A/n: This fic is the sidestory to Blistering Affections. Noitora's side of the fic.

Traitorous Feelings

By Janina

Rated: R for mature themes and sensuality.

He zipped up his uniform and took hold of his weapon. This time he couldn’t gloat as he left her lying in the arid sands of Hueco Mundo. That worthless bitch did something that was unforgivable, she made him love her. He should kill her for having provoked such disgusting feelings in his heart, he snorted, if he had ever had one. His eyes tightened in to a vicious glare. He should turn around right now and strangled her, watch her eyes turned white and smiled viciously as he killed her.

Why couldn’t he do it?

He had done it before, done it to other lovers who had come even close to making him feel the slightest bit of attachment. Yet, every time he though about killing her, his hands didn’t respond. He couldn’t do it, not when he saw her strangely beautiful face illuminated by the demonic light of Hueco Mundo.

He walked away from her, swearing that he would never touch her again. Never again will he drink her nectar or have her walls clenched around him as she climaxed. He didn’t need to feel, it would make him soft, weak. There was no room for love in the heart of a monster such as him.

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