Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Seed, nor am I making any profits from this.

A/N: I understand Flay's character; it's a shame others can't, though. Anyways, this is a Flay-centric fiction post-Gundam Seed. Enjoy.

The world around me is empty as the sensations no longer touch my skin.

Vanilla skies lap around the atmosphere as if to say that this is a place of serenity.

They lie, as I am still in pain.

The bitter harshness bites at me still, even as I try to forget.

Sins which I should not have committed make me feel out of place.

The only other home I could live burns eternally.

Here, I am allowed to watch from a distance.

Your pure eyes fills me with such happiness.

Yet,

I can only feel ache as you travel with your princess.

Envious sentiments rise as I look at you with her.

But it’s too difficult to displace what was done.

Even others wonder why I have wondered to this place.

Their eyes do not lie.

Why do I belong here?

It hurts.

But still.

My spirit remains here.

I cannot leave, for I feel safe here.

But the pain is still there.

My love for you is eternal.

I wish I could say I’m sorry.

Sorry for the pain and anguish.

But this world will never hear me again.

I can only hope that you feel my undying sorrow.

I’m sorry, my dear love.

My dear Kira.