My Life Would Suck Without You

~KELLY CLARKSON~

“Took you long enough.” Tom scoffed as we walked in. As soon as he saw Bill’s slightly damp hair he burst out laughing. “Umm, never mind.”

Amy winked. “Good one.”

“Don’t I know it.” I winked back. “So what are we doing?”

“We,” Bill waved his hands around. “Are going out for supper. Then we’ll come back here to change before going out clubbing.”

The grin that claimed my face grew. Clubbing, I couldn’t wait. I haven’t been clubbing since my whole ordeal and everything. I clapped my hands in much the same way that Bill does. My perfect Billa. “That sounds great.”

“Well then what are we waiting for?” Tom asked, jumping up. “Let’s go!” So we all piled into his Escalade.

On the way there we all chatted happily. Amy had turned around and waved her arms as she spoke. Every time her hands came close to Tom, he’d flinch. Soon Bill and I were laughing like insane people. Finally Tom’s voice broke through. “Ames, can you please sit still. We almost hit that last car!”

“Sorry Tomi.” She kissed his cheek lightly before smiling at us.

I leaned my head on Bill’s shoulder. His hair tickled my ears as he moved to put his arm around me. “Bill, I love you.”

“I love you too sweetheart.” He wouldn’t look at me though. His vision stared straight ahead. I shied away from him a little. His attitude was hurting my feelings. Did I do something wrong? Said something stupid? I pulled away and looked out my own window and he still didn’t look at me.

I watched as we drove and drove. Occasionally I’d look over and Bill would be watching me from the corner of his eye. He’d quickly look away when I caught him though. It was like he stabbed me and every time he looked away, he twisted the knife. I couldn’t take the silence any longer. “Where are we going?” I asked.

“You’ll see,” Was the only reply I got. Tom had that stupid smirk on his face.

Amy looked at me and then at Bill. Her eyebrows drew together in a frown. I gave her a weak smile before she turned around. I continued to stare out the window until I felt Bill’s eyes on me. I turned and he smiled softly at me. “Sorry,” he mumbled.

I looked away with a frown. The seat lowered slightly as he moved closer. I felt his hands starting to circle me. I kept looking at anything but him. I wanted him to know how it felt and he made that pretty hard. He buried his face into the nape of my neck.. His breath was so warm. Slowly he lifted my hand to his lips and kissed every single finger. I raised my eyes and got lost in the seas of chocolate.

“I love you.”

I gave in and leaned against him again. Our bodies molded together. I held onto him because he was the only thing that was worth living for. My Billa.

“We’re here!” Tom and Amy’s cheery voices broke into our little haze.

“Finally!” Bill exclaimed.

“You drive like an old grandma!” I threw in.

Tom pouted. “I do not.”

Amy patted his arm. “Aww muffin. Of course you don’t!”

We all laughed and I looked at the restaurant. It was the place Bill and I had our first date. My eyes got wide, the same guy was going to be our waiter! “Oh my God!” I exclaimed. “Who planned this?”

They all looked away. Finally Bill broke. “These two helped me.”

“You guys are all so sweet!!!” I gave each of them a hug before we sat down.

The waiter smiled kindly as we ordered. Much like he had all that time ago. As he walked away he winked at me as if to say, Good luck.

Bill nudged me, “Did he just check you out or what?”

I laughed and nudged him back. “Are you jealous Bill?”

“No!” He pretended to be offended. “Me, jealous? Never.” I raised my eyebrows. “Well maybe a little.”

“That’s what I thought.” I laughed, kissing him lightly.

Tom made a face. “Get a room you two! Seriously, everyone can see!”

“Oh yeah, because there are so many people here,” I looked around the empty back booths. They had gone through a lot to make this perfect.

“Tomi,” Amy laughed. “Don’t be jealous that your brother got a kiss. You can have one too if you want.”

“Please?” He asked like a little kid.

“I’ll think about it.” She smirked.

“Don’t you think I won’t make a scene!” Tom tried to hide the smile that threatened to crack his face. “I will literally get down on my knees and beg.”

“Sure you will!” We all laughed at this. Tom would never do something like that, and we all know it.

But the dreaded boy surprised us all. He crawled onto his knees, but he pulled out a small velvet box. I covered my mouth as I watched him start. “Amy, you are so perfect. I don’t know what I ever did to deserve you. I never want to lose you. Will you marry me?”

Tears instantly sprung to my friend’s eyes. She nodded dumbly, not sure what to say. Finally she shouted, “Of course I will!” Then she flung her arms around his neck and kissed him. As he put the ring on her finger, his hands shook like crazy. I watched all of this with tears of happiness in my own eyes.

“Congratulations!” I exclaimed, hugging them both. “Can I see the ring?” She held out her hand and on her left ring finger sat a silver ring. It had a huge diamond with little ones surrounding it. I gasped, “It’s beautiful.”

Meanwhile Bill was talking to his brother. “I thought you were going to wait?” He whispered.

“So did I, but I couldn’t resist.” Tom’s smile was huge.

Bill looked down sadly. “Now I look like a complete ass.”

“No you don’t Bill.” Tom smacked the back of his twin’s head. “I saw how hard you had to try to contain yourself in the truck.”

Bill blushed. “I just want to hear her answer!”

“Well, just wait a couple more hours and you will.” They hugged like they always did before turning around.

Amy and I had started talking about wedding plans. She’s my second friend to have to help plan. By the time my own wedding rolls around, if it ever does, I should be a pro. It was awesome watching her in her joy. All of her skin radiated with happiness. I wanted to feel that happiness, but Bill makes me happy anyway.

Just then Bill wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed the hallow behind my ear. Supper then arrived and it was delicious. Tom and Amy were totally captivated by the other, so Bill and I talked amongst ourselves.

An hour or so later Bill checked his watch. “We’d better get going to get ready.” I looked at my empty plate and then to my half ful glass of wine. He caught my look and laughed. “Star, we can get more wine later.”

“Ok.” He helped me up, kissing my hand in the process. I grinned, love overwhelming me. Maybe we didn’t have to get married to be perfectly happy with each other.

When we got to our houses, Bill and I went into our own. We got ready, side by side. I was wearing a skirt and tank while he wore his trademark black skinny-s and a white, button down top. I was doing my makeup when he stood behind me. I leaned into his chest and his hands fiddled with my skirt. Just then his fingers slipped past the fabric between my legs. I moaned as his fingers caressed.

“Billa, not now. We don’t have time.”

He bit lightly at the tender skin on my neck. “What do you think Tom and Amy are doing exactly?”

I nodded slightly. “Good point.” We made love before finishing getting ready.

When we knocked on the freshly engaged couple’s door, we heard a crash. “Coming!” Tom called.

We waited, knowing what we were about to see. Tom opened the door, half ready. We just shook our heads and laughed. We walked in and Amy stood in the hallway, trying to put on a necklace. “Tom, go help Amy.” I said through my laughter.

Bill and I collapsed on the couch, still giggling occasionally. “Look who was right.” He teased.

“Oh be quiet.” I stuck my tongue out at him. He just kissed me in return.

Soon we started making out. I’m not to sure how much time went by, but we were interrupted by a cough. We looked up and Tom was standing there. “You’re house is next door. You mind not contaminating my couch?”

“Shut up Tom, it’s not like it wasn’t already contaminated.” Bill said. Tom just looked at him before walking away, shaking his head.

“Well that was interesting.” I giggled. The twins always bugged each other and it was hilarious to watch. Amy and I started betting sometimes about who would say the best lines. I usually won, considering Bill is such a smart-ass.

He nuzzled my neck slightly. “Don’t you love hanging around here?”

“Of course.” I said in sarcastic awe. “I don’t know how I ever lived without your awesomeness.”

He laughed and soon the other two were ready. We all looked hot and ready to party! The drive wasn’t very long and it was the same club as mine and Bill’s first date. Purple flecked blue eyes met brown and I kissed him. He was making the night perfect.

We walked in and met the G’s, Andreas, and Lacy. They all hugged us before we walked the rest of the way in. The music was blaring, the people were dancing, and I needed to pee. I excused myself and Lacy and Amy walked with me. Once we got there I hurriedly did my business. When I came out I sighed. “This is a perfect night.”

“Tell me about it.” Amy grinned ear to ear.

“I can’t believe Tom actually proposed!” Lacy gushed. She wasn’t the only one surprised.

“I know! I was happy just being Tom’s girlfriend, now I’m his fiancé!” Amy’s eyes shone with happiness once again.

I kept a smile on my face with a little trouble. I was going to be the last one married. “Star?” I was startled out of my thoughts by Lacy’s waving hand.

I smiled again, fixing up my makeup. “Sorry,”

“No problem, but let’s go dance!” So the three of us went to find our guys and dance. After a little persuasion Tom even came out. It was so much fun.

All of a sudden a blindfold was placed over my eyes. I felt Tom and Andreas’ hands grab my own before being led away. As we walked, I could feel the bodies around me. At one point, their hands left mine. I stood there like an idiot until I heard them laugh and grab my hand once again. I heard a door shut and the music became muffled. The blindfold was removed.

In front of me was a huge box. I looked around but the guys had already left. There was a card to I went to grab it. The box burst open when my hand was a few inches away. I screamed. Bill was in there! I grabbed my chest and tried to control my breathing.

His grin was silly and he started to talk. “I love you Star, you’re the only one for me and I’m forever yours. I was wondering,” he paused, grabbing something out of his pocket.

Just then the box tipped forward and he fell, sprawled out on the floor. “Bill!” I exclaimed.

He looked up at me with a small blush flushing his cheeks. “My life would suck without you Sammy. Will you marry me?” He held up the little box and I nodded my head.

“Of course I will Bill!” Tears streamed down my cheeks. I sat beside Bill and he wiped away the tears with his kisses. His sweet lips met mine and we kissed. I was engaged! After all this time, I was finally engaged! Just then a thought struck me, “Why did you act that way in the vehicle before supper?”

“Because,” he sighed, “I wanted it to be perfect. I didn’t want to propose to you right then and there.”

“Aw baby!” I hugged him again. My Billa was mine forever and always.

We walked out after a little while. Both of us were grinning like crazy. The same glow that held Lacy and Amy captive now held me. As soon as we walked up to the group, they knew what had happened. “Congrats you guys!” Georg hugged us tightly.

“Umm, Geo?” I gasped. “I can’t breathe!”

“Sorry,” he let go. “I’m just so happy for you guys! Bill’s been planning this for forever!”

I looked at my fiance, “Oh really?”

He blushed again. “Yeah. Like I said before, I wanted it to be perfect.”

“It was perfect. You’re perfect.” I gushed.

“I could disagree with that!” Tom threw in, laughing. Amy swatted him. “Never mind,” he mumbled.

“That’s what I thought Tom,” she giggled, hugging him.

“There is too much love here, I’m out.” Georg said jokingly, seeing a hot girl. “You with me Gussy?”

“Of course!” With that they ran after yet another set of girls.

I shook my head. “There is the sign of desperation.” I giggled.

Bill nodded in agreement. “Definitely. I really hope they find someone soon.” Everyone burst out laughing.

“I doubt Georg will ever settle down.” Tom said.

“Well we all thought that about you too.” Andreas put in. “Look where you ended up.”

Tom stuck out his tongue and pulled Amy closer. “What can I say, I was saved.” His grin was cheeky.

Amy just leaned against him. “That you were.”

I turned to Bill and wrapped my arms around him. “I love you. You saved me.”

“Yeah well like I said before, my life would suck without you.” He kissed me and I kissed him back. Love. Mine. Perfection.

Author’s Notes:

Hey guys!!! i no, i no. An amazingly long time between updates!! Im sorry! =[ i had a writers block, got rid of it and wrote for the newspaper. Then i got another writers block! =S then i spent last weekend away at a camp-like thing... met loads of new ppl!!! *hugglz them* Then i got sick and then i wrote this!!! But these are all excuses and excuses suck so I’m sorry!!! Don’t kill me!!! *hides behind Saki*

Tis the last chappy ppl!!! hope u likey!! And i made it longer!!! =D

skool would be so much funner if the twins or the G’s showed up!!! i don’t own them ppl!

~BECKY~