It wasn’t always you

A/N: Hinata thinks about her relationship with Neji. Go ahead and flame me, I don’t burn.

As I sit here next to you, holding your hand, I think of when you first asked me to be yours.

When I said yes I remember the look of joy on your face, and the stab of pain in my heart.

I said yes not because I truly wanted to be with you, but because I needed someone to rid me of the pain HE caused me.

I remember the disapproving glares people gave me because they knew what was going on.

I remember the look of hate on fathers face as he disowned us.

It's times like this when i squeeze your hand, to remind myself that you are still here.

When I talk you and feel your breath on my face, I think of when we first kissed, of how, for a while I pretended you were HIM.

I remember how you lost it when I refused to talk to you afterwards ,because I felt guilty.

It's times like this when I lean in to kiss you, because when you left to train, I followed you, I saw how hard you worked.

I remember how your hair became loose, and how some of it got in your face, I remember how HOT you looked.

And then I kiss you deeper as if to say I'm sorry.

I love you now, but Neji, it wasn't always you, not that you'll ever need to know.

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A/N: HIM being Naruto (just in case anyone cares)