John Kelly was…

A son grieving for his mother as he watched her lose her long battle with dementia,

A little boy still missing the father who had died in the line of duty,

A husband slowly coming to terms with why his marriage had failed,

A former altar boy who had lost his faith in God,

A partner,

A friend trying to be supportive of another friend who was fighting his way back from addiction,

A mentor showing the new kid in the squad the ropes,

A police officer walking the thin line between right and wrong,

A lover in a physically satisfying yet emotionally complicated relationship,

But above all…

A man searching for love.