This story is gonna drive me insane if I don’t start it soon!! Must start it!!

Before I go I must warn you this starts as Sonamy but turns into Sonadow. You no likey, you no read!

When I was younger I remember how hard my mother worked to let me have the best life I possibly could have. Even though it hadn’t even been 5 years, it still meant very much to me that she did her best.

But she some how left a gap in my heart when she was murdered. By my father, who thought she was insane and was filling me with the wrong ideas, and even killing my other siblings. I felt nothing but hatred towards him and I guess that’s how I came into the hero business. Mostly doing it for her since all she wanted to do was make people feel safe, she most likely made it rub off of me.

Each life I save each battle I win. I feel I’ve done her proud. Seeing her son grow up and saving people where ever he goes. But she didn’t see me. But I’m guessing she’s proud. But would she prove of this? Me never finding someone I could love? Only pushing them away if they got too close. I remember letting people into my heart only to have them break it, smash it, and leaving it to rot as if it was nothing. I could not stand these people so I guess it became a habit to push them away.

But when I push and they stay. I believe that they won’t hurt me like many others, sure they are weird in there own way, but, I love them all the same, though there are some who can get annoying.

Like Amy.

But, in the end, I can’t delay it. I love her. Sure she’s annoying and stubborn. But she’s sweet and caring. The only reason I run from her is that I’m afraid that when I tell her, she will run and break me like the others. But I guess that I’ll never tell her, make her run after me and choke me as her way of saying ‘l love you’.

Many people wonder why I deal with her, not telling her to leave me alone and that I don’t love her. It’s just, I do love her. I just can never tell her. She will always run after me.

-In the real life-

Sonic sat dozing under a tree as these thoughts came and turned his mind. But he didn’t care. He welcomed these thoughts. A chance to dwell on what he could never do, but he felt he should.

Sonic never noticed the pink hedgehog that came running to see her hero, nor did he see the black hedgehog that came to have a friendly chat.

Shadow nerves were high due to the fact that Amy was near by. He hated her and wished something terrible on her. He had a long list as to why he hated her, but it take hours to get through it and much of it should never see the light of day.

Amy was taking a stalker approach to her hero instead of charging him like she would normally. She could tell she was getting close and pounced, only to have run into Shadow not Sonic.

Shadow looked down and saw that the hot pink hedgehog was now hugging him. He, in disgust, pushed her to the ground, not even saying why.

Amy was not too pleased with this.

“Shadow! Why did you push me?”

Shadow only gave her his trademark smirk and went back to Sonic, who acted like nothing happened.

“So are you going to race me or not, Faker?” Shadow still had his smirk but it was lighter. He wanted to get away from Amy as soon as possible.

Sonic stood up quickly and rubbed his quills.

“Sure why not? I’ve been sitting too long.”

Amy could only shot him a dirty look.

“What about me?!”

Shadow merely looked at her and smirked, but replied to her question.

“You should have been faster.”

Before the other two could blink, Shadow was gone in a blur.

Sonic only looked at Amy and smiled. “Maybe some other time?”

“Yeah sure.” Before she could finish, Sonic was also gone.

She in her mind grew unhappy.

Shadow had won this round.