A/N: Sequel to Why I Can’t Tell Her Anymore, you don’t have to read it first, but I would suggest reading both at some point,

A/N: Sequel to Why I Can’t Tell Her Anymore, you don’t have to read it first, but I would suggest reading both at some point, but then I would wouldn’t I?

R+R!!

Chiyo-chan91

Why I Push Him Away

I know I love him.

I think he loves me.

But I don’t know how to handle that.

It’s not like I have someone behind me, helping me, telling me what to do.

When I kissed him, it was just on impulse, I didn’t know.

That my heart would take on a mind of its own.

As if I don’t have enough to deal with.

Without falling in love with my best friend.

So I try to ignore it.

And when I can't, I run away.

And yes it hurts.

Me and him.

But I can't handle these feelings.

It’s not what I'm used to.

When things change I panic.

And although I love his lips on mine, I'm no good at that.

My feelings are too strong.

My life turns itself upside down enough without his help.

When he kisses me I can't think straight.

And I can't afford not to think straight.

So I push him away.

A/N: Well I hope you liked it. Review and let me know if you want me to do one for every flock member. I might do anyway, but your input and preferences would be appreciated. XD

Chiyo-chan91