CHAPTER 19

FORGET THIS MOMENT

The next morning at the Chaotix, Shadow explained how the end of the mission had went and everyone was shocked and relieved that Shadow and Espio had made it back alive.

“Wow!” Charmy spoke excitedly. “It’s weird how some people would have such a deep hatred about something and take it way too far!”

Rouge embraced Shadow in happiness, “I’m just glad that you’re all right, Shad. I never knew the mission would get so dangerous.”

The hedgehog sighed with exhaustion from last night, “Yeah...me neither.”

“Well at least no one will have to worry about the killer anymore”, Vector had spoken as he turned to Shadow. “At least you’re done with the undercover shit. I know you’re happy that you don’t have to hang around a bunch of queers anymore.”

Espio gulped with his eyes focusing on a careless Shadow.

“Yeah”, the hedgehog spoke apathetically. “I’m...glad.”

Espio could tell from Shadow’s expression that he was not as happy as everyone thought him to be.

After everyone left from the Chaotix, Shadow decided to hang out at Espio’s house to talk to him more about their situation. They were both sitting on Espio’s bed discussing what would happen with them next.

Shadow sighed heavily with him not facing Espio. “Es? Now that the whole mission’s over, I’ve been thinking about some things.”

The chameleon arched an eyebrow and turned to him, “Things? What things?”

“About...me”, he spoke sadly. “I haven’t seen or heard from Jake in a while and I’ve been wanting to tell him that I’m just...done.”

“Done?” He repeated blankly. “With what?”

The hedgehog turned to the confused chameleon, “With me...being a bisexual.”

He had thought that if Shadow had stopped himself from seeing any guys again, he thought that Shadow was thinking that he was self proclaiming himself being a straight guy again. Part of him wanted Shadow to be straight again and another part of him didn’t want him to. “Oh...I see.”

The hedgehog placed his hand on the chameleon’s. “Don’t get me wrong Espio, but I can’t take it anymore...hiding from Rouge like this is killing me from the inside out.”

Espio nodded, “...I understand, Shad. You...you do what you want.”

Shadow formed a small smile and was glad that Espio took what he wanted to do well. “Thanks, Es.”

“So...it’s over now? You and me?”

The hedgehog made a nod, “Yeah. I think we make better friends than lovers. Don’t you think?”

Espio tried to form a smile to let him know that he was okay with his new decision. “Yeah.”

“So”, Shadow started. “Tomorrow I’ll be a straight guy again.”

“Tomorrow?” He repeated. “But...what about starting now?”

Shadow remained silent for a moment.

“Shadow?”

“I’ve told you before that I would do anything to fuck you right?”

“Uh, right.”

“Well...” He leaned his body closer to his, “...I’m begging you now Espio, if you are willing...to fuck me just this one time and we’ll be just friends again afterwards.”

Espio’s emotions were so confused, but he was thinking that since Shadow looked like that he was going to stop messing with him and other guys, he would do it. Besides, he had loved him like that deep down in his heart. “Okay”, he spoke as he grabbed Shadow by his waist. “Let’s fuck.”

Shadow parted his lips and kissed Espio’s soft lips passionately as he felt Espio stoke his hips. He licked his lips gently until he allowed him to slip his tongue inside of his mouth.

As their tongues fought, Espio slid his hands down from his waist and to the hedgehog’s belt buckle. He unbuckled his pants and slid them off of him. He took his hands and began to stroke his manhood gently.

Shadow took his mouth away from his and began to kiss his neck. He knew Espio was really nervous as this was his first time having sex with another guy. “Es...harder. Jerk me...harder”, he panted.

Espio did as what Shadow wanted and started to stroke him harder.

As Shadow felt Espio’s hands stroke him harder, he began to wince and groan in pain. “Ah! Yes! That’s it! Don’t stop!”

The more Espio had stroked him, the harder Shadow’s manhood had gotten. He blushed as he felt him get hard. ‘His feel...it’s so amazing!’ His blush deepened when he saw Shadow move down to his lower region and began to undo his pants.

Without hesitation, Shadow took off his pants and began to suck his member.

Espio’s head fell back on his pillow as he felt Shadow’s mouth over his cock. The way Shadow’s tongue had licked around his cock made him shudder in excitement. He gripped the bed sheets as Shadow sucked him harder. “Ah! Ah!” He moaned in orgasm. “Sha-Shadow!”

The hedgehog didn’t stop and kept sucking his erection. He began to deep throat his cock and heard Espio scream in pleasure.

The chameleon bucked his hips as Shadow playfully licked the tip of his manhood. “Ah! Shadow!” He cried in orgasm as he suddenly came inside Shadow’s mouth.

The hedgehog smirked as he licked the come from around his mouth and faced Espio. “You did your part...now time to do mine.”

Espio soon found himself lying on his front with Shadow’s body on top of his. Espio thought that Shadow was definitely going to fuck him and he was nervous about his whatever size he had going in and out of his ass.

“Don’t worry”, Shadow had whispered in his ear. “I’ll be gentle.”

Espio suddenly felt Shadow place himself inside of his anus and began to wince in pain as he penetrated him. “Ah! Sha-Shadow! It...it hurts...so...much!” He then felt the hedgehog’s soft lips on his cheek.

“It’s okay”, he spoke softly. He heard Espio cry out in pain more as he shoved his cock deep inside of him. Once he was inside of him, he began to thrust himself in and out of him.

When he felt Shadow take himself in and out of him, he gripped the bed sheets harder so he could take the pain in. He groaned louder and louder with every thrust he made. “Ah! Ah!”

Shadow panted heavily with every deep thrust he made. “Oh, Espio! You’re so...tight and hot!” He cried out one final time as his came splashed inside of Espio’s body.

Espio moaned softly as he felt Shadow’s warm fluids splash inside of him. “Oh God...Shadow...” He suddenly felt Shadow take his dripping wet cock out of him and rest his sweaty body on his. He continued to pant heavily from Shadow’s thrusts and looked up at him. “Sha-Shadow?”

The hedgehog answered in exhaustion. “Hm?”

“My...my ass hurts...”

The ebony hedgehog laughed a bit from his comment. “Heh, now you know how Tonya feels when you’re done fucking her.”

The chameleon formed a small smile, “Heh, I guess I do.”

The next morning while Shadow was on his way to work, he decided to visit Jake since he hadn’t heard from him in so long. ‘Hm...’ He thought, ‘I haven’t heard from Jake in so long. I hope he’s all right.’ When he got to his house, he placed his hand the doorknob and turned it. The hedgehog gasped in surprise. ‘The door’s unlocked?’ When he stepped inside, he saw everything in his house torn and ripped apart. ‘What? It looks like a twister hit this place! Where...where’s Jake?’ He began to look around the house for the hedgehog, “Jake?” He called. “Where are you? I have to talk with you!” He then thought that he was in his room.

When Shadow ran upstairs, he flung the door open to his room and saw the blue hedgehog lying on his bed. “Jake?” He called, but he didn’t get any answer. He thought that Jake was somehow upset over something and wanted to talk to him to comfort him. He walked over to his bed and sat down beside him with the hedgehog not facing him. “Jake”, he sighed sadly. “I...I have to tell you something and please...please don’t get more upset than you already are...” Before he could continue, he spotted a dark red stain on his white bed sheets where his arm was set. He gasped at the sight, “Jake?”

He ran over to the other side of the bed and saw a gruesome sight. He gasped and placed his hands over his mouth in horror. Tears ran down his face in sadness. “Oh, Jake...” He sobbed. “Why?” His eyes were locked on a blue hedgehog who was lying on his bed with a long deep cut on each arm and his throat was slashed by some sort of blade it seemed. Fresh blood was dripping from his mouth and wounds.

Shadow fell to his knees and began to sob until he found a piece of paper being held in Jake’s hands. He reached out for it and began to read it. “Shadow, I was a fool to have fallen for you because it turned out that you were just like...Saigo in the end. You were never happy with me. You used me...for your own personal games. Well now that I’m dead, maybe we’ve both finally found peace. From your once lover...Jake.”

Shadow held the paper close to him and continued to sob. “Oh Jake, you don’t know how wrong you were. You did make me happy. Your shyness...your clumsiness...everything about you made me happy. I may have not loved you, but I really did like you. Perhaps if I told you the truth in the first place...maybe things between us would’ve been a lot different.” He sniffed as he wiped away his tears, “Goodbye, Jake...”

A/N:

Rouge: The funny part of this whole thing is that if Shadow was somehow attracted to men, that would be just fine with me.

Shadow:...*slaps self*

Rouge: As long as he never messed with girls, it still would've been fine by me.

Shadow:...*slaps self*

Espio: Oh, well...

Jasmine: Well, that's the end of this fic!

Spike: Yes!

Shadow: Seriously! Where did you come from?

Spike: The future!

Shadow: Eh?

Ker: Ker-san will be in the next fic!

Takashi: I'm the new guy!

Shadow: wtf? You guys are coming out of nowhere!

Jasmine: You heard it here! Spike and his new detective team will star in my next fic, Revolution of the Future! Keep an eye out for it!

Shadow: Oh joy...

Thanks for reading!