Well hello again, nice to see you! I came back once again to update this story! Isn’t that just great? Okay well I have nothing to say besides thank you to all the readers and the reviewers! You make my day a little bit brighter and Riku’s too!

Summary: Riku was weird ever since his birth. His parents never knew how to help their son. The only way they helped Riku was by drugging him, and making him go to school after school. Riku never really cared, nor did he care for his life. Riku wanted to die, and if he couldn't do that he knew how to get things done. He sneaked out late at night, and partied as well. Did hard drugs and bought them by selling himself. Riku just never knew a certain brown haired student was watching him. Is Riku going to let him help? Or is the new friend going to throw in the towel?

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Disclaimer: I Do Not Own Kingdom Hearts (Or it would be sooo Yaoi-filled goodness)

A Shadow’s Tears

Chapter 2: Lonely Lust

The sun was finally showing it’s beautiful face. Or maybe Riku thought it was beautiful because it he couldn’t see it, but feel it. He groaned as he turned over in bed to rub his eyes. He still couldn’t see as of yet due to the new medicine. What was it this time, meds for his personalities, for his physical being, or just for the hell of it? He didn’t know anymore so he ignored it. Why worry about things you can’t change? The young male walked towards his closet, knowing it by heart in the new house already, and retrieved his cloths. The hard part had just begun. He couldn’t see a thing, and picking his cloths would be bit of a hassle. Riku groaned as he placed his hand over his face to rub his eyes. “I can’t go to school today…”

“Riku! Are you ready to go dear? You don’t want to be late honey!” His mother announced as she placed the fathers food on the table with a smile.

“I-I can’t go mom…! I can’t fucking see…

“Ohh, well I’ll call and tell the school that you can’t make it…”

“Okay, fucking Thank you! He yelled as he plopped down into his bed.

He was about to doze off again until he heard a tap on his window. He thought that maybe it was a stupid bird or maybe it was the tree branch hitting it. Only thing was that, Sora was the one doing it. Riku moved up off of his bead and walked towards his window. Sora smiled and waved while still holding on to the oak tree branch he was currently sitting on. The tree was there to give shade to the owners of the house. It has been there for as long as the land was there. Even older than the house, since it was rebuilt. It gave easy access to the owner of the room next to it, so Riku would easily be able to escape.

Sora waved again noticing that Riku didn’t move from his current spot. “Hay…let me in…” He asked while throwing another nut at his window. Riku sighed before opening the window up and letting the brunet in. “Hay thanks, I know you don’t know me like that but…hay what’s wrong with your eyes? They’re all white baby blue? I thought you had aquamarine eyes?”

Riku nodded before turning from the other. “I can’t see right now...it’s an…illness…Don’t ask me such personal question before I kick you out…” Sora paused before reaching to grab the other. “Don’t touch me…look why did you come here anyway?” The shorter one scratches his head before answering. “Well, um I thought that maybe we could walk to school together and all…” Riku throws a pillow at the other. “I don’t walk with stupid people…”

Sora grabs the pillow before it even hits him, but makes it look like it did. I’m far from stupid Riku… He sighs before placing the pillow back on the bed next to Riku and his balled up form. “Okay, well if you would like I can get you your missing work.” The other in bed shakes his head no before placing the covers over his head. He mumbles, “I hate school…and everyone in it…especially that prick of a boyfriend you have…” Sora blushes while walking towards the window. He sighs before looking back at Riku in bed. Sora didn’t realize it then at school yesterday, but Riku had wounds on his legs and arms. He frowned as he climbed onto the branch and closed the window back.

All of the students were at lunch time by the time Sora noticed he wasn’t paying any attention to anyone. One blonde girl blinked at him while eating her fry. “Sora what’s wrong?” The others in the group shopped their chatter and looked at Sora. He glanced up and saw everyone staring him, even his older brother Roxas. Sora froze before laughing it off. “Ohh, it’s nothing Nami. I was just thinking about Mr. Veven’s class. I don’t like chemistry that much and I know I’m going to have to take the test anyway.” Roxas rolled his eyes. “Yeah right Sora…like you of all people would worry about a test…” He grabbed one of his best friend’s fries from his plate with a smug look.

“Hay! Even I get worried sometimes.” The red haired female next to him shook her head softly. “Sora it’s still not like you to be worrying. I mean nothing worries you…” Sora gave up before looking at the clock. “Hay Kairi is that time right? Shouldn’t we be out early today by now?” She looks at her schedule before nodding and standing up. “Yup it is...oh and Seifer wanted to see you…”

“Screw that bastard…!”

Everyone turned to look at the fiery haired male next to Roxas. They all stared as the male get up folding his arms. “A-Axel that was um...loud don’t you think?” Roxas asked while pulling on the others arm. The one named Axel shrugged before turning from all of the eyes including Sora. “I don’t care…I hate the guy and anyone who hates him is a friend of mine…”

“Then you’ll get alone great with Riku…” Sora mumbled as he walked off from the others.

They all stared as Sora left and Roxas got up to hit Axel on the head harshly. “Don’t say that! You know that’s his boyfriend! Or did you forget?” Axel rubbed his head in silence. I wish I could forget… Roxas looked back at Namine, then the others. “Well, have a great holiday everyone...”

Sora turned the corner to the outside bleachers where he knows Seifer and his gang likes to hide out. He paused before seeing Fuu. “Ohh…um Hi Seifer wanted to see me?” She stares at him before walking towards the back of the bleachers. “He’s…bored…” She says before walking off to do whatever she had to do. Sora never did get why she talks like that, but decided it wasn’t important anyway. He spotted Seifer.

“Hay Sora how’s my beloved?” He asked while grabbing him around the waist to kiss him. Sora moves his face away before giving an apologetic smile at his actions. “Uh, sorry I think I have a cold coming soon and I don’t want to get you sick…” He said while not looking at him. Seifer just frowns before shrugging. “Anyway, where have you been? I haven’t seen you all day, and it’s a freaking half day…”

The brunet just sighs before opening his mouth to say something, but nothing could form words for him. “I have been in the same class all day. I mean I am Ms. Aerith’s favorite student after all…” He lied. He just didn’t want to deal with him at the moment. “I’m sorry if I made you worry about me...” the younger one said while looking down. Seifer shrugged before taping Sora on the shoulder. “Whatever don’t fret about it, hay how about I take you somewhere nice tonight? My treat?” He asked with a slight smile.

Sora thought about it before sighing. “Yeah…sure why not?” He smiled back before Fu came back with a letter in her hand. Seifer picked it up and read it, before nodding to her. “Okay great, I’ll come and get you around seven okay? Love you…” He kissed Sora on the head quickly before leaving him there. Sora bit his lower lip. He didn’t even ask me was I busy at that time…all well at least Riku doesn’t have any homework right now…

Seven o’ clock came pretty fast for Riku that day. He looked at the mirror one more time as he zipped up his leather vest. Actually that black vest was the only shirt he had on besides the net top as well. He twisted his body to check out the back of him, he shouldn’t have to worry. The black tight jeans didn’t seem out of place, not to mention the slave collar around his pale neck. It was only needed to hide the needle points there. Riku nodded to himself before glancing at his door, locking it up tight. Today was the day his father let him lock the door. Okay, so maybe his father changed the doorknobs on certain days of the week. It was considered to let Riku have some freedom if he acted as a good boy. Luckily for Riku, that little tantrum the other night wasn’t held against him. Tonight he needed some realize, and maybe a little of something else too.

After checking the door for one more good measure, he opens his window and quietly climbs out. Looking around to see that no nosy neighbors were on night watch, Riku climbs down the tree. He pauses while watching one old lady walk her dog; he keeps his head low while she passes. Riku wasn’t worried, for he was going the opposite direction she was anyway. He slightly praised himself for not getting caught all of these years. At every house they ever moved too, Riku was still able to sneak out and enjoy himself. He would bite his lip just thinking about all the fun he had, and whom he had it with. Well, that was a little dirty, but it didn’t stop him.

He headed down the lane until it got closer and closer to the city. He paused while watching the town transform slightly. It wasn’t a drastic change, but you could tell the lights where starting to turn on. The city was beautiful Riku had to admit. It wasn’t any of that fake neon color people try to use. It was really classy yet it still held that tainted look to it. The place was full of clubs and mini bars for the much older gang of people. The strip clubs were just on the edge of the town and even one for the, well more creative type. Riku didn’t like strip clubs but he loved the bars. Once arriving at Eternal Bliss, the one place he deemed worthy to play in, he placed his fake ID up for the large male to look at.

Actually the male looked bored, and he had dreadlocks in his hair. Only thing is that he looked British though. His blue eyes looked cold, but subtle at the same time. The tall male unfolded his arms and looked at Riku’s ID, before glancing at Riku. The sliver haired one glared thinking he wasn’t going to let him in, but the male gave the ID back and opened the door. Riku smirked while everyone in the line yelled that he skipped and shit, including Seifer.

Sora sighed while looking at his boyfriend yell at some guy that passed everyone up. It didn’t matter to Sora for number one, he didn’t want to be at a club and two even if Seifer knows the guy who owns the place, he still wouldn’t be able to have fun. He mentally growled for Seifer to bring him here, and right after telling Roxas he was going to the movies or something. “Awe man Roxas is going to kill me if he finds out about this…” He softly yelled. No one would be able to hear him anyway, due to the loud music that just started up. Sora had to admit, something about Techno music made him feel weird, like he wanted to be bad or something. He dismissed it since Seifer was talking to the Brit guy already.

“Hay Xaldin, what’s up?”

“Nothing and I can’t let that kid in here…Xemnas said so...”

“Awe, come on. I’m not going to let him drink or anything…”

The male named Xaldin called someone on his cell before nodding to the pair. Sora sighed and was annoyed at the same time. He slowly followed behind Seifer as they walked into the loud building. There were many different people as there were drinks being served. They all loved weird to Sora.

Once reaching on of the tables in the back, Sora ordered a coke and that was all. “Awe come on baby; let’s go dance or something…” Sora shook his head ‘no’ while sipping the soda. “I don’t want too, besides they look like they are having sex not dancing over there.” Seifer laughs before letting Sora stay where he was. “Fine, but you’re missing out...” He said while joining that large orgy. The little spot Sora sat in was neatly fixed with black and sliver swirls on the walls. He couldn’t help but notice weird white roses around the place, all neatly arranged to invite people to come in. Now he sees why it’s so popular. The bar was amazing even for people who didn’t drink. A weird woman with bug like blonde hair was serving dinks named like sex on the beach and ill mannered things. The thing that freaked Sora out was that she was selling condoms in the back of her. He decided that it was too weird to keep watching people order drinks.

To bad that Riku was one of those having sex on the dance floor members. He didn’t care if anyone was watching or if someone was touching him. He was, as the club is called, having his bliss. He swayed his hips to the hypnotic beat fast yet slow enough to just grab someone and grind on them. Almost every guy even if they were straight wanted to touch, maybe because they thought he was a girl, or that they were really drunk. Either way, he didn’t care. One male grabbed Riku by the waist and pulled him closer. Riku only opened his eyes to see where he was going before closing them again. The guy tried to get in beat with the shorter male but his moves were too fluid and smooth. The male doesn’t let him go though; Riku was too much of a catch to give up. He smiles while finally becoming one with Riku’s body. “Hay, what’s your name?” He asked as his long black hair glides to the left side of his face and shoulders. He was a poor version of the elegant Victorian vampires. His black silk, slightly unbuttoned, shirt rubs against the back of Riku’s head, with his leather plants rubbing against a place it shouldn’t be on Riku.

This all annoyed Riku with much passion. He glared as he looked up at the other male. “If I wanted to know you, I would have asked for your number a long time ago. I just want to dance…” Riku turns from the other before heading towards the bar. The bug like woman waits for whatever Riku wants to order. Yet again, the male doesn’t stop. “Awe, don’t be like that? Hay this round is one me Larxene…” He looks at her before she gives a nod.

Sora almost chocks on his soda after seeing Riku sit down at the bar. He tries to hide himself but sees that it wouldn’t do any good. The sliver haired one wasn’t even looking his way. Sora looks down before seeing the male sit next to Riku, before talking in his ear. He can’t tell what the other guy is saying but Riku turns from him. Sora glances at the dance floor noticing that Seifer was dancing with some girl. It didn’t bother him at all. After putting the soda down he notices that Riku gets up with the guy and starts walking towards the farther corner of the club. Now, Sora deemed himself a person to watch over Riku whether he liked it or not. He got up and followed the pair, leaving nothing but a ‘sorry about this, I had to go home…’ note behind him.

They walked towards the much darker side of the club where the flashing lights didn’t reach. The hall was quiet and it smelled of roses and scented oils. Maybe it was for much quiet clubbers than the rash ones up in front. Sora didn’t care as long as he had an eye on them. He watched as they opened one door that looked like it led to the outside. That confused Sora greatly. Why would they leave the back way?

“Hay my car is outside…do you think it will be good enough for you?”

“Whatever just pay me my money before we start…and I don’t do kissing...”

“Fine, whatever just get in and I’ll pay you.”

Sora places his hand over his mouth as he watches Riku climb into the back seat. He starts to freak out when the guy slowly gets on top of him. The brunet balls his fists as he watches what’s being laid out in front of him. It made him angry and a bit of something else. He hated whoever that man was, and he was going to find out what’s what. But for now, he was going to watch every single thing until they finish.

Sora had some questions for Riku…and a lot of them.

Okay well hn, that doesn’t sound too good now doesn’t it Sora?

Sora: No it doesn’t…can we change the subject?

Riku: I’m not really doing it…She’s just writing Sora...

Sora: I don’t care, your doing it with a fake ass vampire wanna be…

Riku: O.o y-you cursed!

Yuki: Ohh Sora pissed…ouch Riku you are going to get it hard in the—

Well anyway, let’s move on. Sorry for the cliffy once again and sorry that it took so long. Major matters happened and yeah not good. Anyway, hope you all liked it, and I’ll get my beta on this as soon as I can.

Much love Yuki-san:.