex. Lucius and the Death Eater’s use me for there own sick fantasies, but I cant go to anyone. I can’t let them know. What am I Blaise? Why would Harry do that. I told him everything and he threw it back me, then I give myself willingly for once and he threw it aback at me, what am I?” Draco yelled Breaking down in hysteric tear’s and gripping his hair.

Blaise stood and watched with silent tear’s. he took Draco into his arm’s and rocked him gently. Petting his hair he cried with Draco.

“Im so tired Blaise, I just want to fade away. Take it away Blaise, the pain please take it away. Im a such a tired shadow. Please take this shadow’s pain.” Draco sobbed.

“It’s okay Dray, just sleep. The pain will go away soon. You wont have to suffer anymore soon. My dragon, go to sleep.” Blaise cooed.

“Sing me my lullaby.” Draco asked his voice void and exhausted.

( insert song Alone from Evanescence.)

image end

As the image’s faded the class was deathly silent. Blaise had tear’s in his eye’s as he turned to Harry. “Some hero.” he spat and ran out the class. Harry just stared at the floor. He heard Ron whispering to Hermione.

“Poor Malfoy, not even I can stand to see that.” Ron said. When Harry looked at him, Ron glared and shook his head. “That’s just wrong mate, I cant even believe that was you.” he said walking away.

( else where)

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”

well that is my first chappy. I hope you like it. It get’s sadder but then it get’s better.