Disclaimer: I do not own pokemon! If I did Pikachu's would fly and Blastoise would be a blue lizard with a turtle shell instead of a turtle(XD)!

Summary: Dawn had always been Paul's dirty little secret. But one day they are caught and the secret is out. What does Paul do? Lie. What is Dawn's reaction to Paul's lie? Hell on Earth. Ikarishipping! Paul is nineteen, Dawn is eighteen.

Let me know what I've done wrong
When I've known this all along

When nobody was around, they would go in a dark alley and make out. Her skin would touch the cold wall behind her, and he would press his body closer to her's, his lips inches from hers. She would smirk, wrapping one of her arm around his neck, and he would whisper into her ear, "My dirty little secret." And then he would kiss her. For years, the two have been dating, sneaking behind everybody's back, making out. Of course, nobody knew. Nobody have known about their 'Dirty little secret' until that one day...

I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Paul watched as Dawn put her clothes back on, then straighten the bed that was all messy with hundreds of wrinkles, the bedsheets all torn off and jumbled into a mess. 'Why do I waste my time with this annoying girl?' Paul asked himself. Yes, he still called his four year time girlfriend 'Annoying girl' along with many other nicknames. In his mind he may act like he's not interested in Dawn at all, but he was just lying to himself. In reality, he was crazy for her. If he wasn't, he wouldn't bother wasting his time with Dawn at all, he would have never purposely get them lost in the same forest together and end up kissing her.

Tell me all you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one who needs to know

The two walked out of the old, dirty motel they were in, holding hands. 'Arceus! All she does is complain or talk about stupid coordinating! Doesn't she ever shutup!' In his mind, she annoyed him with her complaining and coordinating talk, but he actually found it cute. Of course, he would never admit that, not even to himself. He always acted like everything about her annoyed him. Such as:

Her skirt is too short. He liked it that way.

She cried too much. It made him feel manly, and he found it cute.

Her pokemon were too weak. He just says that so his pokemon sound strong.

Her cheering was stupid. He loved her cheerleading oufit and the way she would cheer.

His thoughts were lies, his insults about her were lies, and deep inside he knew they were lies.

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty Little Secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

As they walked Dawn smiled up at him, leaning her head on his shoulder. He would act as if he was annoyed by this, but he secretly loved it. After ten minutes of walking they stopped. Dawn smiled, standing up on her tiptoes (considering she only reaches Paul's shoulders) and kissed him on the lips. Her lips had the taste of watermelon, lipgloss he suppose. Her kisses were like chocolate raindrops falling out of the sky, like rain in a dry dead-zone area, like wishes on shooting stars coming true, like the greatest of dreams coming true. Yes, that's how good Dawn's kisses were to Paul. But one little kiss and one annoying voice ruined the feeling, like glass breaking. Or in this case, secrets breaking.

"Is that Paul and Dawn kissing?" A sharp noise, like breaking glass, was heard. Paul's heart race and he swore he the devil laughing at him. His world was struck by lightning, and his world had fell into a pit of starving Carvanhas and Sharpedos just ready to tear anything into a bloody mess. Paul quickly pulled his lips away from Dawn, spinning around to see the one and only Ash Ketchum. The noise which had sounded like breaking glass turned out to be just an oversize lollipop the idiot was carrying.

"Are you two dating?" the idiot asked, his eyes wide with surprise.

He felt panic that tied his throat into a knot, keeping him from blurting out the truth. He felt his mind spin for a total of five seconds, leaving his memory blank. "What?" he blurted out.

"You and Dawn kissed, since when have you two been dating?" the moron questioned.

His throat was still in a knot, so he lied and blamed it on Dawn. "We aren't dating you fool, this annoying girl just came up and kissed me, taking me by surprise!"

"Really?" he raised an eyebrow, a frown painted across his face.

'Of course! If it wasn't Pikachus wouldn't fly and would be yellow instead of blue!' Paul thought sarcastically to himself. "Yes." Ash raised an eyebrow at Dawn who was dumbfounded.

"So... you have no feeling for Dawn?" Ash asked.

Who has to know?
When we live such fragile lives
It's the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Paul scoffed before replying, "No. All she is to me is a nuisance, somebody who gets in my path of getting stronger, and therefore wastes my precious time!"

Paul didn't really mean that, but Dawn didn't know that. She took them as his real feelings for her, considering it was possible. He always did call her annoying. She did take time away from him when they went out on dates. The dates and making out in dark alleys, and everything else they did together, did take away his 'precious time'.

She felt walls inside of her break down. The walls that kept her from being stronger, the walls that stopped her from crying as much as she use to, the walls that helped her control her anger at somebody. That wall was no more, letting all her emotions free. Her mind was in some sort of a daze, too many thoughts and emotions going through her mind at that moment, making her lose control. Her legs and arms felt wobbly, weaker that is, making it hard for her to stand. She felt pain in her heart that made her blood hot, rage running through her veins. Everything that was going on in Dawn just suddenly snapped.

Silence.

Then hell broke lose.

Tell me all you've thrown away
Find out games you don't wanna play
You are the only one who needs to know

"NUISANCE!"

Oh no.

"I get it! All I am to you is a stupid, runty little girl is it!" Dawn screamed, her face red with fury. "That's what you thought of me all this time, is it not!"

Paul was too shock by her sudden outburst to respond. The same was with Ash.

"Well, I don't have to be with someone who thinks of me that way! So tough nubs on finding another girlfriend jerk!" Dawn yelled, breaking into tears.

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty Little Secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Paul's eyes widened, her words repeating over and over again in his mind. 'Crap, no!' Paul thought to himself.

"Wait, Dawn! I didn't mean it!" Paul yelled, chasing after his girlfriend, err... I mean Ex-Girlfriend.

Why the hell did he panic, and tell such vicious lies? How could he hurt Dawn so badly? Guilty thoughts ran through his head, guilt was painted across his forehead. Heck with it, a guilt sign was being hammered into the pit of stomach! His actions screamed, 'Guilt'. Suddenly, Paul came to halt, realizing he lost Dawn.

'No.' Paul fell to his knees, slamming his fist against the hard pavement floor. 'Why!'

Who has to know?
The way she feels inside
(Inside)

"But I was going to go hang with Misty and May." Dawn announced. The statement was greeted by piercing eyes that sent chills down her spine, like an icecube being thrown down her back on an icy cold night. "B-but I could just make up an excuse why not to go..." she murmured, her eyes watering a bit. Of course, she acted like she didn't mind lying to her friend just to go out with him.

Those thoughts I can't deny
(Deny)

Selfish. That would be a perfect word to describe him on moments like those. There was no denying it. He was quite selfish when it came to Dawn. He wanted her all for himself, he didn't want to share her. Why? Because he was in love of course!

Those sleeping dogs won't lie
(Won't lie)
And now I try to lie
It's eating me apart
Trace this life back

"You got us tickets to see that! Oh my god! I wanted to see that movie! But last I remember, you called the movie stupid...?" Dawn said, raising an eyebrow, hand on hips.

"Yeah... Still do, but if you want to see it I might as will buy us tickets to see it." he replied, shrugging.

She smiled, hugging him. "Aww... Thanks! But I promised to go shopping with Zoey." she told him sadly.

"Can't you just cancel hanging with you friends just once so we can do something together?" he pleaded, doing a lame attempt at puppy dog eyes.

But he asked many more times, and she canceled hanging with her friends many more times. Soon, it became a habit and they became suspicious. Then more lies were born.

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'll just be another regret
(Just another regret)

Paul lifted his head up, and as he did, he saw a flash of blue. Dawn. "DAWN!" Paul screamed at the top of lungs, chasing after her. He saw her turn her head, then pick up speed.

"Wait! Dawn! I'm sorry!" he yelled. Suddenly, she skidded to a halt, turning around quickly.

I'll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don't tell anyone or you'llbe just another regret
(Just another regret, hope you can keep it)
My dirty little secret
Dirty little secret
Dirty little secret

"Leave me alone!" she bellowed, tears visible at the corner of her eyes. "I don't want to be with someone who thinks I'm just a waste of their time!" And once again, she ran off, but not before shoving Paul, hard, onto the hard and solid pavement.

Who has to know
Who has to know

"Dawn..." Paul whispered, breathing hard.

This is a chapter story for anyone who thinks this is a one-shot who whatever those stories are called. And before anyone gets mad and blow up at me for making another chapter story, this is only four chapters long. Actually, three with an Epilogue. (Which I already have planned out! Or at least what's going to happen in the story -')

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