A/N: I am not going to put up any more chapters unless I get some reviews because on my other CoAD story I have had 106hits and all of 4 reviews.

Torak:

Wolf pads up to me and sits, putting his head in my lap. This time Renn doesn't follow. Iv been coming up here a lot recently to clear my head and get away from it all. High up on the ridge overhanging Lake Axehead where Renn and Wolf and I used to come so often.

The pain starts in my chest again. The scab is gone but it hurts a lot when I think of Renn, I try to convince myself its just because of the cold but Finn-Keddin says its inside my chest not on the surface. He's probably right I try to find it in my heart to forgive Renn fully but I cant. I don't know why she cant help who her parents are she wasn't the one who betrayed me, she lost someone too to the Viper Mage.

I would enjoy the company sometimes but talking is to superficial and the awkward silences are too much. I share my shelter with Bale now he stays with the Ravens in summer when fishing is good but in winter months he goes back to his clan to help with the Hunt. He still hasn't found my hiding place from the rest of the world.

Every things changed I am respected by all the smaller ones only few summers old come up and just stare the men offer the greeting every time they see me and bow their heads to me, women will offer to mend my boots or give me food to go hunting with.

What would like have been like if Fa hadn't joined the Soul Eaters would he still be here, would I have ever met wolf, Renn, bale, Finn-Keddin or the ravens. Would I be the same person. Maybe we would have stayed with my own clan the wolves maybe my mother would be alive. Thinking of my Fa and mother brings tears to my eyes. Stop it Torak I tell myself your fifteen summers old pull yourself together. After a while my façade crumbles and I find myself crying for no reason, I didnt even know my own mother why should I be upset? I notice wolf has fallen asleep I decide to do the same I fall back and drift off.