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Oh my god! Its been soooooo long since my last update! I’m soooo sorry! I’ve been so busy with everything so its like, crazy! No time at all since when ever I come home I crash!

But enough of my excuses, ‘cause you most likely don’t want to hear them.

Oh, and this will sound selfish or something like that, but could you guys let me know you’re still there? By a review or message, whatever. This is not for more reviews, just so I know you still are interested, ‘cause if no one is, I’ll just stop with this story.

A swear word in this chapter. With that said, here we go!

Oh! The song is Taking Over Me by Evanescence. Great song. And is scary how similar it is to the story…

And then Its Going Under by Evanescence.

Both from the album Fallen!

OOooOO

You don’t remember me, but I remember you.

I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.


But who can decide what they dream? 


And dream I do..

OOooOO

I believe in you.


I’ll give up everything just to find you.

“No! No! Professor he’s real! He’s real!” I walked over to the other side of the room. And then turned around again. “Professor Xavier, I know that he is real.”

Today was not starting out well. It had been a week since I last ‘saw’ him. I still didn’t know his true form, or real name. But every time I went to sleep, I would wake up and forget my dream. I could only remember that I saw him. The Prof. was kind enough to help me look for him, but we were having no luck in finding him. We had used cerebro countless times but still, no result.

But no matter what the professor said, I knew Dreamer was real.

“Sera, I’m sorry but I’m afraid this mutant does not exist and if he does, he’s either un-conscious, or dead.”

“Ugh, well, I guess, uh, I’ll see you later.” I said as a dragged my feet out of the room. It was almost time for the girls to have another sleep over. But this time, no candy, or dares that involve Gambit. I was in a really bad mood so I decided to skip it and headed to my room.

OOooOO

“Sugah please come out!” Rogue’s voice sounded from the other side of the door.

“Rogue, leave me alone.”

“Sera….”

“I said go! Before I blast your head!” I could hear Rogue’s sad footsteps going down the hall.

Nothing was working. I was lost. Dreamer just makes me so depressed.

And if I do see him, I can’t remember my dream! I am so ready to just fall into my dream world forever! Who cares if I am missed! Who cares! Without Dreamer, I…I, I don’t know. Ah, what am I saying! I barely know the guy. He did save my life back in the Morlock tunnels…. And he’s shown me nothing but kindness…. Wait! I don’t know that! I can never remember my dreams! Agh! What do I do! WHAT DO I DO!?

I have to be with you to live, to breath...


You’re taking over me.

I can’t think of anything to do, so I sulk. Oh, and scream into my pillow.

OOooOO

After about 10 minutes of screaming, I realize something. Life sucks.

Now that I’ve cleared the obvious, I put on my Evanescence CD, ‘Fallen’. One of my favorite albums, and describes my life pretty well.

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -

Yes, I think I will.

I open the doors to the balcony of my room and jump right on to the puddle filled tiles. (Its raining you see. Pouring actually.)

I have no choice but to dance and sing (or scream) along.

50 thousand tears I've cried.

Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -

And you still won't hear me.

(going under)

Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.

Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)

Not tormented daily defeated by you

That’s going to be hard.

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm Dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under

Falling on my knees, screaming along, twirling in the pouring rain and what ever I feel like is what I’m doing.

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.

(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm Dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm...

Unfortunately for anyone who happens to be listening, I start singing with the next part. Not that I have a bad singing voice, its just when you combine my angtsy mood, screaming, rain, and Evanescence, it ain’t pretty.

“So go on and scream

Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)

I won't be broken again (again)

I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under”

Oh yeah, awesome short guitar solo.

I'm Dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)

I'm going under (drowning in you)

I'm going under

Amy Lee’s Magical voice ends. Wow, that was fun. And now I feel so much better!

I can’t help but yell, “Take that Dreamer! What the fuck do you got to say to that! Huh?”

‘Well, I would say I like that song to.’

Yeah, if you didn’t catch that, Dreamer just told me something. And I’m awake.

OOooOO

“Dreamer what the hell?” I scream as I stamp my foot.

‘Look stop screaming. I’m sorry.’

“Sorry for what?” Without even realizing it, I start speaking in my head.

‘For everything. I didn’t realize that you wanted to remember me so much.’

“Oh, sure you know. ‘Cause you can just sort through my feelings like a juke box!”

‘Actually, I can.'

“What?” I mentally scream.

‘Ow, Sera. You of all people should know that mental screams are ten time louder then normal ones. And I didn’t on you ok. I think every one knows, psychic or not.”

“Am I that obvious?” Gosh, I sound like a baby.

He just chuckles. Ah, such a nice laugh.

‘Look, if you want to remember you’re dream, fall asleep know.’

“I can’t just fall asleep.”

‘But I can make you.’

I mentally sigh. “Yet another ability huh?”

‘Yeah.’ I can almost see his smile.

“Alright.” I say out loud. “Let me just change out of these wet clothes. No peeking.”

‘Sera, I can’t…”

“Whatever D-D.”

‘What did you call me?’

“Nothing!” I say innocently as I close the balcony doors and shut off my stereo. Amy Lee’s words of Taking over me fade.

You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand

I knew you loved me then

Yeah, something’s up my Dreamer. And I’m going to find out what.

OOooOO

That was waaaaaaay to much fun to write!

Aw, did you see how she called him ‘my Dreamer’ at the end there?

Aw!

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