Ok. I know this isn't the usual type of story. Me and my friend Sarah are taking turns writing chapters with our own characters. This is rated the way it is, because of the gruesomeness. Anywho. Please, don't talk to me about relevance. Just R&R.

Introduction

To Feel Helpless;

A state of the mind in which one has lost everything. All sense of security, safety, bravery, happiness, and just about every good feeling is gone. The only thing you have is your will to survive, and the possibility of hope.

You live each day in fear, wondering what the seconds will bring. With each second, you feel life wasting away, the will to live is gone.

The water brought to you remains in the corner while you have no thirst… your throat is numb and you know it’s only a matter of time.

Then a new happiness comes along… a light appears and you feel the end. Arms lift you and take you away. But when you realize, your life isn’t over, it’s just beginning. You feel helpless again.

A new world. New fears, new dangers, but the worst feeling of helplessness is never knowing the differences in each of these emotions and feelings.

You don’t know what it’s like to feel helpless.

--Zohe Lin Fase