Author's note:

I've always been a DL fan, but after this weeek's episode, I don't know if I am anymore. I had a completly different idea from Danny, I guess I thought about him as the perfect man and the perfect boyfriend, actually he was the reason why I started watching the show. When I first saw this week's episode, I thought it was Lindsay, not because of the hair - the hair looked like Rikki's - but because I wanted it to be Lindsay. I had read so many stories about Danny and Rikki sleeping together, but I never thought it would really happen. I am really disapointed the way the writters wrote Lindsay and Danny's relatioship, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. I never thought Danny would cheat, neither Danny would just stare at Lindsay after she had just confessed her feelings about him.

He's just not the man that confessed his feelings for her, he's just not the man that almost cried when he saw her leave, he's just not the man that worked and worked to not have her in his head 24/7, he's just not the man that saw her smilling at him in the lab when it was only a lab tech, he's just not the man that flew all away to Montana, he's just not the man the slept with Lindsay and made her feel the most special woman in the world. He changed. I can understand that he's not the same since Reuben dead, Ok, I get that. I can understand thet he had been through a Hell. I can understand that he might forget her birthday, that he might not want to spend to many time with her, that he felt the need to be alone. What i can't understand is that he cheated. Poor Lindsay she's there, worried about him, telling him that she loves him not knowing that the night before he had spend it with Rikki.

I can understand that he feels guilty and I can understand that he misses him, but that's not a excuse for him to sleep with his mother. You don't have sex with somebody because you're sad, or because you feel guilty about her loss, you have sex because you want to, and I don't know if he was drunk or if he wasn't, but even if he was that's not a excuse for having sex with her.

I don't know who will the writters explain us the fact that Danny Messer, one of the most loved charaters was a son-of-a-bitch, but I'm waiting for a apology. I really hope there will be one and a very DL fluffy season finale.

1st we had that stupid season finale that started great, but the end sucked, then we had to wait 4 months to see a episode, then I had to wait 5 more months to have the 4th season in Portugal, then we had to wait so see any fluffy episode - wich we didn't, we only had some scenes, but nothing too obvious - then we had all the drama scenes with Reuben's death and Danny pushing Lindsay away, then we had a episode (I don't remeber the name nor the number) with the skate and both of them were working in the same case and they looked like they had work things out and now this? C'mon, after all this stuff in only 1 season, we need a super fluffy Season Finale.

The reason why I'm so angry, I mean FURIOUS, is that if my boyfriend - or wherever he is - ever cheated on him, I will not be able to forgive him, even if he was Danny Messer. And he didn't even told her, did he? That bastard heard her tell him that she was falling in love with him and he wasn't even capable of telling him what he had done.

The reason why I wrote this not is because I want to apologize. After such a episode, I'm not able to writte another chapter of this or any other story, not until I see an amazing DL episode. Thank God I only have this stor unfinished, but I have thousands of great ideas of stories - AU, of course cause I'm sure I won't be able to make another story about the real show - and if DL won't end up together, I'm sure that those ideas won't come up to a story. Anyway I want you to forgive me and I hope you can understand me. Lets just pray that the writters will make a great episode and then we all will writte wonderful stories about our favourite couple!

Thanks for reading!