Disclaimer: In first chapter

Warnings: In first chapter

A blinding Love – Part 3

3 weeks later…

Tala and Kai had gone on three dates and were currently ending their fourth, Kai was dropping Tala off at home and he walked Tala to the front door of his home he lived at with his parents.

He stopped at the door and let go of Kai’s hand,

“That was fun…I didn’t realize amusement park rides could be so fun…” he admitted having never gone on any before.

He was staring at the ground and Kai was staring at him, he looked over Tala in his black denim jeans and powder blue jacket, he was very attractive and Kai couldn’t help notice the slender shape of his body,

“Kai are you alright, you’re very quiet…” he asked with concern looking up at where Kai would be.

Kai looked at his bright but hollow blue eyes,

“Yeah, I’m just looking at you…” he admitted.

Tala touched his hair, that he actually had learned to style himself,

“Do I look okay, is something wrong?” He sounded worried.

Kai stepped closer and Tala felt Kai almost standing against him, he felt Kai’s arm slip around his waist and his breath hitched when he was pulled against Kai,

“What…” he asked but was silenced when he felt what he knew to be a kiss.

He felt Kai kiss him, he felt the soft lips against his own and it felt so warm that his body heated up quickly and he raised his hands and placed them on Kai’s arms tentatively.

He didn’t know how to kiss and only knew what he’d researched and so he parted his lips slowly and he made a small breathing sound when he felt wet warmth, obviously Kai’s tongue in his mouth, it was so foreign yet it caused amazing tingles throughout his body.

Kai had kept his eyes open as he kissed Tala gently and he noticed Tala hadn’t closed his eyes but was reacting to the kiss, Kai hadn’t used much tongue knowing it was Tala’s first time so he had merely teased Tala’s tongue and now he pulled back and he smirked seeing Tala’s mouth still open for a moment before he closed it and his eyes dropped to Kai’s chest.

He was silent and breathing a little quicker and Kai hugged him,
“I’m sorry, I should have warned you…”

For the first time Tala had the opportunity to hold Kai and he placed his arms around his waist as Kai held him around his shoulders. Kai smelled good and Tala felt closer now as he held Kai,

“It’s okay…I liked it…” he admitted shyly.

Kai smiled,

“I’m glad…”

“You smell so nice…” he hugged Kai tighter,

“You always do…of fresh tropical fruit…” he blushed too but it couldn’t be seen.

Tala was pleased Kai liked how he smelled,

“I’m glad you like it…”

The hug ended slowly,

“I’ll see you Saturday then?” Kai asked brushing some hair from Tala’s face.

Tala nodded,

“Yes…I look forward to it…” he smiled.

They said their goodbyes and Kai waited until Tala was inside before he took his leave.

Saturday Night

Tala sat down slowly on Kai’s sofa and he felt Kai sit next to him, he reached out and found Kai’s hand and held it. Kai smiled,

“Did you enjoy dinner?” he asked.

“Yes, you cook very well…” Tala complimented.

Kai nodded,

“Thank you…” he squeezed Tala’s hand.

“So how are your parents dealing with you and I?” he asked knowing Tala’s parents worried endlessly.

Tala sighed,

“They think we’re moving fast, I don’t understand how.” He shook his head.

“Maybe they don’t want you moving at all…” he said softly.

“But…I like you…I want to spend time with you as much as possible.”

Kai smiled,

“So do I…” he moved closer and turned Tala’s head to face him, kissing him gently, Tala obliging very easily and turning to face Kai more. It was their second proper kiss and Tala tried his best to do what Kai did.

Kai pulled back,

“You’re trying to hard…just enjoy it…” Kai said to him softly and Tala nodded numbly as he was kissed again.

It seemed to flow smoother when Tala allowed Kai to dominate him and caress his tongue as opposed to Tala attempting it and Tala thoroughly enjoyed the kiss more that time.

Once it ended Tala smiled,

“I’m sorry if I’m not very good…” he whispered.

Kai laughed lightly,

“Your perfect, we’ll have plenty of kisses for you to get used to it…” he said and leaned in to kiss Tala again, a little more passionately this time.

They were truly alone for the first time in Kai’s apartment and they could interact on a level more than usual.

They kissed for a further five minutes before Tala’s hand moved, it strayed from the couch over Kai’s leg and Kai opened his eyes, frowning as they kissed and watched Tala’s eyes that he’d closed this time, he felt Tala’s hand feel its ways into his crotch and he smiled curiously into the kiss and then pulled out of it,

“What are you doing…?” he asked softly.

Tala blushed and he put his head down,

“I wanted to know if…” he whispered and then he closed his eyes as if it would make him disappear.

Kai frowned not knowing what Tala meant and he look down at his crotch, he wore dark jeans, he then looked at Tala’s own jeans clothed crotch absently and he looked at Tala and lifted his chin,

“Wanted to know what?” he whispered back.

Tala opened his empty eyes and touched his hair nervously,

“If you’re…you know…” he mumbled.

Kai frowned again in slight confusion but then he thought about it and he realized what Tala meant and he blushed slightly and smiled,

“Oh…” he mumbled back.

Tala seemed to become extremely quiet so Kai shifted slowly and unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped it, he then sat in a position facing Tala and he took Tala’s warm slender hand and he placed it just under the opened part of his jeans.

Tala had gasped when he felt the flat warmth of skin and then the cold zip of Kai’s jeans, he moved a little closer and slipped his hand into Kai’s jeans until he was met with a hot warm piece of flesh,

“Is that what you wanted to know?” Kai whispered the question in Tala’s ear and he shivered.

Tala released Kai’s hardening length and pulled his hand back slowly and blushed,

“Yeah…” he admitted.

Kai started kissing his neck,

“How could you think you wouldn’t turn me on?” he asked softly.

“I just wanted to make sure…” he sighed in pleasure from the kisses to his neck.

Kai allowed his own hand to slide into Tala’s crotch and he rubbed the hardness there through Tala’s jeans and Tala emitted a low nervous sound and he shifted in small shock.

“Never been touched before have you?” Kai asked and Tala nodded and closed his legs.

“I’d like to be the first…” Kai whispered as he kissed Tala’s forehead now.

Tala’s eyes shifted around and he tried to locate Kai’s face with his hands and Kai directed his hands into to his face and Tala parted his pink lips to speak,

“I want you to be the first…” he told Kai.

“To touch you…” Kai held one of Tala’s hands.

Tala raised his eyes and Kai swore Tala could see into his eyes as he looked directly at him,

“I want you to be the first…of everything…” he said softly and Kai blinked.

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It was like a dream…a bad dream, Kai felt so completely out of place, where was his ability to be the one to control the situation.

He stood now in the doorway of his bedroom, Tala had been very upfront about what he wanted, he wanted Kai, and he wanted Kai to be his first.

Kai had been with virgins before…so it wasn’t that that scared him, it was that Tala was…different, and he really should not have seen things that way, he was only blind, he couldn’t see Kai…he’d never seen a human’s face; he’d never seen anything but darkness.

He stood silent and still as he watched Tala sitting on his bed, slowly taking off his pants, the shirt was already off and lying on the bed, Tala was attractive, he couldn’t see himself so he didn’t know, but Kai could.

It didn’t help…he was afraid to touch something so fragile…if he hurt Tala…if he did something he couldn’t explain to Tala…

“Kai…are you there?” he asked in a small and timid voice, he was obviously feeling worse than Kai was.

Kai remained leaning against the door frame, watching Tala in the light from his bed lamp as he sat in only his boxer shorts now, stiff and afraid.

“Yes…” Kai answered in a gruff voice and then cleared his throat, “…yes…I’m here.” He stated more clearly.

“Oh…” Tala responded as he stared at nothing, “…why are you standing so far away…” he paused and his breath hitched, “…you do…you do want this right…” he seemed to panic slightly and he started feeling for his clothes, “…or if you don’t…” his voice was pained and Kai had to step in.

“No…no no, of course I want this…just calm down…” Kai had approached Tala where he sat on the bed and he touched Tala’s thin shoulders lightly, leaning over him.

“Then why…why won’t you come closer…” he asked with sadness evident in his tone, his pale blue eyes unseeing as he stared at the general direction Kai was in above him.

Kai couldn’t help smile,

“I am closer…” he leaned down and pressed his lips to Tala’s gently and he slowly but surely worked the nerves out of Tala as he was kissing him, slowly laying him back onto the bed.

Several times Tala’s breath hitched when Kai moved, Kai straddled Tala body and he let his fingers run over Tala’s tummy and touch the hem of the boxer shorts.

“Do you want me to take all my clothes off?” Kai asked in a quiet voice, he was so nervous at just touching Tala that he asked such a stupid question.

Tala of course noticed none of this and he was so flustered by this mild contact as he lied on the bed, his eyes staring at the ceiling,
“Yes…please…I want to…feel you.” He mumbled.

Kai nodded for no reason and he sat up fully above Tala, pulling his shirt over his head and tossing it aside, he then moved off Tala and he saw him sit up but Kai continued to remove his shoes and jeans, once he was in his boxers he looked at Tala, who was staring just a little off from where Kai stood.

He swallowed nervously, Tala’s empty eyes, he couldn’t see a thing.

“Kai…” Tala said quietly and sort of curled into himself a little shyly.

Kai crawled back over Tala and lied him back on the bed,
“I promise I’ll try my best not to hurt you okay…” he whispered since he didn’t trust his nervousness to go unnoticed in his voice.

“I won’t mind…I know it has to hurt at least a little…” Tala reassured Kai and his warm slender hands rested on Kai’s shoulders before running down Kai’s body slowly, his fingers running over the grooves of Kai’s defined muscles and all the way to his lower abs.

He stopped his hands purely out of shyness to go any lower and turned his head away since he could feel the intense heat in his cheeks,
“You are so…” Tala couldn’t find the words to describe what he felt when he touched Kai, he thought of saying perfect but really it would sound corny even to him.

Kai leaned down and kissed him and Tala seemed to ease into it quickly as he lied below Kai, they kissed that way for a while until eventually Kai discreetly removed his boxers and then pulled apart from the kiss so he could start removing Tala’s, he noticed Tala shift as he pulled them down over Tala’s smooth legs, he obviously shaved, but Kai chose not to ask that right then.

Kai tossed them onto the floor and he looked at Tala, whose eyes were staring up to the ceiling, empty and seemingly distant, Kai swallowed nervously, he had to find away to get passed the emptiness of Tala’s eyes.

He reached down to find Tala’s hand and he took it lightly, guiding it to his length slowly and then letting Tala’s hand gently feel it, Tala’s breath caught again and Kai noticed how tentatively he touched it at first, Kai smiled, still finding Tala’s shyness endearing,
“Stroke it…like you’d do it to yourself…” he whispered as he leaned on one elbow above Tala, laying somewhat to the side and he ran a hand through Tala’s hair, looking over the soft skin and pink lips.

Tala’s head moved in a small nod and he gripped Kai’s erect length lightly and started stroking it in the fashion he was familiar with, slightly tight, up and down, massaging the tip occasionally, Tala licked at his lips slightly, being turned on by the pre cum he felt on his finger tips from Kai.

Kai watched Tala through his half lidded eyes, seeing the pleasure and shy fluster over the soft features while having that warm slender hand stroking him was very gratifying, he made a small humming noise and kissed Tala’s lips gently.

Kai trailed his hand down and placed it on one of Tala’s thin thighs, lifting the leg and spreading it before he ran his fingers over Tala’s virgin entrance lightly, the tight hole that Kai found himself getting even more aroused just thinking about being inside its firmness.

He hummed again and stopped Tala’s hand,
“That’s enough…I just needed a little lube…” he admitted and looked at the shiny smeared pre cum, it would make things easier without it being too messy.

His fingers again returned to Tala’s entrance and Tala’s lower half shifted in anticipation,
“Kai…” he said as he felt one of the fingers rubbing harder against the tight ring of muscle, working it loose for easier access.

“Yeah…” Kai mumbled as he licked his lips, gradually opening Tala up.

Tala bit his lip as the finger moved passed the first ring of muscle,
“Are you looking at me…?” Tala breathed out with a small whimper as the finger pushed into him.

Kai glanced at Tala and started moving his finger around in circles, pushing against Tala’s inner soft walls to stretch them, he looked at Tala while he did this,
“Yeah…why?”

Tala’s eyes moved around obviously trying to locate Kai’s face to the best of his ability,
“Do I look…okay…do I look ridiculous…” he asked in a very small voice, his blue eyes looking nervous.

The question caught Kai off guard, he had been nervous but now realized the full extent to which sex would be harder in some way…to know Tala’s confidence was based solely on what Kai said, not his actions because to Tala actions meant very little if he couldn’t see a face or an emotion in the next person.

Kai slipped a second finger into Tala and watched Tala’s nose scrunch up and his lips purse, his muscles were clenching on Kai’s fingers and Kai knew he wanted to feel them on his cock, but right now he needed Tala to relax, so he stroked Tala’s soft red hair, wispy against his pale forehead,
“You need to relax, don’t think so much, relax your body and let go…trust me…” he breathed against Tala’s forehead before kissing the slightly damp skin.

Tala nodded and his eyes shifted around,

“Yes…I trust…ah…ahh…” he moaned and Kai smirked, he’d found what he was looking for and Tala’s cherry red cheeks were all he needed to see to know Tala was ready.

He didn’t think a third finger would be necessary, Tala seemed to take well to the initial entrance so he just decided to go ahead,
“You look beautiful by the way…” Kai said with a genuine smile as he now leaned over Tala, spreading the sexy thin legs for his convenience and positioning himself, “…your cheeks are so red and your lips so pink…your eyes are such a bright blue…I wish you could see how beautiful you are…your skin…looks and feels so soft…” Kai elaborated softly, speaking close to Tala’s lips.

Tala made a small moaning noise from Kai’s proximity to his entrance as Kai rubbed his erection between Tala’s butt cheeks slowly,
“Please…tell me more of what you feel…I want to know…” Tala said as he stared at nothing.

Kai looked away from Tala’s empty eyes and pushed the tip of his cock against the ring of muscle that made little protest, Tala obviously relaxing himself as much as possible.

Kai went in with a bit of trouble, Tala’s hands gripping at the sheets he noticed, the delicate fingers pulling tightly and Tala’s eyes remained wide as he pursed his lips against the pain. Kai felt guilt and he had to stop it, lest he lose his erection because his mind was in too many places.

“You…feel so…tight…your skin is warm…” he focused on what Tala asked of him, hearing Tala’s breathing increase as Kai made his first thrusts, awkwardly as Tala was now resisting a little more,
“…your body is warm…” he kissed Tala’s lips, “…your mouth is sweet…” Kai kissed Tala again as he thrust faster, feeling it become smoother now as he slid in and out, he delved his tongue into Tala’s mouth and kissed him, forgetting all else.

All the while Kai kept his eyes averted from Tala’s open and empty eyes, the just stared and in the silence with nothing but their breathing it was eerie for Kai.

Tala let little moans escape his lips as every ridge of Kai’s erection moved inside and out of him, touching his sensitive nerves as it passed over the entrance.

Tala bucked his hips up at one point when Kai connected directly with his prostate and he threw his head back, his hands still fisting the sheets.

Kai kept his eyes shut, the kiss broken as Tala needed to breathe; he kept his head in the crook of Tala’s neck and thrust into Tala’s prostate hard and fast, every time Tala jerked and made a small moaning noise Kai felt the walls of Tala’s anus contract around him and he bit back the moans, he usually never was vocal during sex.

Tala started jerking frantically into Kai as he neared his climax, his mouth opening and closing and despite the pain in his lower regions his body was warming with pleasure every second closer, Kai grabbed Tala’s hair lightly, kissing him deeply to cover a moan he didn’t want to let out as his body slid against Tala’s, his tan skin against Tala’s soft pale skin, sliding with sweat. Tala’s legs tightened around Kai’s waist as he felt Kai thrust forcefully against his prostate, Tala’s jerked upward to meet Kai at that final thrust and let out a very high pitched cry of pleasure as he came, it almost sounded painful.

Kai was gripping Tala’s hair tighter, their faces inches apart and Kai breathing into Tala’s mouth, Tala doing the same to Kai, his blue eyes wide open and Kai’s shut tightly, he was still moving in and out of Tala slowly, Tala’s cum between them smearing over both of their stomachs as Kai moved within him, Tala felt the warmth from Kai between his thighs and inside him, he decided then and there that this was what he wanted, Kai felt so good inside him and he never needed anyone else.

He blinked several times, slight tears in his eyes as he unlatched the sheets and his hands found Kai’s muscular and sweaty back,
“Did you…enjoy it…you were so quiet…” Tala breathed out.

Kai opened his eyes and stopped moving inside Tala,
“I...I’m sorry…I’m not one to make noises…” Kai apologized in a shy mumble as he laid his head on Tala’s shoulder.

There was a calming effect that Tala’s pleasant laugh had over Kai and as he heard it he smiled,
“It’s alright…I was just curious…” Tala said after he’d amused himself, “…you’ve made me happy Kai.” Tala added and laid his head back, closing his eyes and smiling peacefully.

Kai lifted his head up and looked at Tala with his eyes closed, sweaty and flustered and smiling, if it wasn’t for the empty eyes…then Tala would never be considered blind, Kai thought that silently as he let Tala’s natural body aroma mixed with the smell of the sex mingle into his senses.

He could get used to it…Tala smelled good this way and other ways.

:D I updated!!!! Unbelievable! I should be on Ripley’s for this D:

Wanna know something, I forgot I even had this story here…totally spaced D:

Well anyway, I remembered now…that’s what counts ^_^;

Review please!!!