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Chapter 10

Later that night Chuck was sitting in the living room next to the fire when Blair came to sit next to him.

“Hey, what are you doing here?” Blair said

“Hey yourself, I am just thinking.” Chuck simply said

“About what? If you don’t mind me asking

“About you, about the love that I feel for you that love that keeps growing without any intention of ever stopping.”

“No, I already told you. You have to stop loving me, I don’t deserve it.”

“And I already told you that I can’t and I never will. I love you simply as it is.”

“I love you too, but I can’t be yours the way you want, the way you deserve.” Blair confessed

“I don’t care; I will have to live with that, no matter what I will wait. I know it’s hard for you to love me like that but I can live with the idea that you love me.”

“Chuck I ...”

“Shhh, don’t say anything please, just say that you will marry me.”

“Chuck I don’t know what to say.” Blair whispered

“Say yes, I know that it’s early but I can help you. I can help you became the woman you deserve to be. By my side you can be what you really are.”

“Chuck, I will marry you. I promise that I will do everything I can to make you happy.”

Chuck was so happy that he jumped to kiss her on the lips. They shared their first real kiss, the kiss became a full make out session, but then Chuck pulled away before she could do that. Chuck knows that she still has issues trusting man, and he also knows that it’s his fault.

A few months after

Everything was ready, even Blair was ready for the big day. Who would have taught? The church was decorated with white flowers and candles.

Eric was the one supposed to pick Blair up to take her to the church where she was going to unite her soul to the one of her lover.

“Blair?” Eric said to Blair who was looking in the mirror for the last time as an unwed woman

“Yeah. Just one second Eric.”

“That was what you said last time.”

“This time I meant it. To prove it to you, let’s go, come on what are you waiting for.”

The drive to the Church wasn’t long. Everyone was already there waiting for the angel. As soon as Blair got to the Church everyone stood up and looked at the bride but for Blair the only eyes that counted were Chuck’s.

The ceremony was over with the wows been said.

Chuck and Blair left for Barcelona right after the ceremony ended. It was a simple one only with family members and friends.

Later that night

(Please pretend that they arrived at eight o’clock at night in Barcelona.)

Chuck and Blair were walking down the bridge still in their clothes from the morning. Blair looked like an angel in the night wearing her white dress.

“You are gorgeous.” Chuck said to his wife

“Thank you. Thank you for making me feels this way.”

“It’s my pleasure. Are you scared?”

“Why should I be?” Blair asked

“I meant if you are nervous because of tonight.” Blair finally realized what he was talking about and she gave him the words that expressed what she really felt

“No, I trust you. You are not like him.”

‘Yes I am’ Chuck said in his mind

“Come on princess.”

Chuck and Blair arrived at his suit, the suit he brought after that night. This was a place where he could be alone with his thoughts.

“I love you Blair.” Chuck whispered in her ear

“I love you too.” And she kissed him hard on his mouth. Chuck led her to the bed where he could spend the first night with her, the first night which he could remember.

Next morning

Blair was having her nightmare again but this time the moment she woke up she was his face in the dream

Chuck was still sleeping when Blair started screaming.

“Blair are you okay?”

“Baby are you okay?”

“You. It was you.” Blair said with tears in her eyes

“Blair!” chuck yelled but Blair already got out of the bed and ran away

Chuck put a pair of pants on and ran after her. She went on the beach and she stopped when she taught that chuck was far away, but he was right behind him.

“Chuck!” Blair said and took him in her arms after a few seconds after she realized that the man wasn’t him just someone who looked just like him

“Blair I am sorry. I am so sorry.”

“Why? You didn’t do anything. I am sorry that I ran. I know that it wasn’t you. Right?”

They stood a few second in complete silence until chuck started talking again.

“Blair I am sorry…” And Blair started running again...

And this time he let her run because he knew that he could not do anything to stop her without her hating him.

But a few second later he saw her fallen on the beach, so he quickly took her in his arms and to their apartment.

“Blair are you okay?”

“Chuck, what happened? Please tell me that everything was just a dream.”

“No can do. I am really sorry Blair. You have to believe me. If I could I would go back then and not repeat my mistake.”

“I want to believe you but I can’t. You destroyed me.”

“Blair, we will talk later. You should sit down and try and stay calm. You fainted and that is not normal. I am going to the pharmacy down the street and buy you some medicine, okay?”

“Okay.” Blair said. As soon as he was out the door Blair tried to stand up on her own and leave. She got out in front of the building but not before taking her papers and some cash with her.

“To the airport” she said after getting into a taxi

“Yes miss.” Thank God people learn English at schools all around the world.

When chuck arrived at the felt Blair was already gone. He looked for her in every corner of the apartment and he still couldn’t find her. Then he knew she would be one for good. For the first time since that night chuck felt like drinking. He never drank after that day because the memories were killing him and if he got drunk they will be ten times worse.