A/N: I decided to go ahead and do the whole story from Edward’s POV. The more I thought about it, I figured I would likely end up wanting to every chapter instead of snippets anyhow, so here you go. Please review and let me know what you think… Edward’s head is a lot harder to get into than Bella’s. The chapter titles will be the same as in the other story.

Disclaimer: I don’t own Edward. Or Bella. Or Jasper (sigh). Or any of the other Cullens, Hales, Blacks, etc etc.

Chapter 1: Breaking the Big News

Finally, Bella accepted my proposal. I couldn’t contain my luminous smile, no matter how hard I tried. Sure, I had technically already gotten a rock on her by way of the bracelet, but this was significantly more special. Finally, my angel wanted to be my wife. There was no hiding my elation at that revelation.

I finally forced myself to look away from the ring that sat on her beautiful finger perfectly. I picked her up and put her on my back, secretly taking in her amazing scent as I did so.

I try not to let her know it, but sometimes I think she dazzles me more than I dazzle her. Having her on my back felt so right; so perfect. Despite my reservations about it, I looked forward to her change. Finally, she would be able to run with me, not on me. Running was one of my favorite things about being a vampire, and I was excited to be able to share the thrilling sensation with my angel.

When I got to the car, I put her in the passenger seat and quickly got in. I took off towards her house, still elated.

“Edward, please… drive slow. For me. I need to collect myself before we get there,” Bella told me. Her eyes and her tone were filled with sorrow and worry.

It broke my dead heart to see her this way. I knew most of her fear of marriage was due to her upbringing, but I really didn’t see how Charlie could take it as badly as she thinks. I know I am not his favorite person, but he has accepted me more than she realizes.

“Bella, my love, why the long face? You are his only daughter, his pride and joy- he will be able to accept that you have found someone who will devote themselves to you.” I told her, trying to tell her that he would take this alright. I knew she wouldn’t believe me though.

“Edward, he hates you. No, he despises you. I know what he really wants is for me to dump you, like you dumped me.” Bella said, making me tense.

I still hated myself for leaving her. I don’t know why I thought I could survive without her, or her without me. I realized my face was showing my true feelings and quickly covered it back up, trying to keep my nonchalant façade going.

I knew she was right, though. Charlie had to look at his little girl in terrible pain, caused by me. He has no reason to trust me, and I know I can never make it up to him or Bella for what I did. I saw Bella give me a partial smile, and turn her gorgeous chocolate eyes up at me. It melted my heart.

“Bella, it will be OK. I will make it be OK.”

“I know. I love you Edward Cullen.”

“I love you Isabella Swan.”

I couldn’t help but smile again as I tried once again to convey just how much this woman means to me.

I pulled into the drive way and parked behind Charlie’s cruiser. His thoughts told me he knew we were home. He was hoping I would drop her off and leave.

I helped Bella out of the car and headed to the door with her. Other than being very slightly irritated by my potential presence, Charlie was very calm and happy right now.

I turned my eyes onto her, trying to dazzle her into complacency.

“It is going to work out, Bella.”

I didn’t take my eyes off her as I spoke those words, and smiled when she just nodded her head. I took a small breath, taking in her scent as she scattered it in the air with her head bobs.

Charlie was in front of the TV, content to be watching a game.

“Oh, hey Bells! Umm, hi Edward…” Charlie’s tone deadened slightly as he said my name, and he shifted his gaze to the television to avoid me.

She looks nervous, but I don’t know why. He looks fine; I wonder what he did to her. Then again, he always did seem like he could maintain control even under stressful circumstances.

“Dad, Edward and I need to talk to you about something. It is really important to both of us.”

Charlie turned to look at us, his eyes intent. I noticed Bella slide her hand under mine and push the ring into my palm.

She sounds terrified. Wait, did she just hide her hand? Her left hand?

I nodded at Bella in encouragement, especially now that Charlie was starting to figure it out. I could see the pain on her face, and had to force myself to stay patient with her as she searched for the right words. I knew I couldn’t get annoyed that I had no idea what was going on in that beautiful head of hers.

Why is she so nervous? What do they have to say to me that is bothering her so much? Is she hiding her left hand for a reason? Did he propose to her? Is she terrified to tell me because she doesn’t really want to do it?

Finally, I decided to speak for her, not liking where Charlie’s thoughts were going.

What if her hurt is because of me? She really loves him, I know she does. I don’t like it, but she does.

I was about to open my mouth, but Charlie beat me to it. I noticed the tears in his eyes and gripped Bella’s hand tighter. His thoughts were so erratic I wasn’t sure what he was going to say.

“You love him.” It was not a question.

“Yes.” Bella mumbled as she tried to control her tears.

Charlie nodded and continued to sit there.

Why is she crying? Is she really that worried about hurting me?

“Chief Swan-“ I began, wanting to calm them both. Charlie cut me off.

“Bells, are you sure?”

“Yes. I want this dad. He is what I want. He is all I want. He is all I need. He makes me happy. I know this is what is right for me.”

Even with him around, I don’t think she would lie to me. I can see the love in her eyes, even if it is hidden behind her tears and her worry.

As Charlie nodded, the tears overflowed for them both. Bella gave me a feeble smile and headed to Charlie, climbing in his lap.

My little girl is a grown woman now, ready to go off on her own. I don’t know if I am ready for this, despite what she needs or wants. I know I am her father, but what about me?

“I love you dad, but I am growing up. I need to do things on my own, and make my own decisions.”

“I know Bells, I know… it’s just, you are so young… and he has hurt you, no, broken you in the past.”

I couldn’t help the sharp intake of breath that I took at his words. I had hoped he wouldn’t bring that up, but I knew I deserved it. I had broken his baby girl.

I know that was a low blow, but what if he does it again? It will only be worse if he decides she isn’t good enough after they are married. He isn’t good enough for her, not the other way around. The prince of England isn’t good enough for my baby girl.

“Dad, please… don’t bring that up. I know I will never be able to explain it to you to make you understand, but that was the biggest mistake of his life. Honestly dad, I was doing better than he was.”

“Yeah, but you were doing so well because of-” he began.

“Dad, no.” Bella cut him off, her tone bearing a slight edge.

I forced back the smirk as I realized yet again that she chose me, not Jacob. I may have come close to losing her, and I may have pushed her away some, but in the end, she chose me.

Why couldn’t she just love Jacob? If Edward hadn’t of come back, she would have been with him. He never would have treated her so horribly.

I took a deep breath, trying to be as subtle as possible. I was in shock that he would try to convince her to leave me for that mongrel, even after we are engaged. Last ditch effort or not, it really didn’t seem right, and I had to admit that I was getting angry.

“He loves me dad, and I know he does. He will do anything for me, and is working every day and will work every day for the rest of our existence to make up for that. I think he has suffered enough for it,” and she gave me a pointed look before continuing, “but he keeps trying.”

Existence? Why is she using that word? Maybe there is something off about that boy. She does love him, no matter what he is, and I know she has forgiven him. I know I need to forgive him too, but I just can’t.

I just stared at her, not sure how to respond. She was defending me to her dad, and she was fighting for me. I knew she didn’t blame me for leaving, and I knew at least to some extent, she understood why I did it, but that didn’t make it any easier for me. This woman was absolutely stunning and amazing, and she wanted me. Unable to help myself, I smiled.

She’s right. She has made her choice, and I need to be happy for her. She really does love him, and I do see the way he looks at her. The love is written all over his face, even when he is upset with my words. At least she gave me notice.

Charlie nodded and hugged her tight, and I could see the relief on her face.

“Thanks for letting me know. I know I asked you to give me warning. Thank you.”

“You are welcome dad. I do love you, and I don’t want to hurt you.”

“I love you too Bells, I love you too.”

This is my son in law. My pride and joy’s love. He better take care of her. He better not ever hurt her again. Ever.

“Please, take care of my little girl. Give her the world.”

She deserves so much that I cannot give her. At least he has plenty of money to give her a comfortable, happy life. And he seems so close with his family, she does too. I have always had such respect for Dr. Cullen and his wife; I shouldn’t let Edward’s past actions ruin that. It is a wonderful family she has chosen.

“I will sir. I love her more than anyone will ever know or understand. She is my soul mate, she gives meaning to my life. I was miserable without her and I will never make that mistake again. You have my word.”

I can hear the pain in his voice. Maybe I shouldn’t have brought up when he left her. Maybe he is good enough for her. He seems truly sincere.

Charlie smiled at Bella and gave her a congratulations and a hug. She tightened it, and I could sense her relief over here.

Bella came back towards me, the relief clear in her eyes.

“So, when do I get to walk my baby girl down the aisle?”

“August 13.”

Wow. I wonder how long they have been discussing this to already have a date set. Oh well. At least she told me now, and not the day before. At least they aren’t eloping, either.

“Well, you better go call your mother and tell her I suppose. If you need anything, let me know. I think I am going to go lay down, it has been a long, interesting, day.”

I hope she isn’t making a mistake. I can’t stand to see her hurt again. She doesn’t deserve that kind of pain. I am trusting him, but if he ever hurts her again, he better fear for his life.

“Thanks dad,” Bella said as she stood immobile by my side.

Once his door closed, Bella turned to me. My heart melted again at the breathtaking smile that grew across her face. I really wished she could see herself the way I do. Then again, maybe she would realize she deserves better than me if she did.

I wrapped my arms around her tiny waist and pulled her to me. It had actually been torture to have to go through that without her directly by my side. I know her being in his lap is what they both needed, but I still wanted her in mine during it.

I looked down into those chocolate eyes of hers, and got lost immediately. I don’t deserve her, but I will certainly take her. I leaned in to kiss her, unable to resist the pull of those tender lips. I felt her fingers twist in my hair, but was unable to pull away. I knew I should, but kissing her was the best feeling in the world.

I felt her lips part slightly and her hand caress my back, and had to fight to keep control though I involuntarily tightened my grip on her. I couldn’t make myself pull back, and sufficed to keep enough control until she would have to pull back for air.

I really did want her. I had never experienced lust in my entire existence until I met this astounding creature, but here it is. I knew how much I affected Jasper, and was glad he wasn’t here right now. Some days, I knew I made him lust after Bella as well because of my feelings.

Finally, I was saved as Bella pulled away, gasping for air. I could her heart racing, and had to force back the smile. I truly loved how she responded so violently to my every touch.

I realized that I was breathing rather heavily as well, and pressed my lips against her hair as I tried to calm myself. Her intoxicating scent did the trick, and I was soon able to focus again.

“I love you,” I murmured against her hair.

She tilted her head away and looked up at me, her eyes overflowing with love. She kissed me, making me soar.

“You are my everything. I will always love you, and no one else. Now, let’s tell my mother…”

I smiled more and handed her my cell phone. I wrapped my arm around her, not wanting to let her go this time.

“Hello?”

“Hi mom, it’s me.”

“Oh Bella! Honey! How are you? It has been so long since we have talked, you have to…”

“Mom, I need to talk to you about something.” Bella cut her off. I knew it was a good decision; her mom had a tendency to go on and on.

“Oh, is it serious? Do I need to come?”

Typical Renee, overreacting to everything.

“Mom, Edward has asked me to marry him.”

As the silence from Renee grew, I started to wish we were in person so I could hear her thoughts. The worried look at that was creeping up Bella’s face made my heart break. I really was causing her pain in trying to make her my wife.

“Oh honey! I am so excited for you! When did he ask? Did he do something special and romantic? How did Charlie take it? How did his family take it? Oh Bella, this is so exciting! I mean sure, you are rather young, but I know you love him, and I know he loves you. You have always been the adult anyhow and you never did have rash behavior, so I know you are sure. Oh honey! I can’t wait to tell Phil!”

Relief washed through me when Bella started laughing in response. Renee was genuinely excited for us, and I was glad she knew how much I love Bella.

“Mom, I will tell you everything later… right now we still need to officially tell his family. Charlie knows, and I think he doing alright with it. Once I know more details about the wedding, I will let you know.” Bella told Renee while her eyes sparkled.

“Oh, OK honey. I am supposed to meet Phil soon anyhow…” Renee sounded sad, but I knew she would get over it quickly. I knew she wouldn’t be able to wait to tell Phil.

“Do you need help planning the wedding? I can be up there within a week so we can start.”

“Mom, I appreciate that, but stay there with Phil. I kind of already told Alice that she could be my wedding planner, and I doubt she will want much interference or other help…”

I inwardly cursed Alice for demanding control already, and I cursed myself for not thinking about Renee’s feeling on the plans.

“Oh, well, I guess I understand that. You are really close to her, so it makes sense I suppose.”

“Thanks, mom. I will call you soon, I promise.”

“OK Bella. I love you.”

“I love you too mom.”

Bella hung up and handed me the phone, collapsing into a hug.

“Come my love, I want to show you off to my family.”

I smirked as she rolled her eyes, and knew that if I were human my heart would have skipped a beat as she took my hand and headed to the car with me.