This is a fanfiction that I wrote about two years ago, the dates written are approximately those it was when I was writting the story. It has been translated from french to english and I passed it from the 3rd person form to the 1st person form because when I write with the 3rd person form, it always look shitty and I hate it... it's better in the 1st person form...
I also separated it in chapters because it was too long to translate it as a one shot...
And I know that the dialogs are weird... they are in french too... This story is too old...

Please, tell me if you see some mistakes !
Reviews are welcome. I like those 3

Black & white

Part of the White Journal I

May 18th, 2006

I always thought that my life was brilliant, with everything a person would wish to have, that everything that would happen would make that I'll go far. I was before that I saw him this morning, as if he was an angel... As if ? Actually, I could swear that he was one. I think he smiled to me, but since we were on the subway, that could have been for anyone else, maybe it was simply an illusion... Plus, he was with someone else who was holding his hand. I'm sure that our looks crossed each other's one, though... He was so pretty... He must have thought that I was high with that smile on my face ! And this moment will stay in my mind forever, even if I know that I'll never see him again, that I will never be by his side, I have to be realistic. But I won't lose no sleep on that ! At least, I don't think so... This must have happened to me everyday of the year ! I should go, now, Rame is already yelling at me...

oOoOo

"Jui ! In God's sake, come out from your dreams, we got some work to do !"

"Okay, okay ! No need to yell !"

"It's been five time that he's calling your name" Shun said.

"Okay, then let's start back where we were" the leader continued.

"Which was ?" Giru asked.

"Chocoripeyes..." Tero said, as if he was tired of those repetitions which seemed all the same.

The repetion ended two hours later. We had worked for a long time, that day. Usually, after the break, we are not even doing an hour because Rame is getting mad at everybody and he is leaving the local without saying anything to anyone and this makes all of us sigh. Everybody is now putting their instruments back in place, Shun and Giru taking their guitars at home, Rame doing the same with his bass.

"Want me to drive you home ?" Shun asked to me.

"No, it's okay, I take the subway... As I'm used to"

"You may change this habit, once in a while..."

"Why ? What would it change ?"

"Ah... okay, then... See ya !"

"Bye."

I looked at him as he was going away and I took the metro's way.

oOoOo

Part of the White Journal II

May 18th, 2006

I never thought that would be possible ! I saw him again ! It's unbelievable ! He was alone, this time... It seemed like if he was waiting for someone... I seized my chance. His name is Kaya... It's a pretty lovely name, it suits him well.

.Flash-Back.

"Hi !"

He simply did a little movement with his head to say that he heard what I said.

"There's a lot of people, tonignt, ne !"

He just made that "yes" sign with his head.

"You are waiting for someone"

No...

"So you are waiting for the next train, I guess."

Yes.

"It seems like you don't like to talk..."

No answer.

"Ah ! There it is !"

I stood up and went to the wagon before it got filled up. What a strange person, I thought. Even though I tryed not to look away from him, he went off my view.

I don't know how, but I got to be in the same wagon as his. Though, there was so many people that they were all over the other, so it was with my beautiful stranger an I.

"Hey... What kind of hasard is this ? So, if we're gonna have to travel sticked to each other like this, I guess we can introduce ouselves ! I'm Jui !

"Kaya."

"It's a lovely name !"

"..."

I'm sure that I saw a smile, a tiny smile on his face.

"You often take the subway ?

Yes...

"You know, since you are not talking very much, I feel like I'm kinda disturbing you... If it's this, you just have to tell me.. ano... make me a sign... I will shut up ! I'm talking too much, anyway !

"You're not annoying me."

"Really ? Hey... I think I saw you, this morning at this station..."

"I was there."

"That's what I thought ! It often happens that my sight crosses someone else's and that I think that I will never see him or her again... It happened with you, I think it's great that we end up meeting each other ! Oh and... When are you going off the sub ?"

"Next stop."

"Ah... I must admit that I would have liked that this moment last longer...

"I will be there tomorrow."

"Awesome ! So we'll may say "see you tomorrow" when you'll leave !"

I saw that smile again, this shy smile...

"It's there... See you tomorrow !"

"Yes, see you tomorrow."

He went off without turning back.

.End of the Flash-Back.

And I will see him again tomorrow ! I can't wait ! I really can't wait to tomorrow ! I've never been that happy ! He's full of mystery, but... I don't know why... I think that this is why I feel attracted to him... Though... It's not what I normally like in somebody... It's maybe the fact that he isn't accessible... He was with someone, this morning... Oh, he was maybe not his boyfriend, who knows ? I think that... I would like him not to be his boyfriend... I would like to have my chance with him... Kaya...