Author: Siriusly Romantic PM
Remus's thought about his 'Furry Little Problem'.Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Angst - Remus L. - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 08-16-08 - Status: Complete - id: 4478719
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Disclamer: I do not own Harry Potter but I wish I do :(
I just got this idea out of no where.
Written by Siriusly Romantic
Its scary. Its scary to think of the times when I'm not in control of my own life. When someone, no, something else is taking charge of my mind and body. It frightens me.
I can wake up naked and alone somewhere in the forest not knowing how I got there. I can wake up to blood all over me and the taste lingering in my mouth.
I am happy that only a few knows the me that is monstrous. It is far from the quiet, skinny boy that everyone knows
It seems so long ago that I was only human, only man. Enjoying everything around me. Nothing to be scared of, nothing to avoid. No secrets.
I remember the times when I can just sit out and look up into the dark sky and see a beautiful orb lighting the grounds with its gentle glow. Just taking in all I can of the view.
It is different now. Though I have the company of my good friends, I cannot accept who I become. I cannot stop hating myself for the monster that I become. I am scared of myself.
It is different now. I can no longer enjoy the once breath taking view.
I can only howl at the moon.
Thanks for reading. Hope you liked it. R&R would be lovely.