So here it is. the last chapter of this sodding fan fiction. same as the previous. and would like to apologize again for all the crap I write and the mistakes I make (I made plenty in the previous chapters. so I don't think this one is better than the rest), and I apologize for making things seem to cheesy.

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March 23rd Sunday – Easter

Yesterday morning mum called to beg me to go to that sodding dinner with the family.
"Darling. You have to come" she insisted.
"I'm so sick" I said, faking (honestly, when you work with actors sometimes, you can at least learn how to fake thing), "aaaaaaa….aaaaatchi"
"don't worry, everything will be alright" she continued as if she doesn't know what sick means, "your cousin George will be there"
"mum" I shouted, then remembered that I'm sick, "who's my cousin George?"
"you know. George. Your cousin"
"I can't"
"yes you can. Stop faking being sick. You are coming to the dinner whether you like it or not. You only spend Easters with the family"
"I'm not going. I want to go back and sleep. I don't feel good. Why cant you understand?" huff
"you'll feel better. It's probably nothing. and don't worry, you don't have to feel okay in order to just sit"
"okay" I said eventually to shut her up, "I'll try my best to come" and I hanged up.

Then at night. of course I went to Alice's.
mum rang me 8 times before I left and so I turned my mobile off.

When I arrived to Alice's party, no one was there yet, except Alice was still cooking and Jasper was out to buy few drinks.
"Edward is coming right?" I asked.
"yes. He is" she grinned.
"need any help?" looking at the filled plates with weird things.
"I'm done"

"I'm moving to live with Emmett!" announced Rose as she came in.
And Emmett was behind her, carrying that sort of smile that says "I'm the man"

then all the others came except Edward. We started without him of course, since every body was starving.
And after I came out of the loo I found Edward sitting trying too hard to eat. I wanted to talk to him, but he was surrounded by the guys, who were asking him all sort of stupid questions. I wanted to show him that I exist, so I passed in front of him, and then stopped, he has noticed me, he looked deep in my eyes, and then turned back to Emmett who was asking him about something related to time traveling.

Then Jasper suddenly figured what toast is and got all our attention.
"it's a little bit late for a toast.. but now everybody is here. I would like to thank everybody for being here today, I hope you like the food my wonderful Alice has cooked. And would like to take the chance of this dinner to tell you something, very important to us.
First of all, I would like to thank Joseph who insisted that I should go out with Alice" he turned to a weird looking bloke who sitting at some corner at the table, who gave him a wink like the cartoons do, "and would like to announce that", he continued, "Alice and I are engaged"
"yes" said Alice excited, "we are"
"we figured that we are already living together for two years, quit a long time really, so, we are getting married"
"and I want you Bella and Rose to be my bride maids"
Rose and I just nodded happily.
and then the rest of the evening just went on how all of us just happy that Alice is going to get married. And how everything is working so well for everybody except for me.

Edward completely ignored me for the rest of the evening. 'T Was unbelievable. He talked to everyone but me. Until I begged Alice to give me something to offer him, eventually she made me offer him a drink. And I thought that was the best thing. I looked for some wine (closer thing to blood), and approached him.
"Can I tempt you with a glass of wine?" I asked with a law voice.
"No. Thanks" he said, trying to ignore me.
"it's RED" I insisted.
"Alright" he grinned, and took it, and as I was trying to find some words to start a conversation he turned away.

It was already 3 am when he wanted to leave. And Alice noticed that he hadn't talked to me at all. So she immediately said "will you give Bella a ride home?"
He couldn't refuse and so he gave me a ride home, which lasted only 2 second, and I couldn't speak to him until we've arrived.
"Edward" I called, when was about to disappear, "What is the matter with you?"
"Me?" he asked as he was getting out of the car, "what's the matter with me? "Nothing"
"Then why you despise me? A week ago, everything was brilliant. What happened to you today?"
"I'm sorry. I can't explain"
"yes. You can. What have I done?"
"Nothing"
"then why you've been ignoring me?"
"after I got rid of James, I figured it's better that I should keep a distance from you"
"why you would ever do that though. Why?"
"Because ever since I started being around you. You've been in danger, and I cant bare that. I'm a filthy vampire. You don't bloody deserve me"
"ever since you've been around me, I've been safe. Because of you I'm safe"
"it's not going to last Bella"
"but. Edward. I don't want you to leave"
"I must"
"then why you came for dinner. You should have gone and saved all the trouble"
"I wanted to say my final goodbye to you"
"And that's how you did it? By fucking ignoring me".
"then you want this?" he asked and immediately pressed his mouth on mine, and kissed me passionately that made me forget I was alive (I'm being a little bit poetic)
"please don't go" I begged when he stopped and was about to leave.
"I should Bella. I should"
"no you shouldn't"
"I can't Bella. I'm not a human. this is wrong"
"who said that?"
"I just did"
"so. You'll just leave?"
"I guess I will"
"so you don't love me or care for me"
"I do love you. Can't you see? Are you that stupid?"
"So I'm stupid?" I whispered to myself.
"No. you're not. If you wanted to know. I'm the one that has been so stupid. I made you love me and now I'm going to break your heart"
"you are"
he grinned.
"Edward. I don't want to you to go. Stay. Please"
"I can't Bella. Must go"
then he turned very slowly into his car and drove, slowly (which was awkward).

I stood outside for few moments, hoping he might come back, but he didn't so I went upstairs to my flat sat on the couch and went into tears.
Five or ten minutes later, I found Edward starring at me from the window. I thought I was imagining, but he immediately approached me and started kissing me so passionately.
"don't cry" he murmured, "do anything but cry"
"you were leaving" I said while he was wiping my tears away.
"I can't leave you"
"why?"
"I haven't made love to you yet"
so he kissed me, picked me up in his arms, carried me off into the bedroom, and did all manner of things I waited for a long time.

They say you'll never forget your first time. Certainly won't.

I wanted to finish the last chapter here. but I thought of adding an extra scene. more like an epilogue. you don't have to read the rest. it's crap.

Later On

I woke up at noon, Edward was starring at me.
"morning" I said in this childish lazy tone, "what are you doing?"
"Starring at you" he replied.
"Why?"
"caus I like it"
"mmm"
"made you breakfast"
"what? you can cook?"
"Yeah. Why not? Just because I don't eat doesn't mean I don't cook"
"mmm. Can we stay in bed for a while?"
"How long is a while? You don't want to eat?"
"Why eating? Food is a horrible thing that makes people fat"
"if it makes you look this way, then you should eat"
"mmm" he leaned in and started kissing me.
Eventually he dragged me to the kitchen and made me eat, even he did eat.
After we've finished eating, we've decided to go out. After all it was Easter day. not like I do anything in this particular day, but if it was entirely up to me I would stay in bed with him.
Before we went out we started snogging on the couch, until we've heard a buzz (from downstairs at the door)
"It's your mum" he said.
"How do you know?"
"I just read her mind"
"oh. Can you hear from that far?"
"Sometimes"
the buzz went again.
"hufff" and I went angrily to the intercom.
"hello darling"
"mum?"
and I pressed the button, when she came up I unlocked the door, and she came in, looked at Edward, who immediately said "delighted to make your acquaintance Mrs. Swan, I'm Edward Cullen"
"I can see you got better Bella" she turned to me.
"she did" said Edward, "All she had to do just stay in bed all night, don't worry Mrs. Swan, she's alright now"
"yeah" I said, "Edward stayed and took care of me"
"anyway, I brought you soup"
"thanks mum"
I hate home made soup, specially the one made by mum, I really have no idea why, but I don't like it.

"Mrs. Swan" said Edward again, well, its easy for him to see what mum is thinking, "I'm sorry that I couldn't make Bella feel better yesterday, she was unable to move from her bed, I wanted to come with her to her uncle's party, you know, to take care of her, but she stayed in bed, and look at her today, she's feeling so much better".
"That's fine young man," grinned mum, "I really appreciate your help in taking care of my daughter"
"the pleasure is all mine. I thought her cousin George will be coming out with you"
"how do you know George?"
"Bella has told me, oh, she speaks a lot of her family", (really?) "and she wanted to come to that party, but she couldn't. Oh I'm so glad we finally met."
"Oh. Young man, you flatter me" my mum blushed.

Then she dragged me to the kitchen alone.
"who is THAT?" she asked.
"Edward" I said, "My boyfriend"
"why you never told me you've got one"
"Well, when he came yesterday, to well, take care of me, he accidentally asked me out. And you know, I cant say no to him"
"oh dear. I'm delighted".
"You should be"

After staying an hour boring me to hell of the particulars events of last night, she buggered off and left us alone. Edward has deiced to take me out for dinner somewhere very expensive. He took me to Rose Del Mari (somehow rings a bell), then afterward we came back to my flat. Etc. etc. etc

anyone cares to read more? a sequel perhaps? "Isabella Swan- the Edge of reason"?. mmmm... maybe next year.

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