It may have seemed like another at the ED of all saints western general hospital but it wasn't the staff was still reeling from the hostage situation they had faced only eight days ago. A dark cloud hung over them because most of the ED had to be replaced on this day because they were all attending Cate Masters funeral who was tragically killed in the bomb blast. All of Cate’s friends were there Heath,Jack,Erica,Von,Zoe,Charlotte,Dan,Bart And Frank but there was one person who wasn't there Mike

“Have you seen Mike homer” Frank asked Bart

“No I don't think any one has why” Bart replied

Everyone said what a beautiful services it was for a beautiful person.

“Thank you all for coming it’s nice to know so many people cared for Cate” One of Cates relatives said.

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Mike hadn't showed up at all instead he was sitting at home in his own world of grief and thought

Just starring at a needle of morphine contemplating weather he should use

Go on Mike it’s not like it maters your going to have to have for after the operation any way so why not sooner than later he thought to himself

Because along with the death of Cate he also had to deal with the possible death of his estranged son Simon. Struggling with wether or not he is going to donate a kidney to him and risk the Morphine addiction coming back or save himself and let his son take his slim changes on a organ donor list

Without even realising it he had pick up the needle still not knowing if he’s going to use it.