Pain After Death

Part Two

He clutched his chest screaming into the night. He had killed her. It was his fault- all his fault. If he hadn’t come into their life then none of this would have happened. He was going to be scorched by hell’s fire.

No! It wasn’t his fault, it wasn’t! It was the girl’s fault. He didn’t force her to kill herself. He didn’t do it.

Yet, he was the one that caused the motion in the female to do it.

No, it was not on his shoulders the blame should fall. She was trying to kill him from her grave. She was mocking him, making him feel guilt.

How could he think such things about such a sweet girl? He knew in his heart it was his fault and he was the one to blame.

Falling to his knees he wept. He knew he would taste hell’s fire and deserve it. Bringing up the gun he had dropped on the ground earlier, he pressed it under his chin.

He had already cost a girl her life. The least he could do before travelling to the Devil’s domain was end his life before he could destroy anything else.

He stared down at the polished stone with a blank face. He was never one to show many emotions. On the inside, he was dying. The woman he had once loved had her name carved on the stone. He set down the red roses he held in one hand on top of the stone.

After speaking a few soft words he walked over to another stone whose owner’s funeral had taken place only a few days before. The stone belonged to a male who his heart ran wild for. He had foolishly tried to keep both his loves and ended up costing both their lives. He set the giant sunflowers on the male’s grave.

He was now all alone in the world. It seemed everyone he ever cared about had left him. Was death so much easier than life? He had nothing left to live for. No one left to enjoy life with.

He shook his head and made his way to his car. He needed to stop thinking; it was leading to places he would rather not go. He knew he was responsible for both of their deaths, but if he thought about it, he would break.

He drove his car slowly not really paying attention- his mind was foggy. He stopped when the lights flashed red indicating the intersection was in use. He didn’t quite understand why after coming to a complete stop that he stomped on the gas to shoot in front of an oncoming semi-truck. His heart bled out before he even understood what he had done.

He smiled looking at the first girl that every treated him like other guys- the first girl that saw him and not his weight. He laughed when she punched his arm in a playful manor. They had been dating for six months, and he decided to take her to a nice dinner for their anniversary of sort.

Lowering his head he kissed her gently on the lips, “I love you.”

The female blushed before whispering and “I love you too” back at him.

They stood at the cross walk waiting for the light to switch and show it was safe to walk. Wrapping his arms around her, he nuzzled his face into her shoulder.

A loud crunching noise brought both of their attention to the street in front of them.

The boy knew that he could run in time to get away from the car that was spinning towards them after colliding with a semi-truck. However, he didn’t make a move to run. Instead he grabbed hold of the girl that he so desperately loved and threw her out of the way.

Her scream was the last thing he heard before the raging vehicle rammed into him before crushing into a wall- the boy pinned between the two.

There was only a slight burning pressure before everything just disappeared.

A/N: Just a little bit more on this. Trying to clear my head. Any guesses on the people?