Previously...

"I think I'll leave you here." Matsuda said seriously as he walked away. She couldn't really blame him. That L guy weirded her out too. Misa knocked on the hotel door.

5 minutes later...

MISA'S POV

tap. tap. Tap.

Her foot tapped more loudly as the time went by. Her mind started to ranting. "I know I have the right room. What's taking him so long?!"

Tap. Tap. TAP.

"It's almost like I'm eager to get in there. To see that sugarholic! That ugly footed hobbit! That life stealer!" Her taping came to a sudden halt. "Psh!" After settling down Misa heard faint foot steps from the other side of the door.

MATSUDA'S POV

Sigh.

Matsuda plopped down on the couch of his apartment. He turned his tired head a bit upward towards the phone. He glanced at the paper he took note of the orders Watari gave him of the hotels location. Matsuda glanced at the quickly jotted piece of scrap which he forgot to destroy like he was ordered.

"Midori Room 213"

Woosh! Matsuda sprung up. "Oh shit! I thought it was room 231! Oh, no! Misa!"

MISA'S POV

WHAM! A short bald man with a beer belly quickly opened the door. Misa's jaw dropped.

"FINALLY! That whore I asked for is here! Come on inside sweetie buns!"

Miss Amane turned a whole new shade of red with a fury. "MATSU, YOU DUMBASS!" Misa gave baldie a justful kick in the groin before slamming the door in his filthy face. The "I don't do nudes." girl started to stammer away.

"Misa!" She turned around to find Watari way down the hall with the room 213's door opened. She walked his way. Watari lend her into the high class hotel room closing the door behind them.

Misa turned her head left and then right. The chairs were red velvet and the carpet snow white. Thetavels were all a nice oak with fancy embroidery. "Ryuzaki will be here in a minute. I'll leave you alone to wait here. Have a seat." "Thank you." She did as she was asked and sat down on a comfy red velvety chair. The biggest chair in the whole hotel. Which little did she forget was in fact L's. Misa glanced at the floor thinking of Light and her new found sorrows, resulting in her starting to get watery eyes. L quietly slipped into the room.

He stood right infront of her. She was completely dazed. "Hello Miss. Amane."

Her head snapped up. With a dumb founded expression on her face she attempted to squeak something up. "Hi. Ryu..zaki." Her head slouched back down right after her weak attempt of a greeting.

(screw the POVs)

L gently put his hand under her chin and slowly tilted her head up. His face only 2 inches away from the melloncally women with the expression of a deer in headlights. He could feel his breathing bounce off her delicate skin and land back on him. Misa did a frightful squeak and jerked her self away to cling to the chairs armrest.

"I don't know exactly what you were told Miss Amane. But I have no intention of hurting you." She managed to slowly start to sit up. "Uh-huh" Another squeak came out of her soft lips. Glistening.

"Please scoot over to your left Misa." She obeyed. L took the spot to her right with his knees against his chest. They were rather close. But he knew this had to be done...

Misa did a sudden gasp. His arm was delicately draped over her shoulder. She couldn't form anything into words. They stayed like that for a long time. She didn't look at that clock. Hoping she would adjust to the feeling of him touching her. She knew that wasn't all he was going to feel. Misa knew he was required to go MUCH further. And she couldn't prevent that. No matter how much she wished.

Her arms were now slouching. Miss Amane started to relax. "Watari and I searched for a way out of this. Our arrangement is sealed tite. I'm sad to say." Misa let her hair fall in her face. "As much as I don't like to say this, were going to have to start sometime Amane. And I wouldn't like to force my self on you." The models head slowly rose. Misa looked into L's eyes with a deep intensity. "You would do something like that?" The look on her face was serious.

Misa didn't want to have to cry so much anymore. "Only if I have too. Rape is very unlike me." The same look stayed on her face. For once she looked like she could make your skin crawl. IT was almost as if her innocence had just been ripped away, but then, of course Light Yagami had already done so. Innocence isn't something you can get back. She knew he no longer mattered. It had been Syonara between them for days now. For good. There was no use in fighting anymore.

Misa did a little chuckle. "Do me as you wish... Nothing matters anymore."

L lightly pressed his hand on her cheek. His thumb gracing her soft lips. "A girl as pretty as you shouldn't talk like that." He was spilling out sweet words just as Light had. Hoping it would make it easier for her.

"Light Yagami wasn't your life before. You had gone living without him. It won't hurt to go without him again. It'll be more like before... Except I will be your husband."

Misa just couldn't really put anything into words. What to say, What to do? Nothing made any since. But there was one part that did... She remembered it exactly as he said it.

"Only if I have too. Rape is very unlike me."

It could happen. It probably was the only way he could go on with solving cases. At least without the government trailing him. And anyone of the few people who do know him do in fact know the great detective L would do anything to solve a case. After all, he did keep her confined for so long. Even though she didn't do anything wrong.

L interrupted her thoughts, “Forget him.” There was a long silence. Her mouth dropped.

“I'll give you a week Miss. Amane.” And with that, he left the room.

Creators Comments

This story was originally posted on my Deviant Art account (MelloHello) I was so happy with the feedback I got from the first chapter that I decided it was worth putting on You can only find the first chapter on that account. The reason why I created this story was because the lack of MisaXL fanfiction there was. And I'm rather picky with fanfiction and most I read I don't like. Fanmail and constructive criticism are all welcome.