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Chapter Two - So Confused

I finally arrived home after my horrible trip to Forks. I'm even surprised that I made it home safely. My mind has been clouded up with so many different thoughts, actually just one thing. Edward Cullen. That freaking guy who's been in my mind the whole drive home.

I shut the rusty door behind me and made it into the house. I tore off the tie that was around my neck and threw it at the laundry room. I walked into the living room and saw my father watching TV. He looked over at me and smiled, hoping that his plan worked.

I just rolled my eyes at him and said, "Pay up," as I walked in my room.

I shut my door behind me and fell onto the bed backwards. Throwing my tie in the corner, I just looked up at the ceiling for the rest of the night until I slowly fell asleep.

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I woke up in the morning still dressed from last night, shoes and all. Wow, I really must have wanted to get away from those thoughts if I fell asleep like this. I kicked off my shoes and walked out of my room, seeing the sunlight outside. I looked at the clock and it said it was noon. I slept in that long?!

But I still couldn't get Edward Cullen out of my head. What's wrong with me? I like Bella, a lot. That's the one and only person I really care for that way, or at least I thought so. His face was like a nightmare to me, inescapable. But it never once scared me, well the thought of why it's there is scaring me, but not the actual image.

I had to go see Bella, maybe that will help get this out of my head. Charlie would be happy, also, to see me. But I just can't march in uninvited. I just don't know what to do.

I can never do anything right, can I?

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I know it isn't much, and it was a lng update, but Jacob doesn't have that big of a part until Edward leaves. Which should be the next chapter. And I've been working on other projects, sorry everyone!!

-- Jasmine Delilah - Renesmee