I'm glad everyone loved waxing Emmett, I love to inflict pain sometimes.

READ PLEASE: I'm really sorry, but this chapter is going to be sad, dark, violent, graphic, fierce. ((part of the M rating)) Please don't read (past the bold) if you easily get offended, or are under 15 or 16, REALLY someone gets hurt and not in a good way. Please understand what I'm saying, I don't want anyone to get nightmares or blame me for anything. This is part of the story and I hope it will make ExB world stronger.

Maybe I am over-reacting but I thought I should warn all my lovely readers.

I have just watched tristan and isolde, and just like when I watch armageddon, a walk to remember and ladder 49 (to name a few) I balled my eyes, out so maybe you can understand, I like to inflict pain on things but they have a happyish ending. (my crying shows a good film, always)

And by the way I started writing this, in the dark with my laptop as the only light, after midnight on the (the morning) 8th february, my birthday. God I need to get out more.

Songs to listen to, while avoiding the chapter or to brighten up you life after...

Lily Allen- F#ck You Very Much

Lady GaGa- Boys Boys Boys

MGMT- Kids

Kevin Rudolf- Let It Rock

Kelly Clarkson- My Life would suck without you

I hate This Part

Bella

After inflicting the greatest pain on Emmett, which had us all creasing in laughter, we got down to serious pamper time. We also moved to the haven of my own room, in the end as Emmett was constantly boycotting us, either by tripping us up, or coughing, nudging us while we were adding nail polish. Idiot! But Jasper and Edward did keep visiting us, with drinks, snacks and the latest updates of Emmett being in a mood.

I have to say this week had been pretty good, well there has been some ups and downs, but I'm focusing on the good things. Edward nearly kissing me, Edward staying in my room when I was ill, us waxing Emmett. Oh, the fun! But, I felt that everything was to good to be true, sometime very soon things were going to fall flat on their face and I wouldn't be able to stop them.

-xoxoxoxox-

"Edward, come on we're going to be late. You can face your dad and explain why." As usual I was sat on the bottom step twiddling my thumbs waiting for someone. This time it was edward, work again. It was Thursday, we both had had a boring week so far at work or university, so now we were going to work a bit more.

"Well if you didn't drive so frigging slow, we would get there in time." He replied jogging down the stairs behind me, and then resting his hands on my shoulders. Edward experienced my driving on Monday night, when we went shopping, wait until he experienced Alice's driving. Its kind of like being in a hamster wheel, somehow, that's how I feel anyway. Thank god, I didn't need to buy anything embarrassing, I'll just do that on my way back from work.

"Come on then, you can drive next time." I stood up, curling my hand around my keys and smiled round to him, "I promise."

"You know you prefer my driving anyway," Edward said climbing into my Peugeot.

"To Alice's driving, yes I do. I feel like we are going to roll around the corners with her, instead of driving."

He laughed at me, but he should take me seriously, because she is like a pixie, in a car.

The rest of the journey to the bar was filled with me humming to Lady Gaga on my CD, however it felt a bit like Big Brother, every time I looked over into my left mirror, I could feel Edwards turquoise green eyes following me or checking me out. Whatever, he was doing, he should really wait until I'm stood up to get a better view.

"Morning Bella," Carlisle called over to me, when we arrived. Obviously, it was 6pm in the night.

"Edwards fault. No seriously it was."

"Yes, Dad. It was my fault, I let Bella drive. Never again." He laughed, to himself as he moved behind the protection of the bar.

"Fuck You, Edward Cullen. You'll be walking home, if your not careful."

"God, Bitch Much, Bella." A deep voice came from behind me.

I turned round, "Emmett, didn't you learn not to mess with me, from Sunday night, or do you want another go tomorrow night."

"I'm working again tomorrow night." Emmett grinned to himself, thinking he was safe.

"It won't stop me."

Emmett pointed at Edward and then the kitchen, Where Esmes could be seen through the little window in the door. "Your in the kitchen, bro. Watch this demon, keep her on a leash."

"Emmett Cullen, I thought you were 24, not 12," Esme called from the kitchen door, "You will be in the kitchen too, if your not careful, staff are dropping like flies."

"Bella, I apologise. Wax me, any time."

"Really?" I was a little surprised.

"No. I only grant you permission to inflict that on Edward, he needs to find out what he's missing."

I felt my face heat up and a loud coughing came from behind me.

-xoxoxoxox-

"You sweep and mop, I'll take the bins out." I called out picking up my jacket and the bin bags next to the door.

It was knocking on 11pm, most of the eating customers had left and there was only a few regulars milling around, along with a few random-ers who just didn't want to move. I pulled on my jacket, which I had grabbed before picking up the bags, and wrapped it around me. Cringing at the cold winter breeze that hit me, as I opened the back door.

I ran over to the industrial bins at the other side of the car park, trying to get back inside as soon as possible and heaved the bags into the bins. I was about to turn back round to the bar, when hands grabbed my hands and held them behind my back, another flew up to my mouth.

I was about to say, something like, 'Very funny Emmett, now let me go,' but as I started to get dragged behind the bins and that, was when I realised that it wasn't Emmett, Edward or anyone I did know.

He pushed me against, the wall behind the bins, (in response a few ribs made an awful cracking sound), "Don't make a sound, or things are going to get a lot worse for you." He whispered roughly in my ear, while he wrapped a scarf, a rope or something around my wrists, securing them behind my back and then threw me to the hard floor. Which made my chest hurt even more.

His face was to dark to make out any features on his face, but I recognised him somehow. His smell, his mannerisms, his voice, his rough stubble which grazed my cheek. I wanted to scream but his hand still covered my mouth, while he hovered over me. His hand moved away from my mouth allowing, me to make a small squeak, before being masked over with what felt like wide tape. I couldn't move my lips at all.

"Your even more sexy now, your scared. Not so cocky now, are you."

It was that git from last week, the one that tried hitting on me until Jasper and Emmett came along. Now I only wish someone would come and rescue me.

He grabbed the bottom of my shirt and ripped it up the middle, so now it was more of a cardigan (without buttons or a zip) than anything else. It was cold, but I was more worried about his next actions, than the weather conditions.

I squirmed on the floor as he went for the button of my trousers. He slapped across my left cheek, but that wasn't going to stop me. He slapped me again, but this time more across my eye, that was going to bruise. Still even the intense pain across the left side of my cheek wasn't going to stop me (neither were my painful ribs). I continued to squirm, until he heavily sat on my legs, which soon felt numb under his weight,a long with my arms and hands with my both of our weights.

Lying there, under his mass of weight while he was trying to get my trousers off without moving himself. I couldn't really move at all, my legs, arms, back and hands hurt, the only thing I could do was listen to cars go past on the nearby road, look into his evil eyes and think. Think, of what this dirty scum-bag was going to do to me, how perverted he actually was and when would this end. Would it ever end?

If this guy, like bondage, I really would hate to be the normal girl, she must be in intense pain.

He inched down my trousers as he slide down my legs, until they were around my knee. All this time all I could do was stare at him, and hope me looking in this way, would somehow change his mind.

He sat there, still on my thighs, his eyes boring into the back of my head, he wasn't going to stop was he?

I closed my eyes, tightly, when I saw him start to undo his jeans. This wasn't going to stop, was it?

My body tightened as I felt his cold hands, on the top of my legs. For gods sake, someone help me!

I cut myself off to the world as I felt him, thrust into me and then moan deeply. Please stop! I whimpered, tears started to build up in my eyes, not being able to escape.

"Bella?"

"BELLA?"

I felt him, move closer to my face, and whisper, "Hmm, Bella. What a sweet name. Just as sweet as..."

"Get off her, you jerk!" His weight was immediately thrown from my body, letting me curl up into a ball on my side. I still didn't dare open my eyes. My whole body ached in pain.

"Bella, Its Edward. Open your eyes, please Bella. Your safe now, Emmett has the creep." A warm coat was laid over my cool body and the ties around my wrists were loosening up. "Mum, she's freezing."

"The ambulance and police are coming, but we shouldn't move her. I'll go and find another coat or something."

"Bella, your safe. Open your eyes." I shook my head a little, stopping when I felt a warm thumb, graze the cheek which which was slapped. "What has he done to you?"

-xoxoxox-

Edward

He was hovered over her body thrusting into her, without a car in the world. It was hard to watch, I wanted to turn back around and run. It's something no-one should see first hand, and definitely something you wouldn't want yourself.

"Get off her, you jerk!" Emmett threw himself over the 'jerk' pulling him off Bella and easily pinning him against the wall. I ran towards a curled up bella closely followed by my mum. Her eyes we closed tightly, like she would never open them and her body stiffly curled up.

"Bella, Its Edward. Open your eyes, please Bella. Your safe now, Emmett has the creep." I threw my coat over her, and started to loosen the tight knot behind her back. I look up to Esme, "Mum, she's freezing."

"The ambulance and police are coming, but we shouldn't move her, just in case. I'll go and find another coat or something."

"Bella, your safe. Open your eyes." She shook her head, her cheek catching the nearby torch, high-lighting her cheek and eye. I brushed my thumb over the cheek, "What has he done to you?"

I moved round to her other side, and gently started pulling at the tape over her mouth, "If you wanted to wax off your upper lip, you should have asked Rosalie" I joked with her, hoping that she would smile, or feel better. When all the tape had gone, she stretched her lips a little into a small pout, still closed her eyes.

Minutes passed as I sat there with a freezing Bella, god knows what Emmett was doing, I only hoped that the idiot would rot in hell.

Both Esme and Carlisle flittered around making sure we were warm and giving us updates.

The emergency services arrived and bundled Bella into the Ambulance, I tried my hardest to jump in with her to keep her company, but Esme went instead telling me to follow. I suppose Esme, would have been better to go, she would know more about, what to do and how to react.

Carlisle followed in his car, along with Emmett and I. Emmett rang up Alice (who was with Jasper) and Rosalie to fill them in, on what had happened, while I sat there in the passenger seat in a slight daze.

-xoxoxox-

Sitting in the waiting room, was painful. Bella didn't belong in here, in ER. It was full of drunks, druggies, stupid people who had fallen out of windows and such like. I sat in the waiting room twiddling my thumbs, waiting for some news, Alice, jasper and Rosalie, who were all on there way. Esme, was still with Bella and with the other two coming I don't think I would actually get any time with Bella. To say how sorry I was about letting her go out with the bins out, sorry for being such an idiot over the past couple of months that I have known her and...

...that I Love Her, and Want Her!

"Edward, Hey man. Wake up!"

"Huh, what;s up has something happened to Bella?" I sat up in the seat, still in the waiting room. Emmett was sat next to be nudging me awake.

"No man, she's fine. Well, she has a few broken ribs, but she's smiling and cracking jokes." He smiled to himself, at something he was replaying in his head.

"So, you've seen her?" I asked nearly jumping out of my seat

"Yes, we went in with the girls, but I soon got pushed back out the door. She's been moved up to a ward and will have to stay in tonight maybe two."

"Why didn't anyone wake me up?"

"Dude, your pretty cut up about this aren't you? I seriously don't think she's going to move much. Anyway, so the nurses say that she should have someone she knows to stay with her tonight just in case she wakes up. None of use can stay with her, because we have to get up early to work. So would you be able to stay?"

I nearly jumped again and punched into the air. Yeah, I was sad that she had got hurt, it shouldn't have happened, but I was gad that all my friends had to get up early, so I was the next best person.

-xoxoxoxoxox-

Bella

Esme is a wonderful woman, she is better than my own mum. I love my mum but she just isn't as motherly as Esme. Esme cares, Renee is more like a teenager at heart, she wants the latest gossip and is more of a matchmaker with bad results. She held my hand throughout the ambulance journey, and while the doctors, worked there magic fingers on me.

Carlisle rang the my parents up, apparently Charlie was more worried, more than my own mum, but I expected that. However, the downer with Carlisle ringing was, that he couldn't really say no, to my mum asking if I would be going down south for Christmas.

I was taken up to a ward, after doctors and nurses from the hospital and the police had finished poking and sticking things in places around my body. Not, something we all want to feel. Esme came with me closely followed by Carlisle, who filled me in on the conversation with my parents.

Emmett and Jasper came came up to check on me with Alice and Rosalie, who stayed with me to chat for a while. Not that I had much to say I was tired, shattered, I just wanted to go home, curl in my own bed and watch re-runs of friends. With a box of malteasers and maybe frequent visits from Edward.

He could make me feel better, his voice, his eyes, his smile.

Although, while I was laying there earlier tonight, I just wanted to hide I didn't want him to see me all broken and sad.

"Hey Bella, how y'a feeling?" Emmett asked as he entered the room and gave me a large hug. I looked behind him to see jasper, Alice and Rosalie giving me forced smiles. Trying to look happy for me, reassuring me that everything was okay, when really it wasn't.

"I'm good. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be depriving you guys of your sleep. You all have to get up early in the morning."

"Emmett, Jasper go back down to the waiting room, ask Edward about you know what," Alice might as well as pushed them out of the door, she was that abrupt with them.

"What was that about?" I asked Alice when the guys had left and were out of ear-shot.

"Nothing for you to worry about, Bella. Just concentrate on getting better, I'm a little worried on how, alice is going to cope without you cooking."

"I think she will live, some how Rosalie." I nodded weakly at her, I was knackered, and couldn't be bothered to think properly, it was three in the morning for gods sake. To be honest, Alice would never starve, I think she secretly did know how to cook, it was all just an act. At night she creeps downstairs and cooks full meals just for herself, I still couldn't figure out what happened to the food. She was tiny, and definitely not fat.

My friends were still hanging around, making sure I was okay, when all I really wanted to was close my eyes and dream happy dreams. So far, every time I even blinked I saw his disgusting face leering at me.

"Guys, you should really go home and get some sleep. I'm fine here, I'll still be here tomorrow and I just want to get some sleep, myself."

"We will stay until you fall asleep." Alice replied to me, despite being small she was also quite strong and forced me further into the crappy hospital blankets.

I closed my eyes, and tried to think happy things, but each time they got tainted with the dark stories from that past hours. It was hard, and every time I scrunched my eyes, trying to change the channel or something.

"Give me your hand, Bella. It might help, so you don't feels so alone."

I freed my hand from the depths of the covers, and Rosalie's warm hand took it and started to rub soothing warm circles on to the top of my hand.

-xoxoxoxoxox-

Edward

"Thanks, so much Edward, for staying with Bella. I want to myself, but I need to get up really early in the morning to go to Leeds." Alice said from one side of Bella, she was resting her head on Bella's bed, watching her eye lashes flicker every so often.

"I would too, but the managing director is in tomorrow, and it would look really bad if I wasn't there before him." Rose was sat at the opposite side, holding onto Bella's hand, watching her reactions to.

Rose stood up, "here take her hand, it has helped her so far. When she wakes up tell her I will, come over to see her after work and whatever else you want to say." The last part was whispered so only I could hear, Rose smiled at me, giving a boost of confidence. Bella asleep, or awake really did make my legs turn to jelly, no-one had ever had this effect on me.

"I know you will look, after my Bella. You did last week, a great job and I think she loves you for that. More than you know, Edward." Alice stood up and wandered over to me giving me a hug, without moving my closely interlinked hand. Which I would never let go until I was told to by Bella.

Both Rosalie and Alice walked backwards towards the door, where jasper and emmett were waiting.

"Bye, see you tomorrow, both of you." Alice whispered, I think it was starting to become hard to look at Bella. The bruises were starting to darken much more around her eyes, deep finger marks and scratches were visible on her arms.

They both waved a little, and then walked out of the room. I was sat there for a few minutes just staring at our interlinked hands, she held them so firmly and yet she probably thought I was still Rosalie.

A few more minutes passed and I got the courage to look at her face, it was hard to look the first time, I instantly wanted to tear away. Her cheeks were bruised along with her eye, her lips cracked and chapped, it was too hard to look at.

I stared at our hands more, they entwined together perfectly, like they were meant to be like this.

"Bella, come on girl. From this be strong, your going to pull through this, forget it. It will be a distant memory that you should put to the back of your head. You are an amazing girl, too good for any ordinary guy, no-one ever appreciates the real you."

I looked up to see, if her sleeping face showed any emotion, if she had woken up, just to hear me tearing my heart out.

"Bella, I love you and I have done since that first night in the club. No, when you ran into me in starbucks."

Sorry it has taken so long, I lost a little interest and things have been hectic and depressing at home and college but I will finish the whole thing soon. Things, will getter calmer In about a month, so no I'm not likely to be dead. I don't think. 8-l Might have a little break between things I'm not sure.

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