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Author: emoTWiLiGHT
Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Reviews: 396 - Published: 06-19-08 - Updated: 10-02-08 - id:4334478

I am so sorry for the delay!! I’ve been really busy, and when I wasn’t busy, I didn’t know what to write!! Sorry!

I do not own Twilight, but I do own Daniel. Please review.

Daniel’s POV

After our little incidents, Ashleigh and I got back into our cars. I put my key in the ignition and watched as she drove away. I sat there and watched until her car completely disappeared. I didn’t know why I watched her, I knew I should be getting back to the Cullens’ house. But I suddenly had an overwhelming desire to know where she was going.

So, before I realised what I was doing, I was starting the car and following her.

Or should I say, trying to follow her. I drove where her car had been, but I couldn’t find any trace of her. Vampires drive fast, but she couldn’t be out of Washington yet. I had to find her. I just had to.

And I didn’t know why.

Ashleigh’s POV

I started to drive away, but after awhile I realised I didn’t know where I was going. I didn’t know where I wanted to go. I guess I was going to head back to my home in Seaham, but it just didn’t feel right to me.

But why not? That’s where I lived. That’s where I needed to be. But for some reason, I felt like I needed to stay in Forks a little while longer.

Why? I asked myself. Why? I brought Edward back to Bella, what else did I need to do? Okay, so maybe Daniel’s heart had been broken in the process of bringing Bella and Edward back together, but that wasn’t my fault and I didn’t need to fix it.

I couldn’t fix it; I was incapable of it. He had loved Bella and I couldn’t change that, just like no one could change the fact that I loved Caleb. I guess Daniel and I were just two broken creatures. We were meant to be together.

I’d meant for that thought to be sarcastic, but something happened when I thought it. I felt lighter, happier, like I knew what I was doing. And I couldn’t explain it. There were so many things I couldn’t explain. Confusion always got the best of me.

Well, that was melodramatic. Totally unlike me. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep thinking things that I would never think, and feeling things that I would never feel. But then I’d return to being myself again and get confused about what just happened. It was totally mind wrecking. And I didn’t 

know why I was like this. I kept on contradicting my own thoughts to the point where I didn’t even know how I felt. It was exhausting and I only wished I could sleep it off.

Instead, I pulled my car over into the forest where it would be hidden from view and decided to go hunting to take my mind off things.

Daniel’s POV

I was trying to think about where Ashleigh would go when I suddenly saw her car. It was parked in the forest, hidden from view. Humans’ view, anyway.

I pulled over next to her car. She wasn’t in it. She was probably hunting. And once I thought about it, I realised I needed to hunt too.

So I took off into the forest, hoping that I would see Ashleigh while I was hunting.

Okay, I apolgise- it’s very short and it’s kind of a filler. I’m sorry! I suppose I’m not over my writer’s block yet! But I’m not sure if it is writer’s block, I mean I know what’s going to happen for the story, but just getting to that part is hard. Sigh. Please just be patient with me and don’t hate me and trust that I will finish this story, no matter how long it takes!

Don’t review, I don’t deserve it.

Thanks to the best beta ever, though she didn’t read this chapter beforehand, she told me it was okay to do a filler chapter, and she’s convinced me not to ditch this story! So yay for Obsessed.with.writing! You know you love her, so go check out her stories! Immediately!!



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